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- I'm Lewis... I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me.
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With the results from exams all been giving out, now is the time when we all think about what to do now. Where we want to go. What we want to do. Who we want to meet. When should we do it. but as for the why. Why should we do it. We should do it because it's our duty to ourselves to do it. We should be experiencing as much thats availble to us as possible, and making things not availbale to us open so we can do them.
Personally I want to travel to as many places as possible enjoy, understand and experience as many cultures as I can. I want to meet lots of people, sure I won't like them all but i'll try none the less.
I want to feel the togetherness (and help if I can ease the pain) of New Orleans after Katrina, meet the people again who are so up-beat in any situation, Hear the local jazz music which is so heartfelt that it alone should be able to change the world.
I want to understand (even if only a fraction) the spitiuality of india. I want to explore their culture as well as my own, since it is part of my past since both india and britian have a long integrated one. I want to meet the people who are friendly forgiving and calm.
II want to enjoy Japan who have joined together so well the traditions of old with such a changing flow modern society. Visit both the industrious centers filled with bright lights enough to stun anyone, but also explore their majestic landscape where tradition is still revered.
I want to try and experience from every point of view, because i believe if we try not and understand we may become ignorant and not care.
I have decided that I might want to get into film and media as it has always been something I loved (After my medical carrer fell through ). I had a long time to think about what I really wanted to do and came to the conclusion that i have always worked towards something that I thought was good but really wasn't for me. All I wanted was to influence people into changing and trying to help people with themselves and enjoy what I do. Sure as a doctor I would save people but only very shortly, if I worked in media I could (hopefully) change someones life forever.
So I say follow your passion as long as you feel it is for a good cause (be it to save the world, a friend or yourself).
And don't ever stop trying to understand becuase ignorance (although accpetable in small doses) is one of our worst enemies.
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I've been thinking about the Future a lot more recently. More accurately my personal future and that of my friends rather than that of the world at large. Things like who I will know in a few years time, where I will be?
Mostly I believe this is because of the impeding doom of the exams. As many of you (or to be honest only the few of you that foolishly listen to my pathetic little hopes and dreams and raving rants about how I'll rule the world) know I have wanted to be a medical doctor for about six years now, yeah seems long to me too, and it has only know come to my personal attention that I have a large chance of failing to achieve that. Pessimistic I know but none the less very true. I'm the one to blame for it since I just didn't listen to people when they told me I needed to study earlier on, I was to complacent. Recently I have begun to study frantically and frequently in a desperate bid to even just scrape what I need to merely apply, but I find myself thinking that I cannot do this and that I have jeopardised my own dream.
This has led me to ask ‘What will I do?’ I have wanted to be a doctor for so long that I’m not to certain what else I could want to do. So what will I do? Will I just drift along with my friends growing further away as time goes by, eventually getting myself a mundane job and getting new friends… till one day I’ll look back and think why did I let myself end up here, in a job I hate with people who barely know me when once I had hopes and dreams, when I really wanted to make something of my self and change the world even just a little.
I guess I could get lucky and one of the projects I’m involved in could take off, the most likely being the Indy movie in development, that me, Isaac, and Tom (for those that don’t know them their good friends of mine) are writing, gathering our ideas and visions on how we want the story to play out, we’ll probably get into the full swing of it once we finish our exams. If in some freak miracle I do get my desired results, which would require a deal with the devil to happen, I probably would still go ahead with this since it’s always been something I wanted to try. However most likely I’ll be doing this because it’s the only thing I’ll have. We still currently need to sort out logistics such as find funding and get all the proper paper work sorted which is meant to be my job, the glamorous world of showbiz. We need to finish the script first but that’s coming along nicely, and casting needs to be done, currently we have only assigned bit parts to friends mostly but I’m sure finding desperate…I mean budding young talented actors will be easy, just have wait outside the RSAMD.
Even so if, I do somehow find myself in a place where I’m happy, what about my friends I wonder if I’ll still know them all, most likely I’ll lose contact with a lot of the people I know just over time, but my close friends? I hope that I stay in contact with many of the people I currently know (you here that so you got to try too) but who knows what’ll happen? Depending on what career path I pick too will also most likely to change what friends I can stay in touch with. I mean I’m used to change and travel, since I haven’t lived anywhere near my friends or school in the past 6 and a half years, having to commute. It has strained friendships so I know what distance can do, so I probably will no longer be good friends with those that I rarely see because they live the other side of the country. Or alternatively will I fail to achieve anything and only ever know the small group of friends I frequently hang out with.
All I really want is a job I can enjoy and be proud of, hopefully something that makes a difference to even a few people. I would like to have many friends, but would be happy with only a few that I am really happy with (hopefully still occasionally getting to visit the others). There are a lot of things I would like to do in my life an
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- Stirling University, 2012
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- Shawlands Academy, 2008