Khemical Kawaii

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  • Female, 19, Luv 248
  • from Christchurch
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  • Member since: March 2006
  • Last active: 2 days ago
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About Me

Tagline
ILYSFMLTYRMDO
Me, Myself, and I
I'm the new Trace Cyrus. <3


she loves
Metro Station
Flyleaf
Avril Lavigne
Writing
Anne Rice
Lust
Vodka
Bi-Sexual Vampires
The Smashing Pumpkins

She hates
Backstabbing
Cruelty
Being in absolute and uncontrollable love
People who sleep with anyone and everyone not caring who they hurt along the way


I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down.





I don't bite..
Unless I like you.


<3 <3 <3
If you can&#39;t get someone out of your head
maybe there supposed to be there.
The turth is
you could slit my throat and with my one last dying breath I'd apologise for bleeding on your shirt.
My friends are
my absolute world.
Poem thingy.
Judith is heartache
She loves chocolate, heart, lust
She has lovers, sins, winter
But she dreams delights and fear
Judith fight
Quote
"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not."
Dr. Seuss, The Lorax

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  • Stole from Erin

    50 Little Secrets.

    Be honest no matter what.

    01. Who was your last text from?
    Joseph

    02. Where was your default picture taken?
    At Josephs when I was living there.

    03. Your relationship status?
    Single.

    04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
    Yeah. Stupid people.

    05. What is your current mood?
    Tired. But happy. =] Think of him. Heh.

    06. How many siblings do you have?
    One. Well two technicly.

    07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
    Louise. Amelia.

    08. Where do you wish you were right now?
    In bed.

    09. Have a crazy side?
    Oh yes.

    10. Ever had a near death experience?
    No?

    11. Something you do a lot?
    Recently giggle. And blush.

    12. Angry at anyone?
    Nope. Well a little.

    13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
    Nothing. I'm just not quite there. =]

    14. When was the last time you cried?
    Last week?

    15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
    Yup. LOVE YOUS!!!

    16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
    Sleeping. Generally a song is stuck in my head.

    17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone
    Work probably.

    18. What is your favorite song?
    Lily. Or By Starlight. Or Muzzle. Or something else off that album. =]

    19. What are you doing right now?
    Not much/

    20. Who do you trust right now?
    To many people. <-- Agreed.

    21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
    Illicit.

    22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
    Yes.

    23. Who is your friend that lives furthest from you?
    David. Or Nicole. Germany or Scotland?

    24. Describe your life in one word?
    Average.

    25. What are you thinking of right now?
    Heh. Boy.

    26. What should you be doing right now?
    Going to mums. Do it soon.

    27. What are you listening to?
    Litium. Evanescence

    28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
    Joseph?

    29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
    No idea.

    30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
    Try not to.

    31. What is your natural hair color?
    Brwonish redish.

    32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
    Joseph? Someone last night? Someone at work?

    33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
    I can't remember.

    34. What do you hear?
    Music. And josephs game.

    35. Is your hair curly or straight?
    Kinda straight atm.

    36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
    Lol. No.

    37. Do you have a best friend?
    Yup.

    38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
    No.

    39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
    Yeah. =]

    40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
    Yup.

    41. Are you happy with life right now?
    I am.

    42. Are you currently jealous?
    I have no reason to be.

    43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?.
    None.

    44. What were you doing on friday night?
    At Ambers.

    45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
    Yes.

    46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
    Yup.=[

    47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
    Kinda. Lol. Silly boy.

    48. When was the last time you went to the doctor?
    A few months ago.

    49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
    IAbout 2.

    50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
    Yup. 22 months.

    0 Comments 51 days

  • Waiting for people to come over.

    1.What is your name?
    Judith

    2.Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
    Kinda.


    3.Are you currently happy?
    Yes. But very bored waiting for my friends to come drink.


    4.Who did you last fight with?
    Jospeh.


    5.Why did you apologise to the last person you did?
    I can't remember. The last person I wanted to aplogise to I didn't because I would have seemed like even more of a dick than I already was that day.


    6.What does your 29th message in your inbox say?
    you'll be in brighton to see your mum anyway...


    7.Do you regret doing anything this week?
    Not at all. Great week.


    8.What were you doing at 11pm last night?
    Sleeping I think.


    9.Was your last kiss a mistake?
    Nope.


    10.If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
    Reading erins answers made me want curly fries. I wonder if someone will buy me curly fries if we go to Dennys.


    11.Do you believe in second chances?
    Yeah.
    But I give to many away.


    12.Why did you cry last?
    Can't remember.

    13.When was the last time you smiled?
    Today. I opened the door and saw Darcey. I was like ZOMG!


    14.Have you had more than one bf/gf in the past year?
    Yes.


    15.Have you ever got in a car with people you just met?
    Probably.

    16.What annoys you the most?
    People sitting in the middle of my couch. That's my seat.


    17.Would you take someone back if they cheated on you?
    Depends on who it was.

    18.Have you ever been in trouble with the police?
    No.


    19.Have you ever worn pjs to school?
    Yes. They had monkeys on them.

    20.What song are you currently listening to?
    Something by panic at the disco. It's too far away I can't really tell.


    21.Do you swear at your parents?
    Nope.

    22.Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
    A few people yes.


    23.What is the nicest txt in your inbox?
    Something that says I love you. Or have tea with me after school.

    24.Have you ever had an allergic reaction to anything?
    Hair dye. Rash on my neck. =[


    25.Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
    Yes.


    26.Have you ever thrown up because of alcohol?
    Lol. Yeah.


    27.Have you kissed anyone in your top friends?
    Yup. A few of them.


    28.How many people have you liked?
    Have I liked? In my whole life? A shit load.


    29.What time did you go to bed last night?
    Like 11 or something.

    30.What time were you up this morning?
    Too early.

    31.Have you met someone who has changed your life?
    Yup. He knows who he is.

    32.List all your contacts under 'A' in your phone.
    Abi
    Alex
    Amber
    Angela
    Anita
    Anton
    Ariana



    33.Have you ever had a rumour spread about you?
    Yup. Something about naked pictures.


    34.Are you keeping a secret from the world that could destroy a friendship?
    Possibly. I don't know.


    35.Have you ever betrayed a friend?
    Yeah.

    36.Have you ever been grounded? What for?
    Lol. Yeah. Not going into details.


    37.What means the most to you in the whole entire world?
    Um.


    38.Will you have a bf/gf in two months time?
    Hopefully.

    39.Have you ever smoked a cigarette?
    Yes.

    40.Have you ever been caught 'doing something?'
    Lol. Nearly.

    41.Do you think alot of people think bad things about you?
    Hope not.


    42.Have you ever snuck out?
    Nope.


    43.Have you ever dated someone twice?
    Yes.


    44.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
    Karen

    45.Name something really bad that happened last year.
    Jc went to Napier!


    46.Is this year going to be a good one?
    Yup.

    0 Comments 94 days

  • Lol. Another one.

    When was your last cigarette?
    Um. A while ago. No actually it was like 6 weeks ago.

    Is anyone ignoring you right now?
    I think so. Silly joseph.

    Do you have a best friend?
    Yup.

    Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
    Lol. School camp.

    Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
    Present currently.

    How long does it take you in the shower?
    20 minutes. Any longer and the water goes cold.

    What movie do you want to see right now?
    Orphan.

    How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
    Lately it's only been like 4.

    What do you wear to sleep?
    Depends. Normally just go to bed fully clothed.

    Are you easy to get along with?
    Yeah.

    What is your favorite time of day?
    Mid afternoon. Just before school ends.

    What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
    Vanillia Cola.

    Are you mad at anyone?
    A little.

    What are you listening to?
    The game joseph is playing and whatever crap samuel is listening to.

    What was the highlight of your day?
    Nothing so far.

    Last place you went to?
    Movies.

    Kissed anyone with the name starting with an A, D, C, or J?
    D and J.

    When was the last time you were sick?
    A while ago.

    Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
    Kinda.

    Do people ever mistake you for being a different race?
    Not that I know of.

    Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
    I have my beauty spot pierced.

    Does a kiss make you feel better?
    Nope.

    Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
    Lol. No.

    When was the last time you kissed someone with a facial piercing?
    Sometime when I was drunk a while ago.

    Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
    Before. Who gets it thenstarts the water? That's just silly.

    What did you do today?
    Very little.

    Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/ girlfriends at the same time?
    No.

    Have you ever thought about your death?
    Yup.

    Ever been in love?
    Very much.

    Would you rather be in a relationship or play the field?
    Meh.

    Do you know how to use chop sticks?
    No.

    When will your next kiss take place?
    When I leave.

    Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
    Jay jays.

    Are you usually a happy person?
    Yeah.

    Are you happy right now?
    Too tired to be happy.

    Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
    Closed.

    Do you get cranky when you're hungry?
    Yes.

    What eye color on the opposite sex do you like the most?
    Meh.

    Where will you be tomorrow at this time?
    At home. Maybe. Heh.

    When was the last time you wore black pants?
    I was going to say i'm wearing some now but they are red today. Friday.

    Do you hope your children are like you one day?
    Maybe.

    Do you want to see someone this very minute?
    Yes.

    Do you want to get married?
    Yeah.

    Do you have a best friend that is a girl?
    Yup.

    Who was the last person you texted?
    Daniel. Via someone elses phone.

    Has someone told you that they liked/loved you in the past week?
    Kinda.

    What's something you need to do?
    Stuff.

    Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
    Yeah. Wouldn't like it very much though.

    Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
    Yup.

    What are you planning on doing after this?
    No idea.

    What's more important to you, good grades or having fun?
    Fun. ^.^

    What do you get complimented on the most?
    My boobs. Generally cause it's a conversation about the girls in my group and who has the nicest boobs.

    Name three people you tell everything to?
    Currently: Amber. Tish. And myself. :)

    0 Comments 100 days

close Relationship Preferences


Relationship Prefrence
Would you rather have a fun fling or a lasting relationship? :
Lasting Relationship.
What was your longest relationship? :
22 Months. A week off that to be exact.
What is your favorite personality trait? :
Loving. <3
What is the most romantic thing a significant other could do? :
Randomly buy a rose when you're walking through the mall with him.
When you are dating someone, what is the most important thing to you? :
Trust.
Do you like pet names (ex: baby, sweetheart...)? :
Yeah.
What is your ideal night out with a significant other? :
Nice dinner and a movie.
What is your ideal night in with a significant other? :
Nice dinner and a movie curled up on a couch with a blanket.
Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it? :
No. That is one of the most horrible things you could do.
Do you like relationships that invovle serious commitments? :
Yeah.
If you ever got engaged, how would you want it to happen? :
In whatever way he thought was right.
If you were engaged, would you want a wedding as soon as possible? :
No. I'm willing to wait.
Do you like to talk about the future when in a serious relationship? :
If it's serious.
Do you prefer a sensitive open relationship or a strong silent type? :
Bit of both. So long as he can actually tell me stuff.
When in a relationship do you have to have contact with your partner on a daily basis? :
Kinda. Trying to be better.
Do you like public displays of affection? :
Little ones.
Is there anything you won't tolerate while in a relationship? :
More attention to hobbies than me. It makes me feel like crap.
What is one thing that you value most in a relationship? :
Trust.
Would you ever be able to handle a long-distance situation? :
Maybe.
Do you believe in moving in together before engagement or marriage? :
Yeah.
Relationship Prefence.....

close About Me

[x] Name: Judith
[x] Birthplace: Christchurch
[x] Current Location: My House
[x] Eye Color: Blue
[x] Hair Color: Black/Brown. Red. Purpleish. Brownish/Redish
[x] Righty or Lefty: Lefty
[x] Zodiac Sign: Leo/Vrigo
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or coke: Coke.
[x] McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
[x] Single or group dates: Single.
[x] Adidas or Nike: Converse. ^.^
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: Vanillia
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee
-----------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: Nope. Socially sometimes.
[x] Take a shower: Yes.
[x] Have a crush(es): Boyfriend.
[x] Who are they: Joseph.
[x] Do you think you have been in love?: Yes.
[x] Want to go to HIGHER college: Yup.
[x] Like high school: Meh. It\'s ok.
[x] Want to get married: Id like to.
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: Yup.
[x] Believe in yourself: A little.
[x] Get motion sickness: Yup.
[x] Think you are a health freak: Not in the slightest.
[x] Get along with your parents: Yeah.
[x] Play an instrument: Wish I could play the bass.
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: Yup.
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: Lol. Probably.
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Yeah.
[x] Cried during a Movie?: A few times.
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: Lol. Ash from pokemon.
[x] Had an imaginary friend: Yeah.
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: Nope.
[x] Been caught "doing something": Lol. Nearly.
[x] Been called a tease: No.
[x] Been in a fight: No.
[x] Shoplifted: No.
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of BOYfriends / GIRLfriends you have had: 3
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: 2.
[x] Number of CDs that I own: I\'m not counting my cds.
[x] Number of tattoos: Nil.
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: Danno.
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: Enough.
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: A litlle.
[x] Your friends: More than life itself.
[x] Santa Claus: Totally.
[x] Tooth Fairy: Nope.
[x] Destiny/Fate: Yeah.
[x] Angels: No.
[x] Ghosts: No. More spirits. Completely different.
[x] UFO s: No.
[x] God: No.
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: Yup. Wouldn\'t mind it.
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: Yes.
[x] Do you like anyone?: Yes.
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Georgia.
[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Um. Tish?
[x] Are you close to any family member?: Yeah.
[x] Who do you hang around the most?: Darcey. Nicole. Cadi.
[x] When have you cried the most: When stuff happened.
[x] Whats the best feeling in the world?: Love.
[x] Worst Feeling?: Love.
---------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: Nope. Yay!
[x] Worn jeans: Yes.
[x] Met someone: No.
[x] Drove a car: No.
[x] Talked on the phone: No.
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: Greeny-Brown.
[x] Best hair color: Brown.
[x] Short or long hair: Shortish longish
[x] Best height: Taller than me.
[x] Best weight: Meh.
[x] Best first date location: Meh

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  • PancakeForest
    luv PancakeForest

    I can't believe HE was at your house. Hope he was a good guest!

    He's changed eh? Not the guy I remember, but then again, I'm not-so-much the girl I remember myself being back then either. It was like, 6, years ago!!!

    The stars of fate must really want me to be clinically normal if they allow him to be such a jerk lmao!

    How are you babes?
    How's life etc etc?
    Gotta catch up, will be in Christchurch this weekend, Just gonna be doing my thing ;) (Scattering Opa's ashes actually :( )

    Get back to me :D

    Lot's of love,

    Ant xxx

    5 weeks ago
  • Peter Pan
    Peter Pan

    i forgot :( but im sure it was funny lol

    6 weeks ago
  • Peter Pan
    luv Peter Pan

    hae sexy:P

    guess what..... no im not goin to tell you i said to guesss

    sooooo im waitin lol

    6 weeks ago
  • Georgiaa.
    luv Georgiaa.

    Sounds goooood!!

    teehee

    last love!!

    xx

    10 weeks ago
  • Georgiaa.
    luv Georgiaa.

    Yes please!!


    and I'm free next sunday too!!!

    :))

    xx

    10 weeks ago
  • Georgiaa.
    luv Georgiaa.

    that sounds good. :)


    xx

    11 weeks ago
  • Georgiaa.
    luv Georgiaa.

    omg I'm soooooo sorry but mum said I can't coz it's father's day so we have to go to Leithfield Beach for the day :(

    I dun wanna go... starbucks sounds better...

    I dun wanna go but I has no choice :( :( :(

    sorry

    xx

    11 weeks ago
  • Georgiaa.
    luv Georgiaa.

    alright eh...

    omg yes.

    that's sounds awesome...

    Lol.

    xx

    11 weeks ago
  • Georgiaa.
    luv Georgiaa.

    Gahhhhh!!!!!

    *ish shocked and jumps 10 feet in the air*

    :P

    teehee

    Lol.

    xx

    12 weeks ago
  • Jadey Pops.
    luv Jadey Pops.

    hey

    sorry i dident cum or txt u i wasent feeling to good aye did u have a gud nite anyways and happy birthday for today 19 rite

    love jadey xoxoxoxox

    13 weeks ago
  • Samuel Keen
    luv Samuel Keen

    Thanks,I hope your party is going good.

    13 weeks ago
  • luv JayJay

    You should meet us in town on Thursday. Goin with Emma, her mate Cheese and Ariana from work. They're taking me to cruise for my very first time!!! Lol

    13 weeks ago
  • JayJay

    woop woop! Very exciting! I shal book sum leave lol

    14 weeks ago via Mobile
  • JayJay

    awww! Im doing brioneys shift!!! I cant cme. We'l drink another tym. Im bak at hme with the motha, my so called m8s pakd up and fukt off and expectd me 2 do the same without any notice. If u c the bitch, abuse her lol

    14 weeks ago via Mobile
  • JayJay

    okie dokie. Its in september aye. So i can book leave lol. Hear bak bowt the job???

    14 weeks ago via Mobile
  • luv JayJay

    so whose coming to this party? Is it byo as wel??? Lemme no lol

    14 weeks ago via Mobile
  • Nikkiee
    Nikkiee

    and i'll swim the ocean for youu

    miss you :(

    14 weeks ago
  • Lana Banana
    luv Lana Banana

    love back

    15 weeks ago
  • Nikkiee
    Nikkiee

    aww that sucks :(
    you still with joseph yeah?
    xo

    15 weeks ago
  • PancakeForest
    PancakeForest

    That happens to be a secret, Judith my love!! ;)

    15 weeks ago