A lovely girl walked up to a guy today
and to his surprise
there where tears flowing down her soft.subtle eyes



"Why do you guys always hurt your girl? ALways breaks our hearts and always have to have more than 1 girl?
is it an unpoken competition between all MEN?"
she proclaimed...


The guy smiled, handed her his hanky and answered:



"WHy do girls always love the wrong guy? always takes the other guy for granted and always breaks his heart?
Is it an unspoken competiton between all WOMEN?


--uwo nga naman tama nga din siguro,
kasi naman ang mga girls.
masyadong ng s-stick sa sinasabi nilang ideal man nila.
uu nga nakita mo na yung ideal guy mo,
pero masasabi mo ba na masya ka sknya kung yung panlabas lang yung nagustuhan mo sknya?
pano kung yung tao na yun eh hindi ka naman ganon ka mahal.
tapos nagpapakatanga ka sknya.
sayang lang yung love na binibigay mo sakanya kung hindi naman niya kayang suklian.



QUESTION:
mas pipiliin mo pa bang yung tao nasayo nga pinapakita ba niya na mahal ka niya.
o yung taong alam na niya na pagaari ka na ng iba pero ginagawa parin niya lahat para lang matutunan ko siyan mahalin?
as in sobra sobra na yung binibigay niya sakin kahit sinabi ko na skanya na mahal ko yung bf ko.
at ang sabi pa niya handa daw siyang maging third party, kasi alam niya na hindi ako pinapahalagahan ng bf ko. baka sakaling maghiwalaya na kame, so tama siya ng hiwalay na nga kame.
pero bakit hindi ko pa din kayang mahalin siya.
kahit na madame na ngsasabi skn na kung sakanila ginagawa yung mga ganon bagay sobrang minahal na daw nila yung tao na yun.
pero bakit ako hindi ko pa din siya matutunan mahalin?
help me naman po.
i need your advices right away.

tnx.

♥bhieny

February 27, 2007
11:30 am (not exact time)

He talk to me at the gym after their basketball practice,
I feel that he wants something to say but he cant say it.
I realy dont know whats hapening to him,
but i can say that his not the same.
We talk and laugh to each others joke like we always do,
but i know by then he feels so cold to me,
not like before.
but i just ignored it,
And then his team mate called him to go back to their dorm.
so he said can i come with him to eat lunch,
i said i dont like to go with them because i know he will take a bath first and he will let me wait outside of their dorm.
so he said ok,
and the he go.



Same Day
around 3:00 pm

He texted me.
his first txt says "san ka?'
but i dont read it immediately
the second txt says "di ka na naman ngre2ply,my kasama ka na naman sigurong iba."
huh?;O
whats with that? ahaha
so i said to him that i already have a class.
he said if i can go to their classroom because they dont have a professor.
so i go..
i've waited outside their classroom as usual.
after 3 mins. i saw him at the door.
and he approached me.
and then we talk and laugh as in giggles, and then he cuddle me and then he said."lika nga namimiss na kita eh!" ;D
but i said "oh di nga. haha"
and then he hug me tight,
so i hug him back to, because i felt a strange feelin' that it could be the last time that he will hug me.
he dont care that other people could see us.
thats the first time he hug me in public at school..
oh and crap his professor came in and said that they will be having a class.
so he enter the room again, and i go back to my classroom again.



Same Day
9:00pm-12:00am

We are texting to the max.
not like before that we just text for about 30 minutes only.
he always argues with me,
everytime i open a topic he would just ague with me about that thing and when it is ok and over, he will argue with me over another thing and it goes on and on.
by then i just felt sleepy.
i said to him that i want to sleep already and i am so tired already.
he said ok.
i said to him
"gudnyt panget, cge watch ako ng game nio bukas galingan mo ha. lve u mwah"
and then he said.
"bakit ganon lang? bitin"
and i repeat it again,over and over again.
but he is not contented.
i said to him that i really want to sleep.
i txt him "cge na matutulog na talaga ako, ginagawa mong mahirap yung buhay ko eh"
and then he said "eh di mgbreak na lang tau, nakakahiya naman sayo"
i said"sus, ayun lang pala gus2 mo sabhin ang dame mo pa cnbi, eh di ok"
"ok, cge matulog ka na"
and then i didnt reply.


I realize something,:

why does when he broke up with i didnt feel anything,
as in i didnt get hurt.
i felt sad because his the one who broke up with me,
and thats a thing that i coudnt be proud of.
some says that i just LIKE him,
ye i do realy like him, alot.
but i dont LOVE him that much.
i guess there are a big difference between LIKE and LOVE.
there is! its just an infatuation.!
but first i said to myself that i think his the one for me,
that our relationship will last.
haha. but it ended so soon. 3 wiks and 1 day.
but its ok with me. i guess its more better that way,
but im proud to say that he gets nothig with me,
even a kiss on the lips.
he can just kiss me on the cheeks.

i guess thats it.

it all happen in one day.
i cant say that i hate him,
in fact i want to be friends with him,
we dont click as lovers maybe we could be a good friend.
but im not asking to much from him.

♥bhieny