Well life aint that great at the moment i just recently lost my nan she was like a second mum to me if there is anything i can do toturn back time then i would she meant the word to me, she knew it , her friends knew it and i knew it. i wish it was me that had the cancer at the time i wish you was alright and still here by my side living the life as itself. you were and bet you still are a lovely, caring easy out going + bubbly lady. i am so proud to call you my nan what a beautiful lady as some of your friends called you. There so many words that could described us.But I would say we were best friends and you was like a mum to me.
we shared things. told each other silly stories. told each other basically everything.
your favourite colour was navy+pink and i'll never forget how we were there for eachother, you knew when i was down, you knew how to make me smile. whats happened cant be replaced and the memories i have can never be erased. they will alwasy stay with me even though you haven't. i could never forget my nanny when i'm older with kids they will know how amazing you were. people try and tell me your in a better place. no your not . your place is here with your family and friends. we all miss you more than you can imagin i can't expain anything to anyone anymore. i can't tellanyone how i feel because everytime i try my eyes fill up and i feel like i can't let it out. you made that possible for me nan.
i wish i can see you one last time.
i wish i could come over and say my goodbye again.
and i can remember going to skittles with you and sticking up for you, and you just drinking + being pissed but i didn't mind that because all i wanted was for you to be happy.
still now i don't feel i can be normal without you,, you were my world.
my only rock
nan i never thought i would EVER
say this,

RIP i love you so much,
goodnight. ,x, (u)

20th March 1946 - 28th January 2009 x

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