Today I sat thinking about you..
And all the things I miss about you..
About us..
About what use to be..

I miss your smile
I miss holding your hand
I miss your arms around me holding me close to you..
Close enough to hear your heartbeat..
I miss your kisses..

And I miss your hugs..
I miss your blue eyes, and the way you looked at me..
I miss your voice..
I miss hearing you say that you love me..

Yea Today I sat thinking about you..
And all the things I miss about you.
About us.. About the way things used to be..
Yea baby I miss you..

I miss feeling your lips on mine..
I miss hearing you sing your favorite songs..
I miss riding around with you..
But most of all I miss you

You know when your in love..
When you can talk on the phone for hours on end and never get bored..
When you can say "I Love You" and truely mean it..
When a kiss isnt just a kiss..
When hanging out is more then seeing each other..
When you tell him hes your life and mean it..
When you cry at all the cutest things he says..
When he can make fun of you and you pretend to me mad soo be stops..
When you promise him everything you can..
When he thinks your the most amazing girl in the world..
When your the only one he calls beautiful..
When you can cuddle for hours and never want to stop..
When you can fall asleep on his shoulders and hes lets you sleep..
When saying goodbye means not seeing each other for another week...

Sometimes, I just miss that boy.
The one who held my hand walking down the street.
Who's arms I laid in & never wanted to go away.
The one who I talked to for hours & told pointless stories to.
The one who knew evertying about me & still liked me anyway.
The one who knew exactly what I was saying even if I didn't.
The one who helped me when I had no clue what to do.
The one who showed me what love was & what it was like to need someone there.
The one that could only make me cry & hurt me like no other guy could.
Those eyes that said everything, that sense of sarcasm that was always there.
The way even he couldn't stop from falling in love.
That even though we fought constantly & couldnt stand each other, we couldn't leave each other's side.
Somthing is still there;
Somthing that never left me the day he broke my heart in two.
Somthing like your first love that wasn't ready to end.
Somthing that makes your stomach flip at the brush of a hand or arm.
Somthing that makes it so much harder to know that he's not yours anymore, but hers.
Somthing that makes you want to hide away & cry all those tears.
Because suddenly all those memories come back & it almost hurts worse to know that it's all out of control.
And you just miss everything about that boy that isnt ever coming back.