I understand why you're looking for tears in my eyes, eyes
Trust me they were there but now the well has run dry
I was in so deep I couldn't get out
I sat on feelings that I buried deep down
I knew there come a day when our paths would cross
And I'm glad it's today 'cause now I am strong

I'm happy and I can thank myself
If it were up to you I'd be in my bed crying
But I'm happy and I know that makes you sad
After all the things you put me through
I'm finally getting over you
I'm happy
I'm happy

There's a reason why we met and I'm glad that we did, yeah I am
But when we broke up I got back a part of me I really missed
Not saying that you brought me down all the time
There were moments I lived with the light on my side

I'm happy and I can thank myself
If it were up to you I'd be in my bed crying

But I'm happy and I know that makes you mad
After all the things you put me through
I'm finally getting over you
I'm happy
I'm happy

All the bitterness has passed
and I only wish you someone who can do what I can't

I'm happy and I can thank myself
If it were up to you I'd be in my bed crying
But I'm happy and I know that makes you mad
After all the things you put me through
I'm finally getting over you

I'm happy and I can thank myself
If it were up to you I'd be in my bed crying
But I'm happy and I know that makes you sad
After all the things you put me through
I'm finally getting over you
I'm happy
I'm happy

Omg! 4 da first time in ages i get da chance 2 go out late cos my daddy was in a happy mood. And the night turned out shiety shiety shiety!. i was taken 2 da clubs with tracey but den da others left us 2 do dere fing down stairs of margies. We were by ourselves and den bonty came and so did joshy. Thats wen all da shiet kicked in and we thought we could have a fun day out. The group downstairs had sum fight with sum group of idiots. something dealing with a knife or sumfing so we got pulled out and had 2 leave da clubs at 2am. I prolli only seen bonty and joshy for a few mins. I felt so embarrassed when tracey and me got yelled at and i had 2 leave josh after only sitting down with him for like a min or 2. Felt like a rude gf and i didn't get 2 say goodbye. I got dragged away like sum 5 year old. So i don't blame him for being mad. stupid stupid night and now the guy who pulled out da knife is like in jail over night or sumfing. geez i prolli won't get 2 go out now until my parents r in a happy mood. Arrrrrrrrgggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!! everyfing suck balls, being 21 sucks!. Da whole day everyone's been so annoying, they bother me in alsort of ways. From guys asking 4 my number to people asking me wen i'll get married. N even start having conversations with my dad on when will he have a grand child. Would it get them off my back if i say i ripped out my ovaries and can't have kids?. Arggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh! yes i'm in a bitchy mood, deal with it. Being nice just make people walk all over me.

Hahhahah geez uni life is a piece of @#%$%# especially those long as days and early mornings and late nites. I'm falling asleep everywhere i go. I fell asleep on da train always. i'll be mug sumday i tell sumday. Anywho hahhahaha gosh man Tracey and jenny can so spread rumours. Congrats but i don't want twins i want triplets. hehhehe so so greedy.Which is due in 5 years time aite. And wea does baby come from?.... when a mummy and a daddy loves each other very much and they close their eyes and wish as hard as they can. A miracle occurs and a little baby angel appears. But first nga needs to learn 2 wipe her butt lol. Anywho wats been happening dese days? ..... ummmmm......... absolutely nothing. Tracey's bday next month yay!!!. party time? lol. and and that dodgy guy from way back months ago where i mention about him in my blog. And of course you girls remember that night wea he runs around humping all of us. umm............. humping sounds rude.. doesn't it?. Ok i'll say touchy, too too touchy that its way beyond offensive. Anywho news update he has a hot gf let me repeat a hot gf!!!. Oh lord has the world gone wrong. A guy like him can actually have a hot gf. Wat does dis girl c in him, even all his girl mates are like advoiding him now. ..... ok now i sound just plain mean. But u have 2 meet dis guy to know what he's like. If he can score, you guys out dere can 2. Don't just sit dere wishing you life would b different. do sumthing about it!!!, girls love that confidence... so just you no be urself and and always state wat relationship ur after, if u don't state it girls normally start seeing u as a mate and thats just it. if its a girl u only c once den thats sweet, ask her out. chance is if she rejects u den u won't have 2 c her again. Ummmmmm... gosh i write rubbish. anyway i betta go prepare my stupid seminar speech... stupid stupid stupid. if i'm so afraid of talking how am i suppose 2 give a seminar. Argggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!! if i don't do it i fail so have no way out. Life is so stessful hahahha so depressed.


Note: Tracey your so gonna get it!!!. Maybe aunty's idea is a gud 1. Should start a poll saying " who finks tracey has sweet lips?". Hhahahahhaha in which tracey claims she doesn't.How u like that honey? how u like that?.