Just know

Just know that no one could ever love you,
As much as I used too,
Just know that even if we were a million miles apart,
You'd still have been in my heart

Just know that you got to my very core,
Just know that you were the one person I could not ignore,
Just know how much ended on that night,
Just know that you were my only light

But it doesnt matter anymore,
We're finally over, this time I'm sure
But I just wanted you to know how much you meant,
And how I thought every minute with you was time well spent

This is not a love poem, or a way to win you back,
This is just stating the clear and simple facts,
I'm sorry for all I've done wrong,
And I hope you forgive me so I can move on

And dont worry about the consequences,
Alone Ill climb those fences,
And although I loved you and to me you were so dear,
I wont cry , I wont shed a single tear

"It"

Will it ever just fucking stop,
All this ridicule and pain,
Will it please just leave me alone,
because it's driving me insane

I've tried just breaking down and screaming,
I've tried just curling up and bleeding,
But nothings worked, it's still right there,
Im at a point of ultimate despair

Im sick of fighting, sick of breathing,
Sick of this empty life im leading,
Im tired of telling them Im fine,
I've crossed some invisable line

And nobody understands how much it hurts,
To always be the one in the dirt,
And no one understands how hard it is,
To keep on going on like this

And every night before I sleep,
I silently scream and quietly weep,
Because I know I'll never be without sorrow,
As long as there carry's on being a tomorrow..

Maybe


Maybe someday we will meet,
And you will listen instead of speak,
And maybe someday you will see,
How much you used to mean to me

Maybe some night I will be,
Able to once again breath,
And maybe some night you will cry,
Lonely tears to the sky

Maybe sometime things will be the same,
Maybe sometime we will win this game,
And maybe sometime because of your gentle touch,
I will smile again and light up

But for now I will waste my days with thinking,
And watching myself sinking,
So tonight make a wish for me,
And then maybe, just maybe....