Disfunctional you ask?
Why yes, sir, that I am.
I can't help it 'cause you see,
they just all seem to hate me.

Why, yes I want to die,
and I'm gone down deep inside.
But the truth I cannot hide.
I'm insane. I don't abide.

Don't patronize me, sir.
I'm not a little girl.
Of course I'm smiling now.
Can't wait to burn in hell.

I'm trying to be nice,
but you told me not to lie.
You're now inside my head,
and soon I will be dead.

I could go on an' on an' on.
But this is my simple end.
Fuck all that you have said.
My arms will still be red

Im just a girl that will always love you

Im just a girl that will forever thrive for you

Im just a girl that will continue to cry

Im just a girl that feels so alone

As if no one cares

How I feel

Because you know

Im just a girl...

Im just a girl that will remain forgotten

Im just a girl that forever will remember you

Even though you dont even realize

How much I truly

Care for you

But that doesn't matter

After all,

Im just a girl..

Forget the times he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget those times and dont pretend,
Remember now he's just a friend.....♥


Sometimes you got to let go,
To see if there is anything
worth holding on to....♥






I want a guy who will call me beautiful instead of hott. He'll call me every morning just to know how i'm doing and if i slept well. He will dance with me in the middle of the floor when no one else is dancing. On his birthday, he'll buy me roses. He'll wait outside in the pouring rain just so he can see me. He'll win me stuffed animals from a vending machine in Dairy Queen. He'll throw me into the pool, and then jump in behind me when both of us still have our clothes on. When I cry, he'll tell me i'm too gorgeous to and kiss every tear. He'll sing to me at the top of his lungs, no matter where we are. He'll give me his favorite swearshirt, and he'll spray it with his cologne. He'll write me love notes every day, and I'll write back. I'll be the girl he hits the homerun for, and he'll be the guy I cheer on at every game. I'll take his little sister shopping, and he'll talk with my mom on the phone. When I'm having a bad day, he'll tell me as many jokes as he can think of, and when I laugh he'll say, "there's that smile i fell in love with". we'll get out pictures taken in the photo booths at the mall, and we'll cross our eyes and stick out our tounges in the first one, kiss for the second one, and smile for the third one. We'll watch Veggie Tales when we're bored, then have tickle fights. We'll jump on the trampoline at ten at night, and then just lay down and watch the moon. He'll tell me that I'm Allie and he's Noah. I'll look through all his baby pictures and he'll look through mine. We'll sit on the phone for hours, talking about what we'll name our kids and what color each room in our house will be painted, if
we'll have pets and what kind of cars we'll have. All of his friends will know who i am because he'll never shut up about me. We'll have stupid contests, like who can fit the most grapes in their mouth and who can hold a stare longest. We'll ride in the front seat of the fastest roller coaster and kiss right when they take your picture. He'll teach me to fish, and I'll teach him to shop. When I'm in a pissy mood, he'll buy me chocolate or just comb through my hair with his fingers, because he knows I love it. He would cry in front of me and not be afraid of what i'll think. He'll buy me a ring from a gumball machine, get down on bended knee and say "baby, will you marry me?" When I cry, he'll say, "who's ass am I kicking?" He'll tell me he loves me more than all the stars in the sky. He'll say that he'll love me forever, and I'll believe him, because I know I'll love him forever,
too