Exams are no more....for now, im happy that they are over but it means that friendships and relationships are going to suffer, everyone is going to college and "forgetting" about the past five years. Im just thinking in a couple of months I will be seventeen, everythig is going past so fast and I dont want it to, I can still remember the "way it was", all us girls sitting in tutor laughing, messing about and talking about ramdom shit that doesn't matter. We have always been there for one another but now we are splitting up, it wont feel right. I know this sounds really pathetic but my friends are everything to me, and without them I would fall apart. Pretty soon we will be moving out and living with friends or boyfriends and I suppose what im trying to say is, don't forget about the people you care about, all it takes is five minuets out of your day for a phone call and a catch up.

I love all of you guys, just dont forget it.

Dont you hate it when you really want to be somewhere but you cant be there, with people you know and love? Dont you hate it when you have to sit by yourself bored and alone? Well im in that particular predicament, stuck here with my parents, grandparents and uncle, all want it to be in Enfield with different people, ive done the same old routine for sixteen years, i want change. I cant be stuck here forever with my family, i need to go out into the world and have fun without members of my family.

I wish i could be with the people i love most for christmas.

SAD SECTION-
01. Have you ever really cried your heart out? Yeah =[
02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Yeh.
03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder? Yeh
05. Do you cry when you get an injury? Depends On Injury.

-HAPPY SECTION-
01. Are you a happy person? Some of the time
02. What can always make you happy? Friends and Connor
03. Do you wish you were happier? Atm Yes.
04. Is being happy overrated? No.
05. Can music make you happy? Yes!!!!!!!!

-LOVE SECTION-
01. How many times have you had your heart broken? Twice =[
02. Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? Yes
03. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you? Yes

-RELATIONSHIP SECTION-
01. Are you in a relationship? YEEEEES
02. Are you happy about not being in a relationship? No
03. Do you look at other girls/guys? Not rly lol
04. Think your honest? Hope So
06. Been cheated on? Yep. =[
07. Have a crush on a person? Yeh psst its Connor

-HATE SECTION-
01. who do you acually hate? Not gonna say coz she will get in a "piss with me =]"
02. Have you ever made a hate list? Yer i was sad lol
04. Are you a mean bully? No just inapproachable
05. Do you hate George Bush? Yes lol

-SELF ESTEEM SECTION-
01. Are you good looking? I dnt think so lol
02. Do you wish you could be someone else? No way dude

I HAVE...
[x] done drugs
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[x] jumped a ramp on a bike
[x] been used =[ <// 3
[ ] been fired
[x] snuck into a movie.
[x] got hit by a car (a toy one hehe)
[ ] been arrested.
[] celebrated New Year's in Times Square or Disney World
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[X] had a crush on a teacher
[ ]celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans.
[x] been to Europe.
[ ] been to Australia
[ ] been to Hawaii
[x] skipped school.
[X] thrown up from drinking
[ ] played 'Clue'.
[x] had a sleepover.
[x] gone ice skating.
[ ] had your tonsils out.
[ ] have/had a TRUCK.
[x] driven a car. (twas funny)
[x] flashed someone.

-LOOK AT ME-
01. What is your current hair color? I actually dont know lol
02. Whats your natural color? Browny Blondey
03. What color are your eyes? Blue
04. Current Piercings? Ear lobes and top of ear
05. Straight Hair or Curls? straight (unlike my sexuality lol)

-CURRENTLY WEARING-
01. Clothes? Yeh
02. Shorts? No
03. Shoes? No
04. Underwear? Yeh
05. Necklace? No

-HAVE YOU EVER-
01. Hugged someone? Yes.
02. Been on the phone until the sun came up? Yesss
03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour? Yeah lol that was funny

-LASTS-
01. Person you talked to in person? huw
02. Person you chatted with online? huw
03. Person you talked to on the phone? kayla
04. Person you talked to on text? CONNOR
05. Person who made you laugh? CONNOR
06. Person messaged on bebo? dnt remember lol
07. Last time you had a Bath? at connors a couple of weeks ago coz i have a stand in shower =[

-OTHER-
01. Do you like surveys? Some.
02. What kind of shampoo do you use? Tresseme ;] and herbal essences
03. Do you get along with your parent? Sometimes
04. Do you have mental breakdowns? Sometimes
05. Did you ever fake being sick? Yeh

-CURRENT-
01. Current Mood: mellow
03. Current hair: Straight
04. Currently Longing: being in a nice n warm bed in the arms of my lover
05. Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing: avin a shower but somebody is in there (wish they'd get a move on)
06. Current Windows: Bebo/iTunes/MSN
07. Current desktop picture? CONNOR <3<3<3