Hmm? What are you sorry for?

Here's more luv to make up for my sadness tonight

Hi Ah I'm sorry for the late reply back to you I hadn't signed on for a week till yesterday (was busy writing a long letter, hanging out with my best friend on her birthday, and reformatting this pc). So I've had a little bit of a busy but nice week

And don't worry about the reply time either How's your coursework coming along by the way?

Oooh that's what luke-warm water is I'm not very smart with words.

And I'm not looking forward to college tomorrow I'll let you know how it's going though in the next few days though. How is school life for you now anyway?

And yup last week I had a mini tour of the new college. And it wasn't too good. Apart from being an extra 10 minutes away from the old college, the new projects work has to be finished in 7 weeks (I haven't started) and I got split from some of my friends

Ah and sorry for the pessimism this time - it's just I'm not looking forward to college tomorrow

I hope you've been good recently though

And I'm glad you've been good (by the way, sorry I haven't been able to fit this in one comment). And what project are you ding now? And I've just been doing a little artwork, but only for college - I try to distance myself from doing any art because I'm on holiday I go back to college on the 14th though

And I'm being part of your project? Thanks *hugs* And if you need any help trying to interpret me - I'm a pessimist and don't tend to let myself get too happy in case it leads to greater sadness. I have a bit of a weird mind like that.

I hope you're doing fine

Hi Sorry for the late reply back. I would have replied to you last night but with Bebo changing the layout I've been trying to make my page look nicer. So I'm sorry about that.

Ah, I'm sorry to hear you had Conjunctivitis when you were younger too It must have been worse to get it at a younger age. And nope I didn't bath my eye in luke-warm water - what is luke-warm though anyway? I'm not very smart.

Ah and my mistake. It wasn't 13 hours none stop - it was 13 hours over 2 weeks. Just over 5 hours on the first week, and then 7 hours and 40 minutes the week after that And I'm always nervous for the first few minutes every time I call her Then I relax and stop shaking, though I always constantly have to be moving whilst I talk to her

And I have no idea why I'm always so tired I spend the rest of my time worrying about going back to College, so I tire myself out from that, and also because being bored makes me tired too.

Hi

lol, all you had to write in an email is "Hi, how's you?". I would have answered back

And I've had better days - I went to the doctor today and he says I have Conjunctivitis, but now I'm taking eye drops for it

And yeah, my parents got back last week I think - I've actually forgot when they got back My parents don't stop me being lonely, only not being with friends or seeing my dog. I never talk or really see my parents.

Hmm, and I think since we last spoke I've been on the phone to Sinziana for about 13 hours - last week was 7 and a half hours in one night And I think that's pretty much it really, I haven't really been doing anything with my holiday.

And is having a difficult face to interpret a good or bad thing? I have no idea, lol.

And so how have you been since we last spoke? And what have you been up to too?

Hey gawjus not spoken gen ages we really gotta get together and catch up on things i miss not seein and takin to you lu w/b x x x

What's wrong? You offline messaged me earlier, but you didn't reply back, and I'm worried about you again. What's happened to you?

Well I've been fine thanks. Like you though I too do not like this heat either Your skin seems to be more fair than mine though, so the sun is probably worse on you. You should try wearing a hat, it should help you

And global warming might be bad, but people don't realise the rate of it. I think it was every year for Britain is only rising by like on average like 0.5 degrees.

And I only have to go in on Monday for a while to get my teacher to sign these forms so I can get my weekly College money Let's hope I can find him though, lol.

And I came up with one new edit earlier today It's on Bebo now And I don't play instruments, but I write songs every so often What about you?

And how have you been recently anyway?

Hi I just thought I'd tell you that I don't think you can email me if you've blocked me on MSN - I'm not sure you can anyway. I was thinking that you should: re-add me, unblock me, delete me but DON'T then block me too. You should be able to still email me then And if you already have tried emailing me I haven't have any by the way.

I hope you've been having a good time recently

Heyy not spoken in ages, how are u? What u been up 2? Hope to see u some time soon, miss ya x x x x ly w/b x

hey sorry for late reply i dont go on bebo much anymore, i prefer facebook

im good thank hows u?

lyl

Hi I got worried about you when I noticed you hadn't been logging in, but I'm really glad that you're alright

So what have you been doing all this time then?

hey
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Ah you already know them I've been listening to them for nearly a year now I love them

lol, yeah that show is freaky, sharing the exact amount of things all the time Just not right, lol.

And my day has been fine thanks Yesterday I had boring College, but today I have off so I went to get my hair cut It's quite shorter than what I'm used to, but I wanted a change to see how it would be like

So how have you been?

I'll let her know you said we're old

Ah I'm crap with other languages, and Sinziana is going to help me learn Romanian Least I know a bit of Dutch now

lol, I have no idea how I managed to do. Just randomly bad timing. I pulled a muscle of of place in my neck before when I was 11 just by turning my head to talk to my mom Again that was just bad timing I think

Ah good luck with your SATS Remember, their only really to give rough estimates, so they don't really mean too much And yup, her exam results determines if she sees me, so their a very huge thing for us both.

lol, I'm not that old I'm 19, 20 in September And Sinziana will be 19 in the coming months so what does that make her?

What's Verdomma anyway? lol, I don't know many big words

lol, I'm clumsy at the best of times too Last year I pulled a few small muscles out of place in my chest just by pointing at a door I grossed out my best friend when he started to hear a "sucking" noise from my chest with every heart beat. It was fine after a few weeks though Just be careful you don't end up injuring yourself though

And Sinziana is fine She has exams coming up in a few weeks so she's stressed about that; but I'm going to do my best to try to relax her however I can

How come you're so exhausted anyway?

Ah and at the moment I'm into Armor For Sleep, again. Their really good You should try checking some of their songs out on Youtube whenever you get the chance

Hehe, it was a sweet comment - thank you I'm just glad you're feeling better And sure, if there is ever something wrong I'll tell you It seems that I already do that though

Sinziana was asking about you though earlier to me She was a bit worried about you, but I said you were a bit better now I'm to keep an eye on you a bit now though so she said to me, lol

And I'm good thanks I was watching some freaky stuff on "Trapped by my Twin". You can find it on youtube, but only half of it Interesting stuff to watch

I hope you're still doing good

Becka, please get in contact with me. Please don't do anything, okay? I sent you my email. Please, please get in contact with me as soon as you can. I love our friendship so much, and I'm very worried about you now. You truly are a unique and fantastic girl, and I don't want you to leave. Please, just please get in contact with me. I really don't want you to go. You really are a special person, so please get in contact with me on here or via email as soon as you can. I'm really worried about you. Please, don't leave.