wat was i thinkin goin 4 a girl so much out of my league
i wasn't even off my face so why did i believe
some1 as perfect as her would never fall 4 me
but now i'm fallin in2 self loathin & pity
tryin 2 keep my head up, lord knows its hard
just wishin things can go back 2 d way they were at d start
we wer really 2 close 4 me 2 tell her how i feel
no longer speakin so i fucked up d whole deal
if i could take it back den of course i would
i'd change how i feel bout u if i could
cause u wer always der when i needed support
& i always returned it of course
i got on wit u better dan any other girl in my life
help me fix dis cause without u nothin feels rite.
all i can say is

I'm sorry
4 thinkin u wer more dan a friend
i'm sorry
dat because of me it came 2 an end
I'm sorry
4 d choices dat i made, 2 fix it i'll do whatever it takes
till den all i can say is i'm learnin from my mistakes

den ders my family & d shit i put dem tru
couldn't c it at d time but i'm sorry 4 hurtin u
d things i done a mother should never see
and yet tru it all she stood by me
i can never repay her loyalty
its true wat they say bout mothers love u unconditionaly
& i'm so grateful my pops is still around
he's sufferin still but always helps me out
whenever i stumble he's der 2 pick me up
was ready 2 put down d mic till he said don't give it up
even in his condition he keeps a smile up on his face
& dat makes me understand i'll always have his faith
i can still c him standin at d hospital bed
& i'll never 4get wat he said
"no matter wat i will always love U" dem words still buzzin round my head
so dis whole verse is my way 2 appologise
i never meant 2 have such a bad effect on ur lives

i'm sorry
4 d things dat i've done
I'm sorry
4 not bein a better son
I'm sorry
4 d choices dat i made, 2 fix it i'll do whatever it takes
till den all i can say is i'm learnin from my mistakes


sorry seems 2 b d hardest word but i'm sayin it alot lately
fuckin up everythin, now every1 in my life hates me
how do i survive wit dis shit on my soul
pushed away from family & friends left alone
2 fend 4 myself with nowhere 2 go
stuck out here feelin d cold
got get my shit 2gether i'm gettin 2 old
2 play these dumb games & sellin dem drugs
kickin it on street corners wit so called thugz
i'm movin on from dat put dem dark dayz behind me
gotta move 2 d sunshine so u can find me
and realise dat yes i am changin
fuck d name MUR-E, Just call me Damien
as i wash away d sins of a lifetime
don't let ur kids live life like mine

i find myself stuck in dis situation
got feelins 4 dis girl but now she's hatin
cause i fucked up, guess i dropped d ball
told her i like her d most out of every1
only thing we wer really close friends, it can't go back 2 dat
got me mad depressed only ting left 2 do is rap
let these feelins exit tru my flows
gotta let it out couldn't care less who knows
dat dis so called thug is catchin feelins
it only happened when i took time out from my dodgy deelins
2 get 2 no dis girl, let her c a different side of me
fell hard tho now need 2 no if she feels d same possibly
she claimed she did but can't let dis friendship end
but now we ain't lovers r friends
its over 4 me i'm left without a chance
so i'm actin like a bitch cause of a lost romance
fuck it these feelins ain't clearin up
so now i'm on d look out 4 another chic 2 fuck
empty my sack in d next few girls i meet
Nothin worse dan lovin u & knowin u don't love me
Understand i wanna call u my baby
cause when i look at u girl u make my mind crazy
i wanna make u mine maybe even my wife
cause ur worth givin my 1 love in dis life
u can ask anything of me i'll b glad 2
and ders no heaven on earth if it don't have u
epitimy of a perfect girl i wanna hug u
a role model 4 these kids 2 look up 2
cause wit all my heart u no dat i love u
and nothin in my life could ever stand above u
when we r 2gether it feels so rite
i only like 1 type of girl and ur d only girl in dat type
when i have u in my arms and i close my eyes
i wouldn't care if the whole world just passed me bye
i love 2 make u happy just 2 c u smile
girl i love 2 make u giggle yes i love ur style
i'm so amazed by ur sight but i ask questions 2
like how could a guy like me deserve a girl like u?
i feel so blessed but at d same time unworthy
i trust u wit my heart cause i no u won't hurt me
everything about u is so perfect i love ur lips
girl i cherrish every hug and kiss
a love like dis only comes around once in a life
and i swear if u let me i'd b happy 2 call u my wife
i no ur afraid our friendship will end & wat others will say
but don't worry i'll wait cause my happily ever after will b wit u 1 day
so i can wait till ur ready i got plenty of time
just so u no i mean every word on every line
didn't tink i'd fall 4 u like dis
ur like d missin piece of d puzzle girl u & Me 2gether Fits
rite in2 my plans 2 make my life way better
i now no i'll only b happy when we r 2gether
i fell 4 ur beauty & U Fell 4 My Charm
if u stay wit me baby i'll never let u come 2 any harm
i'll show ya love in every possible way
b like ur personal sun lightin up dem dark dayz
i'll do anythin 2 keep dat smile on ur face
when i say anythin i mean whatever it takes
ur pissed off 2day thinkin i can't make time 4 u
but i got love 4 ya so please believe me boo
i don't like dis feelin i got cause i no ur down
how can i make it better whitout bein around?
Tell me watz up u can confide in me
u no i'm here 4 ya i'll do whatever ya need
i really do love u
every word is true
i'm sorry if i've done somethin wrong
but dat sorrow would b nothin compared 2 how i'd feel if u wer gone.

(hook)
all i no is i'm stuck at d crossroads
tryin 2 figure out which way 2 go
can't stay standin in d middle of d road
gotta get my shit & Go

(verse 1)
was movin nice & quick tru my life
all of a sudden shit stopped goin rite
i got shot,my Father gets Hit Wit M.S
we both survived but its not exactly passin d test
finally recorvin & look wats happenin now
i guess its tru life has a habbit of kickin ya when ur down
all dis drama makin me look 4 another route 2 go
fuck livin in d fast lane, dis time i'm takin it slow
make sure everythin is goin d way it has 2
cause ya never no when a fool steps up ready 2 blast u
i no i'm not a gangster R a thug
but i really was shot, i'm only here by luck
still got a shell in d base of me leg
Couldn't care less who believes wat i just said
dats d reason i gotta change my lifestyle
stop livin life so wild
need 2 find a new way 2 go
But All i no
(chorus)