well...the dream started off with me in town, drinking straight vodka with such people as jai, fran, summer, some other random guy called tom who i only met the once, and loz (random alchies), then the time came to 10, and i needed to go home, so i got on a bus (still quite drunk), and when i got off the bus for some odd reason Chrissy was waiting for a bus, so when i got off, i went over to her and kissed her all happily and stuff as usual, and when i came outta the kiss she turned into some random ginger guy, but the strangest bit is: i still said i love you and walked off....as i was walking up the road to my house, i distinctively remember saying to my self "wait a minute, what the fuck!?!?!?!" with a really rather confused yet amused face on my ... face ... then i woke up, and laughed at myself and quietly said to myself "fucking retard..."

The truth hey... well... I love him (yes, I'm writing him not you - deal with it!) to bits and don't know how I survived so long without him. Sure, sometimes he get's annoying and doesn't know when to stop; but don't we all? I don't know how he puts up with me, but somehow he does and I love him.

I love the way he makes me laugh (polarbras and cell phonage), and the way he never fails to make me smile (when he says nice things and tells me he loves me) and the way my heart is warmed by him even being in the same room. When he's with me, all my problems just seem to vanish and I'm really really happy, and when he goes, I find myself missing him from the very second he leaves the door until I next see him.

He's really sweet and cute. I love his attempts to be romantic; sometimes it works, othertimes it makes me laugh a little, but either way it makes me happy. He makes me so happy! He look's cute you can't deny that; especially when he's asleep, lol, but there again I get bored when he's asleep... so y'no... he only gets bout an hour before I conspire to jump on him or tickle him to wake him up.

He cooks good bacon sandwiches, I wonder if he can cook anything else... we made cookies together too, except he kept stealing chocolate chunks =P ... they were good cookies though, I must make some more today.

I like all the odds we beat in being together and staying happy for so long; I just hope with all my heart that it lasts. So many people have disapproved, but I think it's wonderful how neither of us care... they're pretty shite friends if they try to come between us when we're more than happy how we are. Do they want us to be miserable? Who knows...

Honey, I really do love you. You are good looking (and more photogenic than me!!) and will be a real man someday lol... I love how you put so much effort into our relationship... it shows me how much better I could do... and I will try; I promise. You respect me for who I am and lift me uo when I'm down. You could catch me when I fell (if your reactions weren't slower than mine! lol), but you are my strength when I need it muscle and heart. I care for you more than anything and pray you'll stay mine forever and not stray away.

Je t'aime my darling... guess who

*now george writing* guess who this is from? - i dont really know what photogenic means, which also explains the "how the hell do we work out?" thing, i dont know either, but somehow it does, so glad ive got u !!! i only ever want to be with u, all day everyday (although it WOULD drive me MAD lol ) also, shud i bebo the pics i took ? ^^ (lol joke i wudnt do that x) dont know what else to say otherwise, o and yeh I LOVE U XXXX despite what alot of people say/think we are good together even tho we are so different, and if u dont like it keep it to urselves (yes is this part IS directed at a certain 2 ppl, u know who u r, why cant u understand were good toegther, and love each other?...)