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venue Station Hotel Carnoustie Halloween 7/30pm till chucking out time

reason my bday & payday

friends, fellow carnoustie ites and other invaders from surrounding area welcome. just give me a message/text to let me know if your coming along

Warning may cause drowsiness!! Yeah right I’m wide awake for the 4th night in a row and I foresee another night of very little sleep thanks to a combination of the flu and fibromyalgia. Cough cough splutter splutter medicine not working and NO DROWSINESS what joy not to mention the crunching of bones as my joints decide to join in the fun every time I try to get comfy. Apologies for those of a nervous disposition I should have warned you about the sound effects lol.

Now what is my little hamster wheel known as my brain (yes I have one) churning out tonight lets see . . . . yes I know I’ve turned into Bridget Jones done the falling out of the cab bit, the big pants or fancy undies (many females can relate to that undie conundrum I’d worry about any men doing the big pants thing though don’t see m& S doing boxers with added tummy support somehow) as well as the old why am I only attracting “F&*% wits” to quote Ms Jones. Ms Jones mode is going into overtime must be coming up to B day yip that normally sets her off on the old pity party. How can I defeat it this time…….. Pluses for being single don’t need to shave your legs every few days or daily if you’re a monkey. chocolate IS a main food group and I pity the fool who comes between a woman and her chocolate, only trouble there is choc does have to go into hiding if there’s a bridesmaid’s dress fitting coming up have to loose the extra blubber to look good at least I’ve got a few months till the next fitting. Okay sidetrack a bit I’m not humongous these days thanks to losing 3 stone it’s just the extra 4 or 5 pounds to keep within the allowance either side of target weight I’ve got to keep in check. Back to Ms Jones mode what else is there under GOOOD for being single aaaahhh of course the old can watch chick flicks anytime you want without having to listen to complaints, mind you an action movie or 2 is just as good but don’t tell any blokes that. And of course the bad things of being single no hugs when you’re feeling crappy, or just because there’s a Y in the day. You don’t get the peace of knowing that a certain work colleague won’t suggest you go out with every single person they can think of just because you’ve not had a date in a few months, as they never get the hint when you tell them to shut up/change the record/ get a life/butt out. Okay my track record has been a disaster zone but there’s got to be a non troll out there for me even though there’s day’s I feel like princess Fiona from Shrek in full ogre mode!!! (Nothing to do with caffeine honestly)
Anyway what else is on the mystery wheel tonight? Yip the old what to get people for Christmas has kicked in it’s October after all and the shops are full of ideas, cards, sweets blah blah blah. I’m not a bah humbug far from it just on the skint side and the old toiletries old faithful pressie hmmm think I can hear the appreciative comments now “oh joy another smelly set think that’s ten this year I’ve beaten last year’s record” apologies now to any friends who end up getting smellies this year. see under skint and I’ve tried to find something unusual but I don’t want to end up giving you an empty Christmas tin, drawer liners or a hole punch or something pathetic like that (see me later for more details on those pressies) at least with smellies you will use them or put them in the cupboard forget about them and then found them when the other smellies have ran out and you’re grateful they are there… yip we’ve all been there and how grateful we are for those emergency back ups lol mine lasted till July this year a new record !!!!

Well that’s a full 4 hours after taking the supposed may cause drowsiness cough bottle and still no hint of sleep think I’ll go and try to get my mobile broadband to connect that normally takes for ever and never connects for more than a few seconds. Yip I know many have suggested trying other providers but I’v