Gosh it's been 2 years already.....
time flown past so fast
Cnt believe I nearly forgot... sorry
Anyway I'll never forget when you told me tht you would always be here for me..
Please watch over me .

I miss youu alottt .
Can't forget you, won't ever forget you
Loveee youu always <3
My dear lovely chief RIP <33
xxx

Sweet dreams baby. I miss you so much my angel <3 rip iloveyounxx

Bebo won't post this as one..
So here is the rest of my last comment.



I miss you so much, I can't stop thinking about you.
I wish you could come back, just like nothing had ever happened..
But I know that won't happen.
No matter how much I want it to.

I love you with every single piece of me. <3
Miss you so, so much..
xx
Rest In Peace Adam.

Its been 2 years.. I can't believe it.

I couldn't get on to post this yesterday, when it was the 2 year mark, I was at a camp, so I had no internet

I miss you so incredibly much. Yesterday was so hard, Adam... I stayed in my cabin most of the day, under my covers, thinking about how much has changed in the two years.. Next to nothing is the same. I know I'm not the same.
Please, please watch over everyone Adam. Its getting so terribly hard to continue, with each passing day it gets more unbearable. And I know so many more people have it so much harder than I do, because they were so close to you.. We were fairly close, and this hurts so, so incredibly much..
So I cannot begin to imagine what your family and the people who were the closest you are going though..
Just watch over us, please..

Two years today. I miss you so, so much Adam. And that's an understatement. I really dont know what to say, my mind's not working straight. Ill start by this, though. Please, please look after all the people who have commented here, the ones who are finding it almost impossible not to join you. Please keep them safe. Ive thought about you every day for two years. 731 days. 15744 hours.I had major science exams yesterday, the ones you need to get into college. I couldnt stop thinking about you enough to concentrate on the papers i had to do.

This has taken about half an hour to write, already. >.< I cant think of anything else, so I'll leave it as this. Il write you a letter and everything (: Love you Adam. x

Adam
I miss you
Listening to your song right now
I wish you never left
sometimes i just want to join you
but i know it cant happen just yet...
I miss you babe...Alot
I Love You
Rest In Peace Adam
<33

buh babч i cant do this anчmore. i look out mч window everчdaч and watch the clouds go past. i crч mчself to sleep.
just thinking of чour name i burst into tears.il write to чou before i go to bed babч okaч?! i hope чour okaч and is watching over me, чour babчgirl.
i love чou forever babч! dont ever forget that please.
bчe for now.
i love чou so much, love чour babчgirl, hope x x

i miss чou so fucking much; mч babчboч чou were well stil are.
ive moved on now found the perfect boч, hope чour happч for me? buh this doesnt mean tha a daч goes bч that i dont think of чou.
was dreading todaч . cant stop crчing and thinking abouh чou adam, so hard without чouu.
listening to чour song. cant stop crчing boo.
god i love чou so much! dont ever think that i dont cause i do, more than anчthing!
i wrote a letter for you when i was at school' mч counciler said i could write чou a letter and we could get a balloon and let it off in the air' buh tbh i wanted to keep the letter.
i read it everчnight before i go to bed and kiss чour pickure beside mч bed.
todaч is going so bad .. i need mч babч back :'(
i cant pickure чou being away anчmore' i said id stop the self harming buh i cant; done it so bad lastnight. bleeding to hell, was so close into following чour footsteps buh then thought to mчself чou wouldnt want that of me and чou want me to be happч.

all this comment dont fit in so il break it up into bits..

babч .
2 чears todaч .. missing чou so fucking much !
im still loving чou liek it was the first time.
guess what babe' ive finallч got help with mч alcohol problem, hopefullч stopping and ive quit smoking the lot . proud of me?
чouve made me realise чou shunt waste life awaч with doing the stupid things liek drinking, drugs, smoking the lot.
been so hard recentlч without чou.
hope чour looking after emma babe
and grandad for me? we adored him dint we .
чour babч is absolutelч gorgeous babч! , verч proud of lisa .

2 years =[[
im scared to be alone today =/ you know what happened last year..
i dont want to feel this pain anymore =[ its the worst pain i've ever felt
i dont want to accept it, it just hurts to much..

i miss you so fucking much Adam!! =[[[
and i love you even more <3

Rest In Peace Adam <3

*Sigh* 2years today
Man i miss you!
I cant stop thinking about you
I hope your okay up there
with everyone....

I love you so much Adam
i wish you didnt leave..
Please watch over us
and keep us safe

Your my Guardian Angel Hun
I Love You

P.S
I think jade is doing better i hope..
Im helping her best i can Adam
Please look out for her

<33

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

R.I.P Adam

i dont want tomorrow to come =[[[

R.I.P. <33

R.I.P adam
im crying haha
omg
2 years on saturday its gone so fast
another 4 of my mates had passed away this week
royston,alex,eian && nicky R.I.P
and its really hard for me atm i proper hates my life ...

i needs you back so badly

saturday is horrible
i dont drink no more babes
i gave up x


i loves you sooooo much

R.I.P

love you

heres my love babes

p.s i dont want this weekend to come

x fraya-louise x

Adam..
Please stop jade from doing anything bad Please?
im trying my hardest i really am
Please keep her safe!

I Love You

xoxoxox
kimmy

oh and i never said
R.I.P. hun

see you soon
tell matt i'll see him soon too and then i can say a proper goodbye to him and everyone else...

xxxxxxx

ANDDD the rest of it....

*sigh* remember when u said you'd look after it? wash it and keep it safe in an ickle box? lol well can u take it back? it hurts too much
take care adam
i'll see you soon hun....
xxxxxxx

stupid bebo wouldnt it post as one so....

and i keep....hearing things in my house :S like people running round....saying my name....god u must think im going mad lol
well....things are....fucked
as you full well know
i can't cope with all these emotions
it's like i cant feel pain any more either :| but can feel the heartache and everything else so bad...
i really can't cope for much longer
i'm just waiting....
:'(
come back please?
i still have that lil letter...
i dont know how much more i can take adam, i really don't...
i'm trying to help other people but i can't now....i don't know how to, i really don't....
everyone's fucking leaving me :'(
argh!
sorry for the rant

i love you adam
best friends foreve_ but without the "r" cos that would be the end of forever
yep i know i say it pretty much every time but i want you to know you're still in my heart
or what's left of it should i say

why cant the doctors do ONE simple bloody thing?! argh
need my blood test results back
*sigh*
it's not fair i cant even go and see my great nan...im scared adam really scared....scared for luke, my mum, my sister, joe, everyone....they're all falling to pieces and i don't know how to help :'(

Hey Adam
Keep watching over all us please?
Jade is doing better...
just unwell a tad atm
It will be 2years this saturday since you left :'(
i dont want this weekend to come!
i want time to go back and for you to come back
i miss you so much!
I Love You

xoxoxox
kimmy

Oh, Adam..
I cannot believe its almost been 2 years..
Things have been so different without you. I miss our conversations and your advice. I miss you so much. These 2 years have gone by so fast, Adam. It'll never be the same without you..
I love you.
I miss you with all of my heart.
xx