I was once walking on a beach
dont know where i was
all alone in the night
just walking with nothing on my feet
letting the cool, cold, icy water freeze my toes

no one was there with me
just me and the sea
walking, walking on the beach
didn't want to see anyone
i just wanted to be alone!

I wasn't sure at first what it was when it came
something i heard behind me
i turned but nothing there
i could of sworn it was someone running in the water
then all i could see as i carried on walking was a face
someone had run up to me and was staring into my eyes

Don't know who he was but he had lovely eyes
next thing i new he was gone as soon as i blinked
i thought it was a dream so i carried on walking
then i heard a voice say
" my names spike ure speical in all ways i hope u know that"
I stopped and stood still!
turned and looked there he was
standing behind me smiling!

I smiled back at his smile
All i could do was smile back
He handed me a rose
not any rose but a blue one!
then in return i gave him a kiss

that kissed turned my life around
the water at my feet turned warm
he held my hand and said i'll find you again
and then we'll be together!

The End

One night i had a dream that i was in the future only where i was about 25 i think!
But i was surrounded by fire. I was holding a crystal in my right hand and inside of it was a burning flame it was blue. I could feel the heat but i didnt drop it, it was as if it was stuck in my hand. I walked down a road to see if i could find anyone. I walked for about 30 mins i guess and still no one. Down a street where normaly loads of ppl were but nothing! only the smell of dust in the air and the sky was a red orange kinda color. I see a shadow come out from an alley its a friend i know from school i go over to her askin whats going on. She just looks at me and askes me "who am i? and who are u" i run away i dont know why. Few minuets later i go to the shop where my best friend works hes there as usual, i run and ask him what happened he answers " who are u? ure ment to be dead" i cant seem to understand anything thats happened. all i know is that i was surposed to be dead and something had happened to my home.
I eventually reach home, calling out for my parents, my sisters down the front room watching the tv but its blank screan.She stood up and walked over to me, and looked me straight in the eyes " ure not her, she's dead" nd went nd sat bk down again. By now im really scared. I ran up to my room and my boyfriends sitting on the bed holding something nd tears are running down his cheeks. I kneel in front of him, puts a hand on his knee still holdin the crystal ball. He looks up at me, shoked to see me and pulls me close to him. Saying " ure dead but in death i wont let u do" by now im crying with him. The crystal begins to get hotter and hotter. I'm crying so much against my boyfriend sa much as he is against me.. A figure appears in the door way. It's a women in a red dress in a fire cloak. I knw her but i cant think of her name. She says " break the crystal to go bk or live in a world where ure dead and watch him move on or take his own life" I dont want to see him die so i stand up and walk away from him towards the women in red. She puts her arm around me takes me down stairs to the kitchen and get a kitchen caving knife. I hold out my hand with the crystal ball in it. I take the knife in my left hand and holds it up above the ball. I lift it up and slice it hard down against the crystal. As soon as i her a crack and then all a sudden the fire rushes out of it and swirls around me and the women i hear my boyfriend calling for me down the stairs i see him , his face is crying blood. My sister comes out the door to the front room and her eyes and finger nails are seeping with blood. Then all i see next i a flash of red and a mazive scream............................
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I see it happening right now!
Blood dripping down my face and my eyes dragon!
i dnt hate this feeling but i lust over it!
why does this happen so much inside me!
She stands here next to me holding me hand understanding but letting me do this to get the anger out of my body!
The joy of blood in my mouth and then to taste a sweet sensation of chocolate in it after is something i enjoy! Strange!
Diferent blood comes with different types of chocolate hehe i wonder how his blood would taste if i took a drop i wonder if i'd be given a small slice of chocolate aswell! hehe oh how i wish i could!
The heart is the purist past of their body with the most delicious taste for chocolate/blood! i iwsh i could just trust my claus into the body and slowly rip out the heart to lick and bite just for that out burst of blood and chocolate in my mouth. Such a sweet taste! how can something so small be such a delicate lust and taste!
To have so much pain inside to cause them its hard not to give in a dark dragon way! She's just calling out to me saying time time we have that time!
I look to my left and there he is my dark but light cloaked man he keeps me under control but let this playful side out! i look to my right she stands there fire behind her cloak and ready to feast. I stand in the middle going to one side and still holding the other sides hand waiting for the pull back to their side one side does it more then the other!
Darkness in my dreams with this pulling seeing wat happens and how much i wish i could stay at one side but neither lissen to me but they care for me! both loving me for this crazy, sensitive person lol as if she says. im a person who hurts to love and that love hurts us!
He says i am not that person, a person who cares, loves and can be someone who hurts but never means for it! and that u cant control me, i aint a dog with a leach that can be controlled coz then u will lose me, if u let me be myself and only tell me a few things i must not do then i am ures!
they both see these sides of me! The dragon inside lays asleep waiting for the moment she can awaken and take this to the end!
To let her rath on those who only uses and hurts us! To give her protection to those we love and care for! when that days comes i'd be running or standing by our side ready for the time that it changes! Be ready!