why are you going crazy you ok

hey whats up what all new

I miss you too. So much, you have no idea.

whats up?

lol you have no idea you should of been there you might of laughed your ass off

Happy Birthday Love! I hope you have a wonderful day!

lol wow that sound fun i jumped into a chunk of ice one of my friends where holding and broke it it was wicked but you know though im head is thick and i dont feel much when i hit it on things that really hurt that time but it was fun oh you know how hyper i use to be think of that but on 5 5-hour energy shot

just living and being happy also being stupied from time to time but whats new right like the other day i jumped off a 20 foot cliff it was wicked the i found a cool rock it was cool so though all this time you been gone you got nothing new to talk about or say of whats been going on

whats up whats new hows life treating you?

Asking complicated questions is what I do! It makes you think. So, where would you go? Anywhere you want! Anywhere.

If there was one place in the world you could be right now, where would that be?

"As strange as it seems.
You're only in my Dreams."
On Top Of The World, Boys like Girls

. . . I hate you! not really... I still have never been to a concert, and most of those bands are ones I listen to often! I wish I could be there with you, 'twould be loads of fun!!!

Umm... no details......... I figured you could assume what I did by the comment............... I know he was trying to be quiet and all...... but it just made me mad that he didn't moan, at least a little!

wow, that was bad of me....... you probably did not need to know that.............. awkward.... <3

School has been okay. Life in general? idk, but today was... OMG(!) you have NO idea. (or maybe you do... awkward) Actually I don't think I could see you doing what I did, and no one would ever suspect I would do something like that either *seemingly innocent* . I would say we but all he had to do was sit there and enjoy....... I feel...... awkward now.......

Anyways! You know my favorite thing about Lynsey? of course not, but I bet you'd like to know. She's Wiccan! She found out I was into Wicca when I signed my artwork with my name and the trifold goddess symbol. That's actually how we met, and we converse about it all the time! Cool right? I thought so!

lol, so hows is you sweetie?

I am still dating Tony, but I told you, that changes nothing when it comes to girls... Lynsey (spelt it wrong earlier) is a friend from school. She lives close to me and we ride the bus home together. I walked her home today XD. I always joke about her looking sexy in whatever she is wearing that day, then we both laugh. Lynn looks really good in purple, just like you look amazing in green! <3

Allyson has not talked about Bri in a long time, so I believe she is over her. Maybe, idk...

Allyson seems to be getting a little clingy to me (though I don't help by constantly resting my head on her shoulder and locking arms in the hallway... but she does the same to me!). Kegan I thought could kinda like me, she always gave me extra special hugs that made me feel warm and safe, but I don't really talk to her anymore. Lizzy Is clingy, perverted, and strange when she thinks someone is accusing her of being lez. IDK about her... I have fallen for my knew friend Lynzie though. She is blonde, has beautiful blue-hazel eyes, is musically talented, funny, 'out there', and has a weird way of making me smile like you always did. I always protect her and when she has "guy problems" I tell her to say she is lez to scare them off (softly hinting at myself). IDK anymore Ama... I confused

hehehe, not really shy that is. I have been hanging on the girls lately, guys ttly bug me like crazy. All of the guys still fallow me around like a flock of lost ducks (!), but I don't really hug them back anymore. I have never dated a girl, but I may have a small crush on some of them.

rofl! I'm not sure if I'm bi, maybe... but I'll admit I had a crush on you too, I just didn't know what to do from there. Too shy, you know that! (not much anymore though ) It changes nothing, I just hope that I never hurt you. [and having a boyfriend changes nothing )

Luves you too! lol, yea. Confuse you too? I didn't quite know how to take it, and I'll admit I thought we would make a cute couple too with as close as we were. I even told Catherine one day, that if you wanted me to be with you that way; I would gladly oblige, just for you. I still don't fully understand why I said it, it just kind of came out.

I don't see you as a bad kid sweetie. Just no kids of your own till I meat him. As long as you are happy, I'm happy; remember that. (wow, this made me sound like an ex-boyfriend! lol) And no, you defiantly did NOT help the situation any. But that's okay... I kind of liked it.

Nothing stronger than PG13 has happened between us. Yea, you and I (or at least I had to) had to actually convince a lot of people then that we were not lesbians. Though so many people said we would make a really cute couple. <3 lol