"You know how a normal person gets out of bed, and goes down stairs and....eats breakfast and...kisses somebody goodbye and....goes to a......job....no....?"
The first person to name that movie will get a whole lot of positive thought and energy projected in their general direction......
Anywho, I forget what I was going to write.......something to do with the fact that OH YEA!!!
OK.....Simple little things like having a shower, cleaning your teeth, making your dinner, tidyin your room, whatever it may be....everyone has these routines they live by. You get up, you eat, coffee, clean, brush whatever, dress, leave, do whatever you have to do inside those routines, you keep the routine and you come home, you eat, you undress, you clean, brush whatever again, you eat and drink some more then you get the hell to bed for that "much needed" 8 hours of sleep every day........my arse 8 hours!! All we need is 5 but anyways.....I seem to find myself not so much stuck in....how to analyze...........not so much stuck in 'routines' from the perspective of someone totally lapsing on some sort of psychotropic substance type thing so much that you want to die, but more so in terms of, that I like being able to sort of, 'see time' in the sense that when you figure all these little things out, and you meditate on them, you can be so much more of a benefit to whatever it is you are doing and then it becomes a better thing and feels so much better.....if that makes any sense at all please tell me.
I personally am sure that in telling people such things that they may jump to conclusions........as a few have done already, and think I'm what's defined as 'nuts' or 'crazy' these days, (*sidetrack - listen to Frontier Psychiatrist by Avalanche*)but here's the thing, why bother wasting energy on the things other people seem to think about you, when you can just be yourself and totally be overwhelmed by your own powers, thoughts and balance out everything you have....Family.....Vitamins.......
 .Being alive........Music.....Contact Juggling.....Contact Juggling to music.....Poi Spinning.....Meditation......there is so much that makes me happy and I sometimes find myself not knowing what to do with so much thought all the time......but at the same time, I could NOT be happier than I am when I am thinking it also......
still not make sense???
No???
Take a leaf out of my book, watch this video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bhoG...
....be all "Oh my Gawd!! :!!! I want to do that!!"
Download Recurring by Bonobo.....Learn how to contact Juggle and come back to me then and TRY to tell me you don't feel any different......I dares ya!!!!
Anyways, I am going to go and expand my mind further by doing some research on Greek Mythology..........y'all should do the same.....or even Quantum Mechanics and such,,,,,
Peace and Love to all
Namasté
Lofty

......who else can't put down their balls?..........contact juggling balls!!take your minds out of the gutter people!!
Mesmorising me last year I never thought I had it in me to learn how to contact juggle.......to be perfectly honest, I think it was the word 'juggle' that scared me out of doin it.
"Think of it as a doorknob...."
That's what I was told.......and since then I've been taking every opportunity I can to find ways to isolate things......on top of using the actual ball
Isolation......when you figure it out it always stays a thing of beauty and it gives off some sort of energy
Two balls.....three balls.....four balls.....and now 5 ball pyramids were, and still are, quite the challenge but I'm determined to be an accomplished and talented contact juggler by the summer.....
Anyways, must go here, the joys of being a slave to the system are calling me.....whoever will help me stop these men who are trying to take over the world.......that's another discussion though....
Namasté
Lofty

Where are all the stupid people from?
And how'd they get to be so dumb?
Bred on purple mountain range
Feed amber waves of grains
To lesser human beings, zero feelings

Blame it on
Human nature, mans destiny (mans destiny)
Blame it on the greediocracy (greediocracy)
Fear of God
The fear of change
The fear of truth

Add the Bill of Rights, subtract the wrongs
There's no answers
Memorize and sing star spangled songs
When the questions
Aren't ever asked
Is anybody learning from the past?
We're living in united stagnation

Father what have I done?
I took that 22
A gift to me from you
To bed with me each night
Kept it clean
Polished it well
Cherished every cartridge, every shell

Down, by the creek, under brush, under dirt
There's a carcass of my second kill
Down, by the park, under stone, under pine
There's a carcass of my brother William
Brother where, have you gone to?
I swear, I never thought I could
I see so many times
They told me to shoot straight
Don't pull the trigger, squeeze
That will insure a kill
A kill is what you want
A kill is why we breed

The Christians love their guns
The church and NRA
Pray for their salvations
Prey on the lower faiths

The story book's been read
And every line believed
Curriculum's been set
Logic is a threat
Reason searched and seized

Jerry spent some time in Michigan
A twenty year vacation, after all he had a dime
A dime is worth a lot more in Detroit
A dime in California, a twenty dollar fine

Jerry only stayed a couple months
It's hard to enjoy yourself while bleeding out the ass
Asphyxiation is simple and fast
It beats seventeen fun years of being someones bitch

Don't think (Stay)
Drink your wine (Home)
Watch the fire burn (Be)
His problems not mine (Safe)
Just be that model citizen

I wish I had a schilling
(For each senseless killing)
For every senseless killing
I'd buy a government
America's for sale
And you can get a good deal on it
(A good deal on it)
And make a healthy profit
Or maybe, tear it apart
Start with assumption
That a million people are smart
Smarter than one

Serotonin's gone
She gave up, drifted away
Sara fled, thought process gone
She left her answering machine on
The greeting left spoken sincere
Messages no one will ever hear

Ten thousand messages a day
A million more transmissions lay
Victims of the laissez faire
Ten thousand voices, a hundred guns
A hundred decibels turns to one
One bullet, one empty head
Now with Serotonin gone

The man who used to speak
Performs a cute routine
Feel a little patronized
Don't feel bad
They found a way inside your head
And you feel a bit misled
It's not that they don't care, yeah

The television's put a thought inside your head
Llike a Barry Manilow, jingle
I'd like, to teach the world to sing
In perfect harmony
A symphonic blank stare, yeah
It doesn't make you care (make you care)
Not designed to make you care (make you care)
They're betting you won't care (you won't...)

Place a wager on your greed
A wager on your pride
Why try to beat them when, a million others tried?

We are the whore
Intellectually spayed
We are the queer
Dysfunctionally raised

One more pill to kill the pain
One more pill to kill the pain
One more pill to kill the pain
Living through conformity

One more prayer to keep me safe
One more prayer to keep us warm
One more prayer to keep us safe
There's gonna be a better place

Lost the battle, lost the war
Lost the things worth living for
Lost the will to win the fight
One more pill to kill the pain

Na na na na na
La na na na na
Na na na na na
Na na na na na

The going get tough, the tough get debt
Don't pay attention, pay the rent
Next of kins pay for your sins
A little faith should keep us safe

Save us
The human, existence
Is failing, resistance
Essential, the future
Written off, the odds are
Astronomically against us
Only moron and genius
Would fight a losing