[[]] Why have you re-added me? [[]]

(tsuki looked away seeing as how she couldn't make her brother happy. she stood up. and walked to the edge of the stairs.)
szayel-kun i'm going to bed.....you need to go to.....it's late.
(with that she sadly stalked off up the steps)

(she walked inside and grabbed a blanket. tsuki wrapped it around his shoulders and sat his down. she also got a towel to scrub his hair dry. tsuki dried his hair for him and sat down.)
all better.......^.^

(she sighed, but then gasped.)

szayel! your freezing! come on! you need to get warmed up.......and don't worry i know what your thinking. gin will know where we are.....i promise.

he gave him a cheeky smile as they jogged together
oh really is that all? what a young one
he didnt really say much for the rest of their trip, when they arrived he didnt say much about the town and looked around for the local pub
you go on ahead without me ill meet you soon

(tauki noticed it rained harder. so even though now drenched and shivering herself she went to find her brother. she found him under his wings not wet but freezing. tsuki land a hand on his cheek and turned his head to her.)
szayel-kun lets go in....we'll wait for gin-sama there. come on....

(she held out her hand for him to take.)

(she sighed as a raindrop hit the tip of her nose. it was about to rain. the rain.... she hated it and the morose feelings it brought with it. she would go and get her brother in a few minutes. there was no need for him to get sick.......)

his look of shock and despair then began to form into a guilty type of smile
you scared me for a while little mister
he then stood up and nodded as he began to jog a little ahead, he stopped and looked back at him
need any help?

damn it all.......

(she kicked a stone nearby. her hands were shoved into her pockets as she truddged away from her brother. her dear sweet brother. how could gin do this? she knew this wasn't the real caring gin-sama her brother had always talked about......her brother in law was kinder than that and she knew it. she hated seeing her beautiful brother this way though....it was too much to bear)

he continued on ahead to envolved with his own laughter to notice he couldnt feel his hand any more but when he went to smile at him his face turned into one of complete shock and horror as he quickly sprinted back to szayel, when he got to him he turned him around and picked him up slightly
szayel! are you ok? im so sorry! forgive me!?

<Your too bloody sweet for your own good. Sweet and sour. Szayel, you don;t need to apologize I kinda wish you would understad that no matter in what form, I will be here and that, despite mine and your best wishes, my feelings haven;t changed. Things are what they are and i have accepted it, but please know, in a heartbeat, I would be and do anything in my power for you. Okay? I am serious, maybe for the first time ever on this site. But I am. Thank you for the luv and I wish I had one to share, I really do. But hey, you have some always. Damn I did not want to make this about me again...sorry...anyways, I must go now. Good night princely one. Please feel better and recover completely.>

your not a burden to me.......

(she then nodded and kissed her brothers head once more and left.....she didn't want to but it was his request. her motive was clear.....to protect and a fight for her brother. to take care of him was her goal....and this was at any price......even her own safety.)

as he ran ahead he smiled as he saw szayel pick up speed a little, yet he was still to far behind for his liking, he put his hand to his chin as he thought while running backwards, he really didnt mind not being able to see what was behind him as even if he tripped he would pick up speed in no time, he once again snapped his fingers as he ran back to szayel and grabbed his hand he then began to practicly drag him as he began to run faster again
your such a slowpoke! let me help you

(small tears stung tsuki's blood red eyes. she was happy to finally see her brother smile again......that was all she wanted....just once more to see his smile.)

oh.....szayel-kun.......

<.If anyone is overreacting that would be me. I an nigh unto panic mode. You are total rational in your thining. I dont mean to sound so defensive but I guess in the end, I am when it somes to you Szay. Give him a shot but if he hurts you then part while it is still easy. Goodnights, goodbyes...I find it nessisary. It doesn't need to be so hard. Take care, my dear, friend and please, find your joys again. Shine like you always have and know, like you said, that you are worth it.>

(she smiled as she moved a strand ofpink hair from his face. tsuki leaned down and kissed his forehead .she whispered soothingly)

you beautiful my brother.....and i love you sooooo much.....you'll always be my brother......

he let out a little scream of shock seeing the Espadas race past him, he let out a giggle as he stood still, when it came to speed he was usually the fastest, he waited until szayel was nearly out of sight and then took once step suddenly he appeared beside szayel and was running in time with him as he poked out his tounge to him and made childish noises
come on! your too slowwwwww!
upon saying this he picked up speed in an instant as he was nearly out of sight in an instant he gave a playfull wave to his friend behind

(she had a troubled smile on her face as she stroked her brothers hair while humming a tune.)

(she rocked back and forth to calm him.)

he then let a huge grin form on his face as he began to walk hastly
very well then...let us go!

<Szayel if he is bored he must have a bloody circus happening in his bathroom, because you (and I am not just saying it, trying to be flirty or sucking up) THE most exciting person to talk to on Bebo. End. Of. Story. If he is behaving unkindly then that is his problem. It just...it makes me feel all hot inside, filled with rage to see you unhappy under some man's command. I probably have no right, I am just concerned. He could at least say goodbye, could talk to you and love you liked you need. You do not burden me. I willingly take on anything you care to share. Szayel. No one should be too busy to tell the one they love goodnight, to make them feel like they will be there for them always.....you asked me why? Well I can;'t tell you because there is no way I could ever understand why someone is acting that way to such a person as you.>