Best way to describe my life is imagine a rollercoaster,all the bumps the drops and the lift ups. So im on this rollercoaster. Goingg steady at this point, then something happens i get lifted up in the air im high in the clouds,when you think everything is goingg great and nothing could go wrong,suddenly my stomach drops and down ii go, and usually its my fault,i've done so much shite in my life. But then ii Get lifted up again, and so on i think you get my jist yeah. And if your sat here reading this cos your nosey then tah shows you care abit,but my lifee its complicated. Tbqh i have hurt alot of people by doing stupid things that ii look back at now and i jus think why did i do it. And i wan't to appologise and i know you people are sat her reading this goingg yeah she hurt me,well if you are then im sorry wish i never did it whatever it was i done i regret it, And hopefully we looked pastt it and we're still close as ever. If Your one of the few peoplee that are satt here thinkingg wtf is she going on about then obviously your one of the few people i haven't hurt. I regret everything bad i done in my life even if good things have come out of it,cos i mean why should i put someone throughh that i wouldn't like it would i? If you 're wondering why im writing this it's cos i cba to keep it in any longer i wan't people to know the real me. Yeahh im'm not perfect i don't want to be, i'm not plastic yeahh i wear make-up but don't most girls? I'm not the brightest person going what's your point? and if your sat there reading this giggling to yourself then it shows your to shallow to admit everything im saying I'm not the prettiest girl going but that honestly doesn't bother me i'm not the type to fuss aboutt whatt i look like (well most the time i don't) I went from boy to boy back in the day,but now i regret it cos' some those boys i could still be with now. Tbh you must be bored by now,hahaa. But im Nearly done more will be added thoughh. So Justt Got to have that little shoutt out at then end to My Closestt Friends You know who you are cos' your all over my bebo! iiloveyouu guys withoutt youu you know i wouldn't be where i am today would be far from it.
Tahh Forr readingg peoplee x

Hacking You babe 26/08/2009 11:20
Yeah thats right im hacking you, and i just want to tell you you mean so much to me right now and i cant believe the fun we have together and it means alot to me and the amount we've been thru and stuck by each other, your really special to me and really make me happy. I dont ever want to lose you cause your the one person who actually knows everything about me and knows how to help me or cheer me up, you know i do love your cute smile and everything about u But on a serious note the pink feretts are coming and the yankee's gonna
Small Hack 10/09/2009
You know who it is hacking you, i just want you to know we have been through so much together and we were so close as friends, and its starting to go away and i dont want that, i dont want what we had as mates to end, because i was really starting to enjoy myself for once, i really dont want to lose you char cause your like everything to me, and i know we have arguments every-so-often, but we always get past them and forget about them doesnt everyone argue at some point? Basically all i want to say is that i dont want to lose you babe and i hope we still have what we once had. And we keep it forever.
I Love You Best Friend XxXx
Hacked x
Basically babe your like one of my best girl mates in the world and i really cant live without you, and i really cant see my life without you and i cant seem to think what it would be like without you, you mean so much to me and it really is wierd knowin how long since we have known each other and how not long it actually is, we have only known each other 2months, but oh my god it seems like so long looking back the other day and wow i really miss what we had together, your definately like a little sister to me and i really hope that we can stay mates together your definately like one of my best mates ever and i know that your so special to me and i really love spending time with you and i can trust you with so much and i hope that you can trust me the same as i can trust you.
ILoveYou Bestest Little Sister forever. xx

Arren Dale Scott
Firstt one ii didd decided too muck up and delete itself,,so ii can'tt remember what ii actually wortee....
so here goes
He actually means so muchh to me buhh ii dunno how to put it all into wordss. hes been there for me thruu everythingg and over the past few months he has helped me thruu so muchh ii dunno what ii would of done without him,,i respect him so much because he's not like any normal lad, ever since we broke up instead of being a dick to me like ii expected he actually stuck by me and promised he wouldnt ever leave my side. ever since we started talking ii opened up to him so much and i know i can trust him with absaloutely everythingg. He knows the right things to say and knows how to cheer me up. He allways puts a smile on my face and knows if anything is wrong and will talk to me untill he has made it better. He's one of the lads that you would be lucky to have as a best matee becausee he only cares about his friendss and will do anythingg too keep his mates safee... Basicallyy wouldd justt likee too sayy thankyouu for everythingg and thankyouu for helpingg me throughh all of the shitt thatt has gonee one...
LOVEEYOUU BESTFRIENDD X
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Aliceee Cathrine Elizabeth Aldcrofttt
Hahaaa soo at this point of writingg thiss she is saying she is fattt hahaaa nahh shes and awsomee gal and ii can trust her with anythingg. she's gotta be one of my best mates and ii dunno whaa ii wouldd do withoutt herr. Hahaaa ii don'tt even now ten million words and thatss how manyy she wants me to put in here soo ermmm ermmm ermmm ermmm yeahh whaaa ii doo hahaaaa...
yeahh basicallyy shess helpedd me throughh so muchh and has allways been theree too helpp me thruu everythingg cheers dudeee (Y)
iloveyouu bestestt
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Jack Something Wilson
Wheree thee Feckk doo ii startt with this ladd. ever since thee day ii emt him i knew that me and him would become really good mates. Hes helpedd me throughh so much and tbh he has allways put a smile on my face even at the hardest of times. Hes like a big brother to me and ii really don't know where i would be without him. He allways knows the right thing to say and ii know hes going to be there for me to help me throughh everythingg. Hes one of the lads yuu can get along with really easilyy and one that you would never ever wnatt too loose.
Thankyouu babee ii really do appreciatee how muchh youu havee donee for me.
Loveeyouu Big Brotherr
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Samuell Alexander Long
Rightt hes gotta be one of my bestt matess yeahh... me and him are so close its unreall.
This Past Month (June) he has helpedd me throughh everythingg... ii don'tt know whatt ii would of donee if ii didnt get to talk to youu on leighss birthdayy when everythingg was happeningg,,even thought you couldnt understandd me youu still stuck by me. Hahahaaaaa
Thankyouu forr everythingg Babeee.
Loveeyouu Bestestt/Bigg brotherr x