Dyingbehindthesetiredeyes

sometimes everything just gets too much...theres too many ppl who need help...what do u do.....

6 tygodni temu | ja też! | Odpowiedz

Dodaj do znajomych
  • Kobieta, Serce 78
  • z Golden Gate Bridge
  • Związek: W małżeństwie
  • Wyświetlenia: 1 033
  • Jest z nami od: June 2007
  • Ostatnio online: 3 tygodnie temu
  • bebo.gazeta.pl/Girl_Interrupted20

O mnie

Motto
Everything means nothing to me
Ja, o mnie i jeszcze raz ja
“In a strange way, I had fallen in love with my depression. Dr. Sterling was right about that. I loved it because I thought it was all I had. I thought depression was the part of my character that made me worthwhile. I thought so little of myself, felt that I had such scant offerings to give to the world, that the one thing that justified my existence at all was my agony.”

“I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.”
Moja druga połowa
Ferocious Felion

Ferocious Felion

miss her:( xxx

Music
I LOVE MUSIC...it gives me a lil happiness when I am down.placebo, nirvana, the cure, pearljam, elliot smith, seether, ...etc
Films
I LOVE FILMS...they save me: PROZAC NATION, GIRL INTERRUPTED, THIRTEEN, THE VIRGIN SUICIDES, THE BRIDGE, DONNIE DARKO, ....etc
my other poemy tingies
http://www.bebo.com/MouthfulOfCavities
http://www.bebo.com/SayItToMeNow
Scared Of
myself...my anger...my thoughts...
MOOD RIGHT NOW-20/09/09
i LOVE him, he is my everything, he brings me only joy.I would die without him.I LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
LIFE QUOTE THINGS
"Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me."

"I sleep so I don't have to feel."

" Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault."

"The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy."
"Misery is almost always the result of thinking."

"Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? Well that's how I feel right now...I feel like I'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile..."

"It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you."
....
ELIZABETH WURTZEL-Prozac Nation: Young and Depressed in America
-Bitch: In Praise of Difficult Women
-More, Now, Again: A Memoir of Addiction

zamknij Ostatnie gry

zamknij Pole Flash

help

zamknij Komentarze

  • Never Good Enough
    luv Never Good Enough

    I'm really sorry for the late reply. I don't use either of my bebo pages much anymore. I see both are in your top friends list though :)

    At college I do:

    -Applied health and social
    -Applied science
    -Philosophy of Religion
    -Psychology
    -Functional Skills (because I didn't do ICT at GCSE)

    and I also do an enrichment - Training in counselling skills.

    Its weird not having any support.

    Hope you're ok,

    Stay strong.

    xxxxxxxxxxxx

    4 tygodnie temu
  • Emma L
    Emma L

    hey hunnie
    how are u???
    xxxxxxx

    9 tygodni temu
  • Amber
    luv Amber

    Whats that? X

    13 tygodni temu przez Komórka
  • Diva From The Cursed Ghetto
    Diva From The Cursed Ghetto

    Im fine. Love ya x

    13 tygodni temu
  • Anabelle
    luv Anabelle

    Really really sorry I havent been online in a while.
    How are things going?
    Hope you're ok
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
     xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
     xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    13 tygodni temu
  • A-Lost-LilGirl
    A-Lost-LilGirl

    thank you huni, its just they so get on top of me, and i cant tlk about them at present as it makes me selfharm or i end up attempting suicide. so its hard.
    but when im ready i will talk to you. thank you huni!

    how are you?

    love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    14 tygodni temu
  • Disorderedbrokenbeauty
    Disorderedbrokenbeauty

    Heyy u okaii xx

    15 tygodni temu przez Komórka
  • Broken And Scarred
    luv Broken And Scarred

    Not too b ad thanx.

    yeah its been ok thanx

    wat bout you?

    x

    15 tygodni temu
  • Diva From The Cursed Ghetto
    luv Diva From The Cursed Ghetto

    Im not to bad I guess
    LY
    xxxxx

    15 tygodni temu
  • Fatty
    luv Fatty

    Same lol. Been up to much? XxxXxxXXxxx

    15 tygodni temu przez Komórka
  • Worthless
    Worthless

    the summers been orite i guess, had a good day yday - went to alton towers :D how's yours been? i'm okay thanks, how are you? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    15 tygodni temu
  • Broken And Scarred
    luv Broken And Scarred

    Heya Babe

    How Are You?

    xx

    15 tygodni temu
  • Worthless
    Worthless

    Ty for the add. How are You? Xxxxx

    16 tygodni temu przez Komórka
  • Diva From The Cursed Ghetto
    luv Diva From The Cursed Ghetto

    Love ya too!!
    Ya ok babydoll?
    xxxxxx

    16 tygodni temu
  • Fatty
    luv Fatty

    Love you 2. You ok? XxxxXxxXxxXXxxx

    16 tygodni temu przez Komórka
  • Never Good Enough
    luv Never Good Enough

    I'm doing:

    -Psychology
    -Religion, philosophy and ethics
    -Applied health and social
    -Applied science.

    I'm glad you're ok, I'm sorry for the late reply

    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    19 tygodni temu
  • I Want To Disappear
    I Want To Disappear

    Sorry for late reply, havn't been on this page in a month.
    Hope you're okay

    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    20 tygodni temu
  • Elephant Girl
    Elephant Girl

    Hey, thanks! How r u hun? x X x

    20 tygodni temu przez Komórka
  • EG

    Hey, how r u? Aint talkd in... AGES! I got a new page. Link to it is in my comments. Hope to chat soon x

    20 tygodni temu przez Komórka
  • Mistress Of The Macabre
    Mistress Of The Macabre

    hey honey, how are you doing? how are things going with your e.d? hope your ok babe x x x

    20 tygodni temu przez Komórka