Sinéad McDermott

My first essay is due on november 9th.. Guess who hasn't started it?

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O mnie

Motto
I'm having TWO private moments!
Ja, o mnie i jeszcze raz ja
bound. gagged. loved.

arms, relentlessly protecting me from the world
turn savage
with the flick of a wrist.
fingers, delicately tracing,
touching,
binding,
breaking the skin under them.
screams of pain,
masking pleasure,
anger him.
excite him.
i am blind at his wish
to my despair,
my delight.
i am leather-bound,
bound to be used,
enjoyed,
discarded.

he is finished with me.

a voice at my ear does not frighten me
as it would have
moments before.
he loves me,
he says,
and as his hands gently free me,

I believe him.

--Sinéad McDermott



"It's about a man who loses his wife."
"When you say loses, he lost her, or she died?"
"Oh, yeah, he lost her. He finds her in his other trousers in the end."
Music:
♥Ben Folds♥Zeroes and Ones♥The Dresden Dolls♥Amanda Palmer♥Green Day♥Cake♥The Coronas♥Evanescence♥Radiohead
 ♥Jason Webley♥Katy Perry♥Mika♥My Chemical Romance♥Placebo♥The Presidents of the USA♥Queen♥REM♥Regina Spektor♥Imogen Heap♥Blink-182♥Coldplay♥The Blizzards♥Fall Out Boy♥The Fray♥Gavin DeGraw♥The Goo Goo Dolls♥Hole♥Jaydiohead♥Jem♥The Kaiser Chiefs♥Madness♥Nickelback♥The
 re're more, but whenever I say I like them Reuben gets annoyed about me stealing all of his music. Plus, I'm tired and can't think of some.♥
Poetry:
I have just discovered Stephen Crane and am in awe. "God Lay Dead in Heaven" and "In The Desert" are beautiful. If he wasn't dead, I'd be seeking him out as we speak. Genius. Frost, I always enjoyed, more even than Plath who I always found to be a bit whingy. I like her, though, her expressions are great, even if her subjects aren't so wonderful. People often ask me why I like Frost, they say he's too simple. Well, I think it's the simplicity I like. I mean, you can say there's nothing special about it, but why does poetry have to be special? Why can't it just be expression? Besides which, I don't know if it's just me, but I think there's a wonderful depth behind the simplicity. Well anyway, yeah. Poetry!
Other Stuff:
I like a lot of things, many of which I don't do anymore because of silliness. And by silliness, I mean the bad kind. I really, really, really like eating. I love food. I love cooking food, smelling food, eating food... It's half 5 in the morning and I'm cooking lamb chops and pasta. Admittedly that's my dinner, but still. Fortunately, no form of silliness has stopped me from doing that. Other stuff I like.... The Youth Theatre, though that definitely falls into the category of Things I Wish I Could Do A Bit More Often. But when you're 30 miles from something, and you're 19, getting to things can be difficult. I like reading, though I don't do it enough these days. I like writing even more than I like reading, and I definitely don't do that enough. I like seeing my friends at the weekends, although I only ever see YT people and Claire these days. I miss everybody else.... Emm.... I like learning, and I love maths, though I'm no good at exams and stuff. Hmmm....
Cuimhnigh ar seo:
I like you just as gay as you are. I don't know, they're your boats. Hmmm... Mine's got a hat. Vodka and tea are NOT the same thing! Dinner's become a saucepan. Get your hand out of there, that's my private area! I can't stop popping. I'm on the fourth paragraph, and enjoying myself. What am I, a cake? A fruity one. You're a lovely cake. Do not be ashamed. STAND UP FOR CAKES. Don't you dare die - I haven't finished eating you yet! Quit talkin' 'bout my bananas on bebo!! If I get raped, you're getting pregnant. Where's the bitch? You can see my lesbian! We're the bacon in the sandwich! Would anyone like a womb? Well, if you've one going.... WHERE THE FUCK IS W??? I wouldn't advise going there, it's full of old people. Where are the fish? I'll penetrate you with my crutch. It does you no justice but I can tell you have a voice. All the tabs seem to have been written by some beans. It didn't really have a plot, but I was several Power Rangers. Shit - It's a muslim!
Agus arís:
If my mother came in here now - There's vaginas everywhere. I'm gettin' a bit fuckin' sick of Beno to be quite honest. Somebody smells suddenly nice. I don't give a shit - We'd be wearin' capes in flying cars. She just RAN at me with EGGS! I don't have PMS on my MSN. This sausage is taking its condom off. Go away, I'm fuckin' talkin' to the plunger. Your dress is a bitch. I'm more of a seasonal gardener. I like this dark world. Gyrating pandas should come with a warning. Oh, there's a link - thought you were still talking about your boobs. Feast upon my earrings, for they are yummy! Íascadóir! That's all well and good until you drive into the back of a car. Why would I drive into the back of a car? Because you're too busy looking at your wing mirror to watch at the road. Oh yeah.
Guess what?
Mwah!

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  • Further poems, this time not by Frost!

    In the Desert

    In the desert
    I saw a creature, naked, bestial,
    Who, squatting upon the ground,
    Held his heart in his hands,
    And ate of it.
    I said, "Is it good, friend?"
    "It is bitter – bitter", he answered,
    "But I like it
    Because it is bitter,
    And because it is my heart."

    --Stephen Crane

    God Lay Dead in Heaven

    God lay dead in heaven;
    Angels sang the hymn of the end;
    Purple winds went moaning,
    Their wings drip-dripping
    With blood
    That fell upon the earth.
    It, groaning thing,
    Turned black and sank.
    Then from the far caverns
    Of dead sins
    Came monsters, livid with desire.
    They fought,
    Wrangled over the world,
    A morsel.
    But of all sadness this was sad --
    A woman's arms tried to shield
    The head of a sleeping man
    From the jaws of the final beast.

    --Stephen Crane

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  • Fire and Ice, Robert Frost

    Some say the world will end in fire,
    Some say in ice.
    From what I've tasted of desire
    I hold with those who favor fire.
    But if it had to perish twice,
    I think I know enough of hate
    To say that for destruction ice
    Is also great
    And would suffice.

    ~~~

    My second Frost poem in here....

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  • This shite. I'm bored...


    1. Are you single?
    Nope. =]

    2. Are you happy?
    Very.

    3. Are you bored?
    Unbelievably so.

    4. Are you sad?
    The point of this? Not right now, no.

    5. Are you Italian?
    wtf? No...

    6. Are you pregnant?
    If I am, I'm going to be having a serious chat with mother nature. Having to be pregnant and not even getting to have sex? Scandalous.

    8. Are you cold?
    A bit. *nods*

    9. Are you Irish?
    Éireannach go deo!

    10. Are your parents still married?
    Unfortunately... ¬_¬


    TEN FACTS
    1. Name:
    Sinéad Mary Augusta Laura Kelly-McDermott

    2. Nicknames:
    Shoebe, Shoobop, Shoebedoowop, et c.

    3. Birth place:
    I don't remember.

    4. Hair color:
    Variable. =D

    5. Current hair style:
    Mid-neck length, brown, blonde highlights, layered, small side-fringe.

    8. Mood:
    Bored senseless, but generally satisfied.

    9. Favorite color:
    Blue.

    10. Left or right handed:
    Right


    TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
    1. Have you ever been in love?
    How would I know?

    2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
    No.

    3. Why did your last relationship fail?
    Because I had lost the will to live.

    4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
    Who hasn't?

    5. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
    As far as he's concerned, yes. As far as I'm concerned, he's stupid.

    6. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
    Well duh...

    8. Are you afraid of commitment?
    What kind? I'm pretty ok with "let's commit to going over there for 10 minutes" or "go out with me" commitment, but "let's get married" and "stay with me forever or I'll kill you" is a wee bit too much for me.

    10. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
    I don't know, but I sincerely doubt it.


    TEN THIS OR THAT?
    1. Love or lust?
    Lust.

    2. Hard liquor or beer?
    Liquor.

    3. Cats or dogs?
    Dogs.

    4. A few best friends or many regular friends?
    *glares*

    5. Television or Internet?
    Internet.

    6. Pepsi or coke?
    Coke.

    7. Wild night out or romantic night in?
    Depends. Going out gets boring.

    8. Money or Happiness?
    Happiness.

    9. Night or day?
    Night. I'm nocturnal.

    10. MSN or phone?
    Both?

    TEN HAVE YOU EVER
    1. Been caught sneaking out?
    I can't remember any incidences...

    2. Been skinny dipping?
    ...yes...

    3. Done something you regret?
    Hasn't everyone? =/

    4. Bungee jumped?
    Not yet...

    5. Kissed in the rain?
    Yes. But I didn't realise it was raining at the time. >.<

    6. Finished an entire jaw breaker?
    I've never even started one.

    8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back?
    No. I'm one of those "you broke up for a reason" people.

    9. Eaten a marshmallow?
    ...Yes.

    10. Wanted to disappear?
    All the time.


    TEN PREFERENCES
    1. Smile or eyes:
    This is a seriously unfair question. Both. Eyes. Yeah, eyes. :)

    2. Light or dark hair:
    Usually dark, but some people are somewhat aberrant. ;)

    3. Hugs or kisses:
    If I had to have one or the other forever, I'd pick hugs. *nods*

    4. Shorter or taller:
    Taller than me - not that it's hard. >.<

    5. Long hair or short hair:
    I am SO over the "long hair is sexier" thing. Either.

    6. Romantic or spontaneous:
    They're practically the same thing when it comes to relationships.

    7. Hook-up or relationship:
    Relationship.


    TEN LASTS
    1. Last phone call you made:
    Either Mum or MiCabbage.

    2. Last phone call you received:
    Mum.

    3. Last person you hung out with:
    Makoo, I suppose. Though it was technically Makoo, MiCabbage and Hugh.

    5. Last person you tackled:
    Tackled?! Actually... it was Reuben... :L

    6. Last person you IMed:
    Makoo.

    7. Last text message you received:
    "Playing push over the shopping trolley with my cousin's toddler. as long as I make funny noises, it's the game of the century for him."

    8. Last text message you sent:
    "Thanks. xx"

    9. Last thing you drank:
    Tea.

    10. Last thing you did:
    Deleted loads of my bebo and MSN contacts.

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Name :   Sinéad Mary Augusta Laura Kelly-McDermott
Nick Name :   Shoebe, Shoobz
Birthdate :   29-01-1990
Birthplace:   Sligo?
Current Location:   Tubbercurry
Eye Color:   Blue/Grey
Hair Color:   Brown
Height:   5'4"
Weight:   569.37 newtons
Piercings:   Tongue, ears, I had my lip done but I had to take it out.
Tatoos:   None
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:   I have a boyfriend, the best in the world
Vehicle:   Bus, :D
Overused Phrase:   Your face.
FAVORITES
Food:   Lasagne
Pub/Disc/Restaurant:   Don't have a favourite pub, my favourite disc is the reboot
Candy:   Hmmm... Ice cream?
Number:   7
Color:   Blue
Animal:   Panda :D
Drink:   Tea
Body Part on Opposite sex:   Eyes
Perfume:   Salvador Dali, Laguna. They don't make it anymore.... I also
TV Show:   Scrubs
Music Album:   Who Killed Amanda Palmer? by Amanda Palmer (produced by Ben
Movie:   Don't have one.
Actor/Actress:   Again.
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:   Coke, I guess. Though yuck to both.
McDonalds or BurgerKing:   Burger King
Chocolate or Vanilla   Chocolate. :O
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:   Ehhh.... Coffee.
Kiss or Hug:   ....*'splodes*
Dog or Cat:   Hmmm.... CatDog! (One fine day there was a woof and a purr.
Rap or Punk:   Punk
Summer or Winter:   Summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:   Both. Funny.
Love or Money:   kan has both? Love, I think.
YOUR...
Bedtime:   12-ish.
Most Missed Memory:   Ehhh....
Best phyiscal feature:   My waist, maybe. Or my eyes.
First Thought Waking Up:   nnnnnnnngh......rawr!
Ambition:   To pass the leaving cert and have nobody stab me between now
Best Friends:   Reuben, Claire and Ciara
Weakness:   I have many. I don't know what they are, but I know I have m
Fears:   The dark, spiders, dark spiders, small spaces, crowds.... Hm
Longest relationship:   Ongoing. One year and 3 days, as it stands.
HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner:   Once, yes. That being said, it's his fault for bringing me t
Ever been beaten up:   A few times, yes.
Ever beaten someone up:   A few times, yes.
Ever Shoplifted:   A few times, yes.
Ever Skinny Dipped:   A few times, yes.
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:   A few times, yes.
Been Dumped Lately:   Hah! No!
IN A GUY/GAL
Favorite Eye Color:   I feel
Favorite Hair Color:   this section
Short or Long:   is a
Height:   little unfair
Style:   I'm a
Looks or Personality:   bit biased
Hot or Cute   towards
Muscular or Really Skinny:   Reuben's attributes.
RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit:   All of them. One of them. Canada.
How do you want to Die:   I don't.
Been to the Mall Lately:   I have!
Get along with your Parents:   Y...n....uhhh....
Health Freak:   Nope!
Do you think your Attractive:   I guess so. I'm alright.
Believe in Yourself:   In some regards.
Want to go to College:   Yes!
Do you Smoke:   No.
Do you Drink:   Occasionally.
Shower Daily:   No, less frequently than that. Regularly, though.
Been in Love:   I have, and am.
Do you Sing:   ♫Yes!♫
Want to get Married:   Not particularly, no.
Do you want Children:   Nooooooooo!
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:   Younger than I did. :P
Hate anyone:   ....
Get Your Own survey.....

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  • Gawjush G 1 tydzień temu przez Komórka
  • Merlin Cummins
    Merlin Cummins

    i hav no credit...im not sik anymore anyway..why?u in dublin dis wknd??

    2 tygodnie temu
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    Saturday 19th September
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    As part of Enable Ireland Action Week
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    be there or be square!
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  • Merlin Cummins
    Merlin Cummins

    did reuben bring his drivin licence with him??

    11 tygodni temu
  • Merlin Cummins
    Merlin Cummins

    the ones that say 'MERLIINN!!'

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    Merlin Cummins

    u and ur fukn stickers>:(

    15 tygodni temu
  • Emer McHugh
    luv Emer McHugh

    Pip pip!

    Hello.

    =D

    19 tygodni temu
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  • CassyCrass
    CassyCrass

    i wrote that comment a long time before it turned out to be almost July thanks you very much :P im alright but everybody (almost everybody...) seems to be going away lately, not me...:))

    21 tygodni temu
  • CassyCrass
    CassyCrass

    hey Sinéad how you gettin on? is the leaving cert over yet?? :( :)

    22 tygodnie temu
  • Sinead Scully
    luv Sinead Scully

    :L :L :L :L :L .............i was booing??

    nooo i was saying like booooo like o no u frighened me kind of a booo!!!!!

    24 tygodnie temu
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    luv Barbie.XxX.

    Ya i b grand hun.Xoxo

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  • Sinead Scully
    Sinead Scully

    BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

    24 tygodnie temu
  • Claire Leyden
    luv Claire Leyden

    My strange leaving cert dreams have commenced.

    25 tygodni temu
  • Sinead Scully
    Sinead Scully

    you've got mail!!!!!

    25 tygodni temu
  • Arachnids and Beans
    Arachnids and Beans

    I see faith. A legitimate a path as any to our door. Well it's very kind of him to say so. How unfortunate that our gigging radius does not extend as far as, em, Connaught.

    25 tygodni temu
  • Arachnids and Beans
    Arachnids and Beans

    Ahh aren't you very nice. Thanks very much.
    And I'm still wondering how in God's name you came across us first day.

    26 tygodni temu
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  • Pennywise
    Pennywise

    Aye, I noticed as much. How are you?

    Y'know what just popped into my head? You probably won't remember but "somebody smells like blackberries!"

    27 tygodni temu