Okay, so recently ive turned more to my guitar to express how i feel and heres some of my stuff, Please tell me what you think...

A Warm Winter Night
This Is One Written For Rusty.. Just To Tell Him I Love Him, Well... (It was written in about 5 minutes )

>We're walking back home, On a cold winter night,
The heavens are open, But the rain feels so light.
And we know, its alright.

Our clothes dripping wet and our hands, their so cold
But I don't feel a thing, Because its me that you hold.
And I know ..
I know Everythings okay.

Because You light up my face,
You bring me the warmth,
In your arms, Im embraced,
As I'm singing You this song.

When I tell You I love you, Will you reply?
I can tell that you would by the look in your eyes.
And if I hold you so close, Will you cuddle me tight?
I can tell that you would, on this cold winter night.

When we get to the house, And we open the door
You flick on the lights, and we kiss once more.
This night I believe, Is the best that ive had,
Not a moment of it, I could..
I could think of as bad..

Because you light up my face,
You bring the warmth,
In your arms, Im embraced,
As I sing you this song..

And now I pray
That you will stay,
Here with me forever..
Because We Belong together..

Because we belong together.. forever.

xx



(2) Goodbye, not that you care
Okay, This one is personal, about my absent father who appears not to care for his 3 children. I wrote this 6 months after i last spoke to him, Its now been a year and the distance is growing, I hope the distance never fades. He can get pissed everyday with his new girlfriend and her kids paying for that rather than the clothes on our backs. I don't care that he disappears for long times and then shows up when he feels like it.. But i ask him to leave us alone and let my family be a family without him. Sorry dad, But I don't want you here anymore


I don't need you anymore.
Haven't needed you since the day you left our door.
All you are to me is just a shadow on the floor,
you fade away.

Your little girl is growing up.
im sorry dad, but honestly im givin up on you.
Who am i? you don't have a clue.
cos no matter what i do,
you pull away.

6 months pass, still no word.
not the only child, i am just the third.
What about your youngest,
is this what he deserves?
your killing him.

I hope with time he'll come to see
what his father thought he was
but really couldn't be.
a real dad.

So here we say our last goodbye
We don't want you here in lifes
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye.


(3) I need you <3
This song is basically about Rusty, Saying that i never want to be without him. Pretty basic song, but thought i'd put it up.

Your love is like my heroine,
Peircing through my bleeding skin.
The more i have the more i want,
I just can't get enough.

I lay here day by day [night by night]
If im with you then im okay. [so please stay]
If you go i fear i'll die [so please dont say your last goodbye]
I need you.

I dream of you but its not enough
I need you here, my sweet love.
Your my drug that makes me high,
So i never have to die
I need you.
[Oh i really need you love]

Your love is like my heroine,
Peircing through my bleeding skin.
The more i have the more i want,
I just can't get enough

As your hand slips into mine
And your face gets closer
i know just how you feel the same
As the night reaches its closure.

I know we can make this work
If you want, If you feel.
I know we can make this work
I know this love is real.

So please don't leave me [your love makes me free]
I love you more than life itself [You stabilize my mental health]
If you leave me here i fear i'll die[I know this love is no lie.]

Your love is like my heroine,
Peircing through my bleeding skin.
The more i have the more i want,
I just can't get enough

I dream of you but its not enough