I sit here a huddled mass in the corner
Facing the window
curtains drawn away from frame
Ive been up alll night thinking of you
Popping pills to drown the memories, to kill the pain.

Wrapped in a blanket
Still Shaking I weep
Arms around my knees
as I watch the first rays of sunlight penetrate the trees
My eyelids finally meet my cheeks
This Is the darkest dawn forever Ill sleep

Insomnia took over my mind
Now my head is as light as a feather
My lips are blue from lack of oxygen intake
The hour is late

Wrapped in a blanket
Still Shaking I weep
Arms around my knees
as I watch the first rays of sunlight penetrate the trees
My eyelids finally meet my cheeks
This Is the darkest dawn forever Ill sleep

With my last breath
I pray my tourniquet to save me
I die Silently

Wrapped in a blanket
Still Shaking I weep
Arms around my knees
as I watch the first rays of sunlight penetrate the trees
My eyelids finally meet my cheeks
This Is the darkest dawn forever Ill sleep

My head falls backward
revealing my hazel eyes
For my hair falls away from my face
So my lashes can finally feel skin
Now the sun is above the horizon
My father walks in and tucks the blnket tighter as he kisses my cheek.
But I Have already left

Wrapped in a blanket
Still Shaking I weep
Arms around my knees
as I watch the first rays of sunlight penetrate the trees
My eyelids finally meet my cheeks
This Is the darkest dawn forever Ill sleep

Lord,
What has she done
Spilling her blood for nothing at all
It only causes more pain
Maybe an OD of Vetnam will stop her from going insane

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the grave my soul to keep
with these pills I plan to take
I pray myself to never wake.

She only asks for your forgiveness
Not your mercy or your tears
her suicide was planned self riteously
not to keep you up at night

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the grave my soul to keep
with these pills I plan to take
I pray myself to never wake

Truthfully she knew you were there
looking down on her with so much love
she just couldnt take people judging every step she took
Now her blood is on your book
Now she is in your care

Laying over her body an angel weeps;

Now I lay her down to sleep
I pray your arms her soul to keep
I threw the pills she succeeded to take
Now I pray shell never wake.

In other news today....
another teenage suicide
Cut open a vien, over dosed, shotgun to the brain.
They are just trying to escape

Escape the world they know
cause they have nothing left to give
Escape Life on thier own
cause they are scared they cannot live
Escape the way they feel insie
Thinking death brings happiness within

15 year old boy kills himself with a shotgun
posts a bulletin on a website saying its over love
14 year old girl tries to be perfect
slices to deep in anger and pain
leaving a black stain on her parents carpet to remember thier baby by.
Come on, Dont you understand?
This is thier escape

Escape the world they know
cause they have nothing left to give
Escape Life on thier own
cause they are scared they cannot live
Escape the way they feel insie
Thinking death brings happiness within

They only want to be happy
normal like me and You
so they can find some peace at night
This is why they must escape

Escape the world they know
cause they have nothing left to give
Escape Life on thier own
cause they are scared they cannot live
Escape the way they feel insie
Thinking death brings happiness within