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there were so many things i should have said,
that would have should me that you actually cared.
There were so many things i should have done,
and now im not sure if the oppitunity will ever come.
I know that i didnt say half the things i wanted to,
but i thought that if i did our friendship might not make it through.
thinking now i wasstupid for not,
because my head just keeps going over and over the lot
I was silly for being so nieve,
for trying to full myself, for trying to decieve.
what was wrong with me?
why didnt i let you see?
see how much i feel,
how much of me ive let you steal
Im a school girl by occupation
but please dont let the stop your adoration
ive thought about it till i though my head would bust
and now i know that this isnt a playground crush
Once you know will we change for the better or for the bad?
for the worst or not at all, both will make me sad.
If me telling you the truth ruiens what we've got
then please forget the lot
The one thing im terrified of most of all
is that the change will make me ball
like ive never cryed before
but if thats what its going to make me do please forget what you saw
our friend ship is worth so much to me
but how much i want it to be more is morethen you'll ever see
sometimes i think that you feel the same
but otheres i feel like your just playing a game
i know that im young but there are so many things that ive been through
even more then i've told you
but just to let you know
i dont know how long before i have to let you go
because the pain of seeing us apart
is breaking my heart
There is only so much glue can stick together
it wont hold it forever
I cant wait for you much longer
my heart isnt getting any stronger
because all it wants is for us to pull through
and there is nothing more that i want then to be with you.
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Before I fall
I need to know
If you will be there
There to catch me
I was hitting the wall
I was so low
My life was full of despair
Before you where here with me
Now everything is different
I wake up alive
With a smile on my face
Loving each and everyday
You make me feel so brilliant
Like this is a life I can survive
Even if I’m stuck in this place
Right now I’m loving each and everyday
I dread the day we part
Cause it will hurt every part of me
My love for you is far too strong
I thought I knew better but
Leaving you will break my heart
Cause I feel so deeply
Even though they say it’s wrong
But you know I’m saying now for them to just shut it
Right now I need to know
Exactly how you really feel
So I don’t have to guess
Cause I’m scared that what I think is faulty
I wish how I feel is something I could just show,
That never leaving you would be ideal,
All these emotions are so much for me to process
To show you and tell you, it’s hard for me
But ill take a breath and try
You know it will be heartfelt
What ever I do say,
It will scare me to tell you
When I meet your eyes
My heart starts to melt
No matter what’s happened that day
You help me get through
Truly I’ve fallen
Fallen for you
Are you there to catch me?
Before I hit the ground?
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Sitting here I feel the tears
They dwell up in side of me
It’s all these stupid little fears
That makes me feel so teary
I’ve tried so hard to not feel this way
Tried so hard to not fall for you
But the feelings grow each and everyday
And now I’m scared you’re stuck on my heart like a tattoo.
I don’t know what to do anymore
Everything around me seems to be a blur
I’ve never let myself feel like this before
I thought that I was stronger
Babe I don’t know what to do
Everything is so weird and new to me
You say things that I’m not sure are true
I don’t know, but I know that you’re everything I see
You change my day
Just by looking in to my eyes
Something’s you say
Can stop all my cries
I’m falling
No, I’ve fallen, it’s happened
Everything is changing
My love for you is strengthened
When you look deep into my eyes
My heart melts, I know how I feel bout you
I hate all our goodbyes
And now I’m sure I know what to do
Hapi nw yr sis i was n whiti nw im nw bak at work nw hw u
Hey how r u? Remember me? long time no chat... do u have facebook??? much luv xxx Sharna (spirit voyage yay!!!)
I put photos on!
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ILYSM!
lol krysti lol make a public statement haha bloody hell
hey lol
Love for hunny
Mwah <3
Thanks, lol You made me firetruck
Haha Love you too
Wuv you too smexi
Wuu2?
Bebo
Lol, and talking to you on msn. Wbu?
Lol, i reckon
When are you gonna stop so i get my old gf back? lol, i'm glad kalyn is here cos i believe in independence so i wouldn't be much help at listening
Who's your blog about? lol And i'm glad, i wuvs you toooooo
Emotional about WHAT? lol XOXOXOXOXOX
love you too my awesomeness lil sis star xoxoxox not long now till i arrive home cant wait
missing you too sis xoxoxx loving you guys lots
Why were you crying on kaylen? Lol, poor him
Now he gets your slobber AND tears
Haha
Thinking about what hun? mwah
xoxox
Lol, mabye it is ae. How's your day been?