If you play God, play God at tennis.

A strict code of conduct is expected.
Clear lines must be drawn in the sand.
The ball will either be in or out.
At times there is talk of love.

If you play God, play God at chess.

All decisions must be black or white.
There are ways for him to be kept in check.
Bishops are available for consultation.
There is the possibility of mating.

If you play God, play God at cards.

There is clear opportunity for cheating.
You might deal from the bottom of the pack.
Aces can be hidden up your sleeve.
The joker should be especially marked.

If you play God, play God at darts.

He will dislike their resemblance to nails.
An acceptable target must be provided.
There is a fine like he will not be permitted
to cross. Cursing should never be allowed.

If you play God, play God at monopoly.

Everyone will be expected to take turns.
He must sit at a table like everyone else.
You might refuse him a room at your inn.
He is certain to be feeling overconfident.

When you look at your life and all you see is disappointment...what are you supposed to do?
How can you let someone see a part of your soul and then take it back.
When things started going wrong....how did they get THIS wrong.
When you're messed up and you know it, who do you turn to?
I would turn to you if you knew as much as I know. If I hadn't tried to keep this to myself. I'm so sorry.
I hate trusting people. I hate it when you let someone have that trust and they turn it against you.
I hate getting angry and saying things you don't mean.
I hate that I let you hurt me this much. I hate that I don't hate you as much as I should. How you can txt me and act like you didn't take a part of my soul when you broke my heart.
How do I fix this?
How do I make you see how much you are hurting me.
How do I tell you that you're breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.
How do I survive this?
How do I tell you I screwed up....You were right. I'm an idiot.
How do I make this right?
I'm so sorry.

Write down what you see, hear, and are thinking..

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
okily dokily: its in The Wave by Morton Rhue..'being again. He watched Laurie put her tray down next to his and' lol randomness

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there?
to the side a wall. it hurt when i hit it. in front of me. the computer screen. that also hurt when i hit it.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
the news. just before. yip. smart i know.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
6.30-ish

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
6.27

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
music. the cats outside. the wind.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
hmm about two hours ago. i was coming home from school.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
myspace. yes i am an emo. happy now?

9. What are you wearing?
black skinny jeans and a white fatal kiss top that i made.

10. Did you dream last night?
yes. and i'd rather not talk about it. it was rather upsetting.

11. When did you last laugh?
hmm probably at school. i don't laugh at my house. ever.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
the poster kimee gave me for my b'day last year. an ionic table. a poem. sum prayers. fairy wings. keys. the A list lol. tech-angel timetable. my name in chinese. a coolock bookmark. a white board. a picture i drew when i was 10. wallpaper. yip. thats about it.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
apart from myself in the mirror? nope.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
tis randomly different.

15. What is the last film you saw?
ummmm hmm. MIB2 on sunday night. I <3 Frank =)

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
a house to live in with my friends. yip. like we talked about ages ago.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
hmm. i dont know. i was once told off for fighting over a skateboard lol

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
i would. i would make people recycle. lol yes i am a greeny.

19. Do you like to dance?
nope. i told you. emo.

20. George Bush:
is number 2 on my people to assassinate list.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
a mistake. lol. most likely, Evangeline.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
a fun night in the backseat. lol. umm Theodore or Xavier.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
haha yes. i am going to. next year baby.

24. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates?
"i think there's been a mistake. I think i took a wrong turn somewhere, could you direct me to 'the burning pits of hell' please?"