Death is only a footstep away

Death is only a footstep away.
Feels like eternal pain.
Cant figure out who I am.
Drift away to a forgotten land.
Its where I belong,
To sing my sad song.
My heart is heavy with sorrows
cant let them go.
Stranded in this nightmare,
but I dont really care.
Death is only a footstep away.
Theres nothing left for me to say.
Im dying anyway.
Shadows closing in around me.
Waiting for all to cease.
lying in this painful peace.
Death is only a footstep away

Your love is an illness of the heart

Your love is an illness of the heart.
I never loved you anyway.
there is no cure for my pain.
the pain youve caused me.
youve crashed this dream.
youve brought me to a place where no one sleeps.
you burn me to ashes but my heart you keep.
your love is an illness of the heart.
it stays inside me ripping me apart.
you were there but I couldnt see.
you'll never open up, your a door with no key.
I'll always be your Broken winged angel.
you weren't there to fix me when I fell.
I try to run away from you without the fear of dying.
but every path leads to you and I cant stop crying
"your love is an illness of my heart"


Foresaken

Why should I listen to your unwilling calls.
your tormenting heartbeat pounding hope till it falls.
so come to me and save my place in heaven.
and lift me up that high again.
among the ashes my burning lies,
for every lie a soul will die.
whispered voices in my head.
I shall choose among the dead.
angels cry for my soul to divide.
before my eyes the spirits hide.
I'll fear for all eternity,
that I'll give in for purgatory.
before my end shall I lie.
fall to foresaken lands to die.


Eternity (sing to tune of "My Immortal by Evanescence.....on my flash)

your not broken in my mind
you are still here
for all of these years
and my heart is beating
for your eternal love and light
and you shall hear again tonight
the painful words from my heart
as I follow my dreams
but you awaken me
its just too much for my soul to take
your here and give my heart all that it needs
your here and love me as I sleep
but you seem like a distraction to me
but Ill love you for
eternity
you seem to confiscate my
only way out of this life
and now Im in this imaginary mind
you haunt my dreams
my once pleasent thoughts
your voice is in my head
and it wont leave me alone
these words wont go away
as I follow my dreams
its just to much for my soul to take
your here and give my heart all that it needs
your here and love me as I sleep
but you seem like a distraction to me
but Ill love you for
eternity


Imagination

i'm all alone
all the voices are gone
replaced with scary images
is it my imagination?
all the scary faces
hiding in frightning places
just once in my life
I'd like to feel free
from this demented world
cause I dont want any more
when it all comes crashing down
I cant go cry now
am I free to open my eyes?
afraid of what I'll see
I think its my imagination
playing images to me like a song


Screaming (sing to tune of "Going Under" by Evanescence)

now you can see me and here my clear words
all the blinding tears Ive cried
Ive bled for your secrets kept deep in your mind
and you still dont love me
dont want your endless time, not my way out
you torment my thoughts and you kill all my words
you crash all my dreams but they free fall
Im screaming again
your calling again
calling to me
Ill hear you forever
I must silence this
your calling again
blurring the visions of you from my eyes
but your voice still lingers in my mind
breaking my heart but Im not feeling it
but I cant feel myself anymore
Im screaming again
your calling again
calling to me
Ill hear you forever
I must silence this
your calling again
Im the victim here
Im not listening any more
I wont be silenced again
Ive got to feel
I cant keep screaming i

WITHIN TEMPTATION's video for the song "Frozen" has been posted at YouTube. According to a posting on the group's web site, the clip's storyline is based on events that take place at the turn of the 20th century, dealing with a pretty heavy subject: violence and abuse within a family.

Commented the band: "We decided to raise this subject because it is still a very shocking issue in our society today. It is a subject that we feel is not discussed in public enough. The victims of abuse suffer their whole life and the dark figure of abuse is extremely high, for the reason that in the majority of the cases it happens within the very close family circle. The victims sometimes feel guilty when they would accuse a close relative and fear revenge as they were obviously threatened by the abuser.

"When you become a parent you are more aware of this subject because if you think for one second it could happen to your child, you start losing your mind.

"Abuse exists in many forms, for example sexual abuse or violence. It's not easy to discuss this subject, as we realized when we wrote the song and then again when we finalized the video.

"At the time our video for 'Frozen' plays, it would have been almost impossible for the mother to get help for her child and herself, therefore she decided to poison her husband. This is of course not what we want to suggest to anyone.

"Today there are organizations that help abused children and mothers. Still, it's a tough decision for someone who is abused to overcome his fear and ask for help. But we would like to encourage people who are being abused to seek for outside help and we would like to encourage people who see evidence of abuse not to remain silent. Abuse is only to stop when you decide to talk about it.

"There are telephone help lines where you don't have to reveal your identity and you still get help. We have decided to support one of these organizations by donating the income we receive from our record company Sony/BMG for the 'Frozen' single.

[RICH KID]
[ ] You go tanning.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You own something from coach
[ ] You own something from chanel
[ ] You own something from juicy couture
[ ] You own something from louis vuitton
[x] You love/like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[ ] you love Starbucks.
[ ] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes
[ ] You hated buying things that are on sale
[ ] You have more than one house
Total: 3

[GOTHIC]
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[x] You wear chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[ ] Youve shopped at Hot Topic.
[x] You have worn black lipstick.
[ ] Your hair was/is dark.
[x] You HATE preps.
[x] You have/want piercings.
Total: 7

[PUNK]
[x] You can skateboard.
[ ] You wear plaid.
[x] You like Converse.
[x] You hate MTV.
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[x] You love/like skater girls/boys.
[x] You dislike pink.
[x] You hate preps.
[x] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.
Total: 8

[GEEK]
[x] You love the computer.
[x] You like Star Wars.
[ ] You get straight A's.
[x] You love/like reading.
[ ] You were/are in band.
[ ] You have a curfew.
[x] You always do your homework.
[x] You never miss school unless your sick.
Total: 5

[EMO]
[x] You are depressed sometimes.
[ ] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[x] You like the band Thursday.
[ ] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music.
[x] You hate being called emo.
[x] You keep a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem
[x] You have/had a sad MySpace layout.
[x] you think emo kids are hot
Total: 8

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You are in a gang.
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[ ] You swear a lot.
[ ] You have had a freestyle battle. (XD)
[ ] You have worn converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 0

[HARDCORE]
[x] You like loud music
[ ] You love the Ninja Turtles
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[x] You wear/wore slip-on shoes.
[x]You love Norma Jean.
[x]You wear band t-shirts.
[ ]you love to "hardcore" dance
[x] Your hair has/will been/be dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear blue jeans.
Total: 6

[PREP]
[ ] You loved The OC
[ ] You have/want a tiny/medium sized dog.
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of bright colors.
[ ] You like buying shoes
[ ] You shop at AE, HOLLISTER, A&F.ETC.AERO..
[x] You love/like to shop.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] You like Paris Hilton
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[ ] you wear big sunglasses.
Total: 2

[Athletic]
[ ] You watch the Super Bowl.
[ ] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.
[ ]You collect your jerseys.
[ ]you have/had had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[ ]You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[ ]Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[ ]You belong/belonged to a school team.
[ ]You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[ ]You have/had a specific number preferred for your jersey.
Total: 0

Which one has the most Xs