Have you any idea how jealous I am of you human?
Have you any idea how torturous this condition is?
Life beyond life is a curse; it strips away all that was once me.
You see, it is the fact that your lives are short that allows you to be rash with such emotions as love and hate.
When you live as long as I do, you will understand I cannot risk such emotions, for unlike humans, with us a broken heart can last millennia, a grudge can ferment over a hundred years into hatred! This festering hatred has destroyed our kind, I know only of a few of us left….
So few of us are left….

Can’t you see? We have eternity together; love is as potent as hate when it comes to destroying us. We above all others when it comes to knowing the old saying is true… all good things must come to an end.

So live human, grow old, be careless with your emotions, your love, your hate, and im sorry… we will never be.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL i like cake...

This was a triumph.


I'm making a note here:

HUGE SUCCESS.


It's hard to overstate

my satisfaction.


Aperture Science

We do what we must

because we can.


For the good of all of us.


Except the ones who are dead.


But there's no sense crying

over every mistake.


You just keep on trying

till you run out of cake.


And the Science gets done.


And you make a neat gun.


For the people who are

still alive.






I'm not even angry.


I'm being so sincere right now.


Even though you broke my heart.


And killed me.


And tore me to pieces.


And threw every piece into a fire.


As they burned it hurt because

I was so happy for you!

Now these points of data

make a beautiful line.


And we're out of beta.


We're releasing on time.


So I'm GLaD. I got burned.


Think of all the things we learned

for the people who are

still alive.




Go ahead and leave me.


I think i prefer to stay inside.


maybe you'll find someone else

to help you.


maybe Black Mesa...

THAT WAS A JOKE, HA HA, FAT CHANCE.


Anyway this cake is great.


It's so delicious and moist

look at me still talking when theres science to do

when i look out there

it makes me glad I'm not you

i've experiments to run

there is research to be done

on the people who are

still alive.






and believe me I am still alive

I'm doing science and I'm still alive

i feel fantastic and I'm still alive

while your dying ill be still alive

and when your dead i will be still alive

still alive

still alive

- Will you answer every question honestly?
yeah what the hell
- Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
yep
- Who was the last person you hugged?
...i don't remember
- Do you miss anything or anyone?
yes
- What makes you laugh no mater what
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V55Zq... <-- THAT!!!!
- Who was the last person you talked to?
in person? my mum...
- What do you dislike at the moment?
living so far away from peoplezzz
- Who did you drive with last that wasn't your parents?
jarred?

*HARDER:

- Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
nope
- Will you get married?
...maybe
- Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
not that i forsee, wether i want to or not is differnt
- Do you lie about your age?
no. why the hell would i?

*VERY PERSONAL:

- Are you happy with yourself?
generally
- Would you change yourself for the person you love?
yeah i guess so, not too much though
- What do you think about when times get hard?
music,

*SECRETS:

- When did you last cry?
...cant remember
- Do you believe in religion?
- i believe that life is a mirricle, but to have some bearded guy in the clouds dictating everything i ( and everyone else) do seems a bit much

*SHOCKING:

- Have you done bad things with your parents near by?
nope, to them im a good boy =)
- Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
nope
- Did you ever fail the school year?
yep.
- Have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs?
i dont need drugs to hallucinate.....seriously im a trippy person
- Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
nope
- Do you think your future will be a good one?
i think everyone hopes so

*THE DEEP STUFF:

- Do you think you were raised well?
i think my parents tried there best, and i turned out not that bad
- Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
yes
- How do you handle stress?
with loud music,
- Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
i dont know........
- If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?
nither, i would go live somwhere else

*THE LOVE STUFF:

- Do you think you know the meaning of love?
yes.
- If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
no way, its happened before =true story=

*THE RANDOM STUFF:

- Do you spend time with the same people always?

kinda
- When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
when i was young and stupid.
- Where was your default bebo picture taken?
in my caravan
- Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
nope. . . but i could have made it work....
- What is your favorite color?
how can i pick one colour above another?
- What do you do when you have a bad day?
i dono....
- Do you really think exs can be friends?
if you truely loved them, a broken heart can only be healed by hate, but if it just didnt work out, of course you can be friends
- If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
i have had to do that ....twice
- Do you fall for people easily?
...no
- Are you quick to start a fight?
nope.
- Lyrics stuck in your head?
marrylin manson - beautifull people
- Are you tired?
just a little light headed..
- Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk?
chocolate
- When Was The Last Time You Had Starbucks?
about 6 months abo
- Does anyone love u?
give it a week or two
- Ever Cry In Public?
yep
- Are You Currently Wanting Any Piercings Or Tattoo?
nope.
- Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered In Tattoos?
it wouldnt put me off
-Do You Pay Attention To The Calories In The Package/Box?
nope
- Do You Use Sarcasm?
NEVER! *sarcasm*
- Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
both
- Do You Watch The News?
yup
- How Did You Get One Of Your Scars?
broken arm.
- Who was the last person to make you mad?

- What kept you up last night?

- Who is to blame for your mood today?

- Ho