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Some episodes of Naruto make me really miss roleplaying.

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I must confess that i feel like a M-O-N-S-T-E-R...
Me, Myself, and I
~KING_NOTHING~ or ~Sin Of Acedia~

The aimless
Chaos of love and hate.

Fuck it all, Fuck this world, Fuck everything that you stand for
Don't belong, Don't exist, Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me.

You think you know me?
You don't know shit
I’m my own worst enemy
I must confess that I feel like a monster
No one will ever change this animal I have become
What a shame to judge a life that you can’t change
Cause we’re not all the same
I’m just so fucked up
And I’m never gonna change
Nothing makes sense to me anymore
It slowly kills me every day
Just let go
And run away before I know
I don’t deserve to have you
Someone as beautiful as you
Could do much better it's true
I have every right to hate you
You’ll be the death of me
I can’t face the dark without you
I put on my best but I’m still afraid
Is it any wonder why the answer keeps me petrified?
I can’t take it no more
Nothing to live for
My blood runs dry
Take my life
I want to die...
The Other Half Of Me
Kezia

Kezia

My perfect girlfriend. Dont ever change (L)

Music
92% of teens have moved onto rap. If you are part of the 8% that still listen to real music, copy and paste this into your profile.

30 seconds to mars, AFI, Another animal, APOCALYPTICA, Asian kung-fu generation, Avenged sevenfold, Black stone cherry, BREAKING BENJAMIN, Bullet for my valentine, Daughtry, DISTURBED, Dope, Drowning pool, Element eighty, EVANESCENCE, Five finger death punch, Flaw, Gackt, Godsmack, Green day, Guns 'n' roses, Hollywood Undead, Korn, LINKIN PARK, Lost prophets, Megaherz, Mercy fall, METALLICA, Nickelback, Nine inch nails, Nobuo Uematsu, PAPA ROACH, Paramore, PILLAR, Powerman 5000, Puddle of mudd, RED, Red jumpsuit apparatus, Reveille, SCARS OF LIFE, SHINEDOWN, Silence is broken, SIXX: A.M. SKILLET, SLIPKNOT, SR-71, STONE SOUR, Sum 41, Taproot, The fray, Theory of a deadman, THOUSAND FOOT KRUTCH, THREE DAYS GRACE, TRAPT, Unloco, Within temptation.
Games
Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Devil May Cry, Ratchet And Clank, Jak, Dynasty Warriors, Samurai Warriors, Naruto, Bleach, Okami, Valkyria Chronicles, The Legend Of Zelda, Ninja Gaiden, Bujingai : Swordmaster, Seven Samurai 20XX, Rogue Galaxy, Assassins Creed, Prince Of Persia, Soul Calibur, .HACK//
T.V.
Scrubs, Friends, That 70s Show, My Wife And Kids, Fresh Prince Of Bel Air, Everybody Loves Raymond, King Of Queens, Simpsons, Futurama, Malcolm In The Middle, Two And A Half Men, Reaper.
◄███▓▒░ANIME░░▒▓███►
Naruto, Bleach, Death Note, Shaman King, Full Metal Alchemist, Samurai Champloo, Wolf's Rain, Vampire Knight, Valkyria Chronicles, Black Cat, D.Gray-man, Elfen Lied, Code Geass, Dragon Ball, .HACK//SIGN and DearS.

~Films~ Van Helsing, Eurotrip, FFVII Advent Children Complete, Theres something about Mary, Hellboy 1 & 2, Austin powers films, Harry potter, Iron man, The forbidden kingdom, Jumper, Hancock, You dont mess with the zohan, Most horror, action and comedy films really. I love all anime movies especially Naruto, Bleach and Death Note.
Loves
Ashley, My perfect and amazing girlfriend who seriously does own my heart forever, Also my true best friend :3 Its scary how much we have in common. Seriously :o ; Emma and Nathan my official real life best friends; Renni (Aoai-nii-chan), an awesome friend who got me into roleplaying as an Uchiha; Kellana, one of my very first bebo friends and also one of the best; Mikayla, another great friend who roleplayed as my wife for a long time; Paige, my great friend who always trys to cheer me up when im down; And all my friends who put up with me in person - Sam, Dave, Chris, Danielle, Eddie, Cassie and Mel. Thank you all for making my life suck less :L ), music (as anyone whos ever talked to me already knows), Roleplaying, Anime and Video Games. :D
Hates
Myself mostly. Im useless, worthless, selfish, cold and full of hate. I dont deserve to be alive. And i hate being alone. Even though i know its supposed to be like this. People like me arent meant to seek happiness. We are the ones who are alone for life because of our twisted and fucked-up minds. I did something stupid that i cant take back so i wont forgive myself and now i have to live with it. Also hates chavs, liars and smokers. Depressing arent I? :P
Konohagakure Missing-nin
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I also roleplay
Sasuke, Itachi (Naruto) Toshiro, Ulquiorra (Bleach) L, Teru (Death Note) Train, Creed (Black Cat) Zero, Kain (Vampire Knight) Ren, Faust VII (Shaman King) Lelouch, Suzaku (Code Geass) Sephiroth, Cloud (Final Fantasy VII) Squall, Seifer (Final Fantasy VIII) Auron, Khimari (Final Fantasy X) Riku, Roxas (Kingdom Hearts II) Jin (Samurai Champloo) Dante (Devil May Cry)

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    • I love you Ricky <3





      hey baby,
      thought I'd surprise you with a little blog :3

      just wanted to remind you just how much I love & adore my perfect prince!<3

      its been almost two and a half years
      & golly its been the best two years of my life.

      You are not only my one true love,
      you are my...
      best friend
      & like a brother to me.

      you helped me through all the hard times.

      & babe, you sxc. ;)

      I love you so much my heart could just explode :')
      *explodes*
      oh whoops.

      oh wells :3

      you make me uber happy and spekkal.

      lotsa lotsa loveage,
      from yer one & only,
      Ashlehh Vengeance. <3 x

      p.s I love you.

      0 Comments 76 weeks

    • hackageeee~ 22/8/10



      heeeeeeey ricky-sama-
      ooooh I hear nickelback on wwe o.o'

      sorry. short attention span.. my brothers watching the wrestling :L


      aaaaaanywayyy. haaaai. i'ma hack you. hope you don't mind my love <3

      what can I say about this guy? hes the most incredible person ever! hes perfect in my eyes.. gorgeous, hot, sexy, pervy & has amazing taste! :')

      in general he is just such a.. amazing person. hes one in 6.whatever billion.
      to me...? hes so amazing that its undescribable how perfect and amazing he is in my eyes.

      my heart was wise this time. I know it. I'm glad it choose you to love Ricky/Kojiro-sama <3

      we've been together for a year & a day and its been the most amazing year in my entire life. you make me feel amazing, beautiful & like i'm the most important person in the world!

      when I saw you on the 2nd of July I was soooo nervous. but that was such an amazing 6 days.. we had our first kiss.. walk down the beach.. it was perfect.
      when I saw you just a week ago.. yeah I was nervous but I was more excited than nervous ^__^ and despite us BOTH being unwell.. we were able to make the most out of it. watching shippuden and lots & lots of disney dvds!!! :L

      but yesterday! oh my god. the most... incredible and amazing day ever! and I have you to thank.
      despite not going to the cinema.. our walk around princes street and going into shops was nice. and I have to thank you for the pajamas you bought me.. I'm so greatful and they are amazing! :3 haha, and you got your cd. :') last night was wonderful as well.. watching madagascar: escape 2 africa on mah new sky+ HD box :') to see you smiling and so happy yesterday... it made my day. haha.. and this morning.. muahahaha! :L
      I hope I can see you soon.

      I should really shut up now.

      I love you so much it hurts... I can't even begin to describe how much I love you.
      your my everything. I could say so much more but I'd fill up your entire page :L

      I belong to you.. forever.. for as long as you want me.
      I love you Ricky..
      your the only boy i'll ever love.



      lots of love, hugs, kiss, & rapeage from your princess..
      miss ashley vengeance. ♥ XxX

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    • Other Half Box

      Well since the app for the other half box isn't working for me i thought i'd post mine in a blog for now. If it starts working i'll copy it over but if not i'll just keep it as a blog.

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      Ashley. Shall i compare thee to a summers day? Nah i'd rather not xD Too gay for me. Words cannot describe how i feel about this girl... But shes asked me to try anyway so here goes ^^" Though i'm not very good with words even for easy descriptions... Anyway lets start with how we met!

      At the time i was going out with someone else who i won't bother to name :/ But it didn't last very long and i ended up in the worst depression of my life. I spent most of my time drinking myself stupid, cutting myself or crying and moping in bed all day (yeah yeah i'm an emo. Fuck you >_>) and the only thing that really cheered me up at all was roleplaying with my best friend Aoai. I added Ashley as a friend randomly when i saw her on Aoai's profile and started roleplaying with her too after we'd been talking for a while. After a few months i was cheered up and ready for a new relationship... But there was a problem. Ashley and Aoai both told me they had feelings for me on the same day and i had to choose between them >.< Obviously it was a tough choice for me because they were both my best friends and i was so afraid i'd lose one of them by making a choice. Well they kept asking and eventually i just had to choose. I chose Ashley over the friend i had known for over 7 years because it felt like the right choice to me. Aoai left bebo for a while which was upsetting but thankfully i didn't lose either of my friends.

      So our relationship started on August 21st 2009 after she had said yes to me asking her out. I was obviously happy to be with her but there was still some of my depression left for a while and it often affected my mood. But Ashley didn't let it stop her and tried her very best to make me happy over the next few months. I really appreciate all her effort now because i soon returned to being my happy, silly self again and since then we've been really happy together =] It hasn't been perfect (no relationship is perfect to be honest) but we always make it out of our arguments with a smile and i feel like i love her more every day ^^ Since the beginning of our relationship we've talked to each other every single day (as far as i recall with my goldfish memory ^^") in some way. We've spent hundreds on our phones to text and call each other, sat around for many hours talking to each other online and even met each other in person recently.

      It was easily the most nervous i've ever been in my entire life! My dad payed for the tickets for my birthday and i spent the whole 3 and a half hour train ride shaking in my seat. I just couldn't believe i would be meeting her and i half wished the train would crash or something to give me more time >__< But talking to Ashley and Aoai online helped me keep calm enough to fake some bravery as i stood waiting at Edinburgh train station. After a few minutes of waiting i was reading a text on my phone when i heard a high-pitched voice shout out my name. Before i could look around i was hit hard into the wall of WHSmith behind me by something squeezing me in a rib-cracking hug xD We cuddled for a minute or so then went to go eat in the park with Ashley's dad and his girlfriend Tammy. I was only supposed to stay for the weekend but ended up staying at Tammy's house with Ashley for almost a week because i just didn't want to go home. We walked on the beach, had our first kiss, had a few nice walks around town, met her friends, watched half of Advent Children together (must remember a PSP charger next time ^^") and plenty of other fun things. Even without my ipod and PS3 it was easily the best week i'd ever had in my entire life and i was so sad when i had to leave her. Ashley cried when my train pulled

      4 Comments 145 weeks

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