I Dnt no Why I Act this Way
What I Do And The Things I Say .
I Should keep it all shut , all locked inside,
but it all cums out and i cnt hide.
i try to stop it , i really do.
but the things inside that no one 1 knew,
ar relvealed to the world yet again.
they can now see the lies The pain,
that i go though day by day ,
But I Try To Hide , To Stay Out Of The Way .
Id Love To Say Lifes Breeze
But Liveing As I Do Now , Im ON My Knee's.
Beging For Mercy From Upp Above,
tryin to get back my life my love .
Cnt Take in No More I want it To Stop ,
Its Getting To Much , Just Over The Top .
My Life is Turning unsidedown,
As I Go Out N Parole The Town.
Every1 Thinks They No Who i Really Am ,
But I Really Couldnt Give A Dam .
This World Aint A Heaven It Not A Place TO Be,
Why Did I Come Here Why Did They Pick Me?
Ive Got So Many questions For Creater Of All ,
He Could Be Right Here , Just Give Me A Call ,
I Need To No Whats Going On ,
Before It All Ends Nd Every1's Gone .
This World Wont Be Here Forever ,
Id Rather No Now Then Neverr.
Should i Carry On The Way I Is,
Or Stop Everythink Right Now Nd Myn Me Biz
This Worlds To Much , Its SO out Of Hand,
Im Sick of It Now I just Cant Land .
Like A plane In The Sky That Dunno Where its Goin,
My Life A Mess, And The Pain Keeps Growin .
In My Heart It'll Always Stay .
And Never Will It Seek Out . No Way .

These Tears Are Burning On My Skin
I Cnt Take It No More , To Keep It All In .
No One Can See what Goes On In My Head ,
Just Aload Of Shit That Wont Go To Bed.
Everythink around Me Is Just A Fake Disgise ,
What They Cant See Is All The Pain and Lies .
Inside Me They'll Stay Forever ,
Me A Normal Girl In The World . Never.
I Say Theres Words So Thick N True,
All Ive Got left is My Crew.
They Loyal Ones i Cal Friends,
As There all I Have Left In The End.
Of This Sick Tale I Cal My Life,
Could End It All With Just 1 Knife.
To Scared To Do it To Many doubts,
Mayswel just try again n Stay About.
Where I Cum From It Is No Game.
This Life Is Real , One We'll Never Tame.

Just A girl In This World Who Doesnt No What To Do .
To Much To Ask , No ENought Answers For YOu,
Needed is This Fear To Be Realesed ,
Then This Heart Of Myn Can start To Be Pieced.
To its Normal State Again.
Where The Nightmare Can End And So Will The Pain.
Im Sick Of It All , The Shit The Scum
People Finkin Am Alright But There Just Dum.
These Scars I Have Will Never Go ,
Will Stay With Me Forever , An All Tym low.
Even The Ones Engraved On My Heart Now,
Will Start To Get Deeper With Every Row.
I Can't Stop it , Its Not Up To Me ,
But They Dnt No That , They Cant See.
Tht This Girl Infrout Of your eyes Is Dieing Inside,
Or How Many Tyms She's Sat There Nd Cryed .
Thinking Of Life, Its Up Its Down,
Tryin To Think Do I Still Need This Town.
This Little Place I Call Flint,
Its Not So Nice , It Aint So Mint .
Do I Need it ,Would Any1 Care .
If This Girl Right Here Drifer into The Air?


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