me n gary 6 months yesturday. was amazing, i went into work and then a lady came in with a huge bunch of gorgeous flowers! for me! gary had them sent to my work with me non the wiser. then he took me for a lovley romantic meal. just the 2 of us, it was amazing! and then we went to play pool where he kicked my ass haha.

sleeping round his tonight, and i think i have found my guy. i love gary so much and hes made it clear he loves me 2. we are so happy. yes we have had our ups and downs but now its been all ups! he treats me like a princess! hes the one guy to treat my properly.

i <3 gary toms

isn't it amazing how things change so fast. people coming out the woodwork. sometimes life hurts, sometimes you have a good day. latly i have seen more bad then good days

this is the day to turn my life around.

life is a game to me. before i was 2 moves ahead of everyone but yet i seem to have taking 10 steps back. i need to get back on the ball. for my life seems to be endless of hurt and pain. i have the most amazing people around me but i dnt seem to see it some days. i have been really hurt reasontly, but now im healing and i have stopped picking at the scars. life isnt all about revenge. the one thing i will so tho is.. people who cross my path will pay. people who pushed me around and treated me like shit, your time will come. maybe tomorrow it maybe in months. either way i will teach them a lesson. or maybe i wont.. i do have loved ones around me.. and they want to teach those people a lesson. love hurts.. so does life.. they will hurt like i did. they will feel the pain they once inflicted upon me. lifes a bitch, but so am i.