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Stephen

I can smile for you,I can smile for myself. But do not ask me to smile for those who only themselves they help.

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Everything is One - Everything is Different
Me, Myself, and I
Living in Dundalk, moving to holland soon tho.

Its all the same really, wherever you are.
If your not doing it here your doing it somewhere else.

Im still trying to find out the pattern to which the meaning and understanding of existence in itself can be comprehended fully and rationally without succuming to the looming threat of insanity.
Music
All,
everything and anything seems to just be playing everywhere and anywhere anyway.
Films
most films, love horrors the most tho.
Sports
meh...Skateboarding?
Scared Of
will only tell you if i trust you
Happiest When
I can be myself
Hobbies
Chillin'Smokin'Starin'
Recent thoughts on life...
As I smile in thought, all those around me laugh in life,

While I comprehend, They converse,
When I assess, They act,

Though thought can reduce emotion say I,
Through action is a certainty of constant distraction.

But who is really the fool,
For the man who trades humanity for understanding
cannot attain either.

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  • The Peace Advocate by H.P. Lovecraft


    The vicar sat in the firelight's glow,
    A volume in his hand,
    And a tear he shed for the widespread woe,
    And the anguish brought by the vicious foe
    That overran the land.

    But never a hand for his King raised he,
    For he was a man of peace;
    And he car'd not a whit for the victory
    That must come to preserve his nation free,
    And the world from fear release.

    His son had buckled on his sword,
    The first at the front was he.
    But the vicar his valiant child ignor'd
    And his noble deeds in the field deplor'd,
    For he knew not bravery.

    On his flock he strove to fix his will,
    And lead them to scorn the fray.
    He told them that conquest brings but ill;
    That meek submission would serve them still
    To keep the foe away.

    In vain did he hear the bugle's sound
    That strove to avert the fall.
    The land, quoth he, is all men's ground,
    What matter if friend or foe be found
    As master of us all?

    One day from the village green hard by
    The vicar heard a roar
    Of cannon that rival'd the anguish'd cry
    Of the hundreds that liv'd but wish'd to die
    As the enemy rode them o'er.

    Now he sees his own cathedral shake
    At the foemen's wanton aim.
    The ancient towers with the bullets quake;
    The steeples fall, the foundations break,
    And the whole is lost in flame.

    Up the vicarage lane file the cavalcade,
    And the vicar, and daughter, and wife
    Scream out in vain for the needed aid
    That only a regiment might have made
    Ere they lose what is more than life.

    Then quick to his brain came manhood's thought.
    As he saw his erring course,
    And the vicar his dusty rifle brought
    That the foe might at least by one be fought,
    And force repaid with force.

    One shot - the enemy's blasting fire
    A breach in the wall cuts through,
    But the vicar replies with his wakened ire;
    Fells one arm'd brute for each fallen spire,
    And in blood is born anew.

    Two shots - the wife and daughter sink,
    Each with a mortal wound,
    And the vicar, too madden'd by far to think,
    Rushes boldly on to death's vague brink
    With the manhood he has found.

    Three shots - but shots of another kind
    The smoky regions rend.
    And upon the foemen with rage gone blind,
    like a ceaseless, resistless, avenging wind,
    The rescuing troops descend.

    The smoke-pall clears, and the vicar's son
    His father's life has sav'd.
    And the vicar looks o'er ruin done,
    Ere the victory by his child was won,
    His face with care engrav'd.

    The vicar sat in the firelight's glow,
    The volume in his hand
    That brought to his hearth the bitter woe
    Which only a husband and father can know,
    And truly understand.

    With a chasten'd mien he flung the book
    To the leaping flames before,
    And a breath of sad relief he took
    As the pages blacken'd beneath his look -
    The fool of peace no more!

    Epilogue

    The reverend parson, wak'd to man's estate,
    Laments his wife's and daughter's common fate.
    His martial son in warm embrace enfolds,
    And clings the tighter to the child he holds:
    His peaceful notions, banish'd in an hour,
    Will nevermore his wit or sense devour,
    But steep'd in truth, 'tis now his nobler plan
    To cure, yet recognize, the faults of man.

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  • Philosophical Quotations

    We are more often treacherous through weakness than through calculation. ~Francois De La Rochefoucauld

    A man with one watch knows what time it is; a man with two watches is never quite sure. ~Lee Segall

    Begin at the beginning and go on till you come to the end; then stop. ~Lewis Carrol, Alice in Wonderland

    Believe those who are seeking the truth. Doubt those who find it. ~Andre Gide

    Beware lest you lose the substance by grasping at the shadow. ~Aesop

    Only that in you which is me can hear what I'm saying. ~Baba Ram Dass

    I am a part of all that I have met. ~Alfred Lord Tennyson

    There's more to the truth than just the facts. ~Author Unknown

    Even a clock that does not work is right twice a day. ~Polish Proverb

    Losing an illusion makes you wiser than finding a truth. ~Ludwig Börne

    If a man who cannot count finds a four-leaf clover, is he lucky? ~Stanislaw J. Lec

    The obscure we see eventually. The completely obvious, it seems, takes longer. ~Edward R. Murrow

    We are all but recent leaves on the same old tree of life and if this life has adapted itself to new functions and conditions, it uses the same old basic principles over and over again. There is no real difference between the grass and the man who mows it. ~Albert Szent-Györgyi

    Sometimes it's necessary to go a long distance out of the way in order to come back a short distance correctly. ~Edward Albee

    When the student is ready, the master appears. ~Buddhist Proverb

    A gun gives you the body, not the bird. ~Henry David Thoreau

    Before enlightenment - chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment - chop wood, carry water. ~Zen Buddhist Proverb

    Many men go fishing all of their lives without knowing that it is not fish they are after. ~Henry David Thoreau

    Wars and elections are both too big and too small to matter in the long run. The daily work - that goes on, it adds up. ~Barbara Kingsolver, Animal Dreams

    I tell you everything that is really nothing, and nothing of what is everything, do not be fooled by what I am saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I am not saying. ~Charles C. Finn

    Oh, Heaven, it is mysterious, it is awful to consider that we not only carry a future Ghost within us; but are, in very deed, Ghosts! ~Thomas Carlyle

    Knock on the sky and listen to the sound. ~Zen Saying

    The fish trap exists because of the fish. Once you've gotten the fish you can forget the trap. The rabbit snare exists because of the rabbit. Once you've gotten the rabbit, you can forget the snare. Words exist because of meaning. Once you've gotten the meaning, you can forget the words. Where can I find a man who has forgotten words so I can talk with him? ~Chuang Tzu

    By daily dying I have come to be. ~Theodore Roethke

    There are some remedies worse than the disease. ~Publilius Syrus

    You never know what is enough, until you know what is more than enough. ~William Blake, Proverbs of Hell

    It requires a great deal of faith for a man to be cured by his own placebos. ~John L. McClenahan

    What you see, yet can not see over, is as good as infinite. ~Thomas Carlyle, Sartor Resartus, Book II, chapter 1

    Philosophy is life's dry-nurse, who can take care of us - but not suckle us. ~Soren Kierkegaard

    One man's quiet is another man's din. ~Carrie Latet

    Men are probably nearer the central truth in their superstitions than in their science. ~Henry David Thoreau

    Think like a man of action, act like a man of thought. ~Henri Louis Bergson

    If you think you're free, there's no escape possible. ~Ram Dass

    The fly that doesn't want to be swatted is most secure when it lights on the fly-swatter. ~G.C. Lichtenberg

    Don't miss the donut by looking through the hole. ~Author Unknown

    You can't wake a person who is pretending to be asleep. ~Navajo Proverb

    Life has the name of life, but in reality it is death. ~Heraclitus, Eustathius ad Iliad

    To learn something ne

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  • Bloc Party "Kreuzberg"

    There is a wall that runs right through me
    Just like the city, I will never be joined
    What is this love? Why can I never hold it?
    Did it really run out in the strangers' bedrooms?

    I
    I have decided
    At twenty-five
    Something must change

    Saturday night in East Berlin
    We took the U-Bahn to the East Side Gallery
    I was sure I'd found love with this one lying with me
    Crying again in the old bahnhof

    I
    I have decided
    At twenty-five
    That something must change

    After sex
    The bitter taste
    Been fooled again
    The search continues

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you will be able to kill your enemy from miles awaybecause you will sense them. you have been taught from the best of the best.you wont fail any of your missions.
will die because your magic acts like a drug.making life shorter.
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You are a stuffed animal donkey!... Actually your just really a honest person with a big imagination. People think of you as slow but caring and helpful. Your the type that will do anything for your friends before you do anything for yourself. You do seem sad and bored but really your just a big thinker that daydreams all day. You can be very creative but unsure at things. When someone is in need you can give great advice. At best you are a very shy yet considerate person!
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  • Sissy Mimms

    You have to check this out http://is.gd/TjuuvL

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  • Simon Outram
    Simon Outram

    happy halloween o_O

    10/31/09
  • Simon Outram
    Simon Outram

    OK ill admit there's allot moor to these buildings and monuments but its all symbolic what a load of bull channeling energy maybe but for the berth of thy antichrist WTF this guy is a twit. that's what i think so hows things?

    10/18/09
  • luv Geraldine McCormack

    Squishy boobs!!! Highy hungover right now..not fun!! Blaaaaaaaaaaaaa ElEpHaNt JuIcE

    7/24/09
  • Simon Outram
    luv Simon Outram

    ha man u might like this http://www.travian.co.uk/?uc=uk5_75844 its bril but be worned its fucking edictive i cant stop playing

    7/16/09
  • Geraldine McCormack

    Ugh stoopid copy right claim by WMG, I'll spit in their god damn gay eyes!!

    7/12/09
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  • luv Geraldine McCormack

    Haha fair enough Steo, talk to ya soon! Bye Mr.Fluffy!:)

    6/29/09 via Mobile
  • luv Geraldine McCormack

    Hahahaha ur so funny, I actually haven't had ice cream from the ice cream man in years!! They don't come by my house the cunts:( So whats new? I need credit and you need to switch to meteor:L I swear i'm not pushy! Have a red heart shaped thing!:)

    6/28/09 via Mobile
  • Dolly
    luv Dolly

    Yeah, An ex turned sour and stalker'-ey. Scary. Lol. I was working in Dunnes temporarily. But I'm going for a trial in a marketing company tomorrow morning. I want to move out but I need to get my grant sorted, until then I'm cool here, got my mates and stuff. What are you up to these days? Ps, join my film's group www.bebo.com/bludworx ^_^ Pwease

    6/28/09
  • luv Geraldine McCormack

    Heeeeeeyyyyy!! Remember me?? I like you!! :B

    6/23/09
  • Dolly
    Dolly

    Everything is going great! Gawd just working on films and stuff. Where are you hoping to start the course? MAD? Nothing been going on really, I had a stalker for a while but he's gone now :D Other than that life is quite boring, I'm still in Ash, trying to find a job and that.

    6/14/09
  • Dolly
    luv Dolly

    HELLOO, how are ya? It's been ages :D What have you been up to?

    6/1/09
  • Simon Outram
    Simon Outram

    yea thers anoyher gard muvin in and then hes hoping to get a new recute in aswell im fucked

    3/20/09
  • Mark Folan

    ya have to scrool down way toooo much to get to the commentsss those quizes are gayyyy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-xJu... that iflm looks alright

    3/16/09
  • Dee Watserface
    Dee Watserface

    Ah yeah I'm grand and yourself? Eh that's a bit of an odd request, I suppose if you're not willing to buy them online from england or some shit ya could always find a cash and carry somewhere..or just get a job in shell again and help yourself 0.o

    3/5/09
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  • luv Mark Folan

    yo. bit late to ring yer gaf nw =o was bolloxed when i got home! went asleeeep! head out tmrw instead i guess am sharing the loveeeeee

    2/27/09
  • Sean Fox
    Sean Fox

    Man how is she hanging. Any news, Hows life, where you laying your ceann these days. Im still alive i must say.

    2/22/09