i say the work TBH way tooo many times (Y)
i have no particular style, if i like something and it fits i will wear it. so don't label me.
do you think i like what i look like? do you think i care what people say? do you think i care what people think of me? do you think i get paranoid about the easiest of things?
YES. im so insicure about myself, the way i look the way i come across to people, and care what they think of me. i try to be myself and to love myself. it just does'nt work. it isn't me. i don't like being all me me me. i think of others way before myself.
know what? even if the most beautiful guy in the world told me i was pretty, do you really think i would believe him? of course not. nobody can change the way i feel about myself nobody. you all may look at my pictures and think wow, shes pretty / beautiful. but mayte if you saw me in the town or on the street you wouldn't even look at me twice, let alone look at me in the first fckin place. but thanx to those who think i am : )
i wish i had the figure to wear sexy clothes and lush bikinis. but i don't and yeah you may say but there's nothing wrong with you. take a look again hunni and look at reality my belly is a podge and i have fat legs okay? so don't go saying my figure is nice when clearly it isn't.(Y)
but its not going to change the fact that i love my life - friends like sarah&catrin who are always there for me-x have ausome family, yeah we have our ups and downs but what family doesnt hmm? the phone,IPOD,night out,night in,make-up, FHI's, extensions,tunes.... Yeah see i do have a pretty good damn life (L)

describe:
the shoes you wore today: ugg boots
your eyes: blue (:
your hair: atm /. . . blonde (: NOT ginger!
you height: 5'8.5"
your fears: losing someone close

what is:
your most overused phrase on msn: initttt, lol, paaa (:
your thoughts first waking up: Is it sunny?
the first feature you notice in the opposite : um.. i duno eyes
your most missed memory: army trip, met sum reli osum ppl!!

you prefer:
pepsi or coke: coke has 2 be diet (Y)
mcdonald's or burger king: mcdonalds =]
single or group dates: dont really mind i dont go on dates really!
adidas or nike: asics ha but adidas
chocolate or vanilla icecream: both

do you:
smoke: nopee
have any crushes?: ah huh!
who are they: sam tan
want to go to college: nopee 6th form .
want to get married: someday!?
get motion sickness: wots that ?
think you're a health freak: urm . . can be haaa
get along with your parents/guardian: now and again
like thunderstorms: um.. no!

have you ever:
missed school because it was raining?: i dnt think it was cos it was raining
told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Yeh =S how fucking awkward
cried during a movie?: nopee! not that lame!
thought an animated character was hot?: um.. nope!
had an imaginary friend?: haa loads (Y)
cut your own hair?: sooo many times
had a crush on a teacher?: haaa yh haaaaa
shoplifted?: um... nope

the future:
age you hope to be married: 24-28
numbers of children: 2/3
descibe your dream wedding: um all eyes on me! paaa jokes
how do you want to die?: in ma sleep
what do you want to be when you grow up?: fire fighter .
what country would you most like to visit?: austrailia

number of:
people I could trust with my life: hopefully loads
CDs that I own: haaa like loads!!
piercings: 3 (:
tattoos: cannot wait maaan!
times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: a few times
scars on my body: alot . .painful 1nz
things in my past that i regret: being such a dick to people!

favorites:
fav colour(s): pink
day/night: botj
summer/winter: SUMMER. bikinis parties beach ahahahahahah love it
lace or satin: um... lace
fave food: um... im really fussy!!
fave sport: netball

right now:
wearing: topshop jeans 2 vest tops river isand underwear from primark
drinking: nothing
eating: notharn
thinking: bout the txt i jus ad :S
listening to: all i ever wanted -basshunter

in the last 24 hrs:
cried: nopee
worn jeans: aiii!
met someone new online: yerp
done laundry: haa nope
drove a car: no.

do you believe in:
your friends: yes
santa claus: course i do
tooth fairy: haaa um indeed i do
destiny/fate: id like 2!
ghosts: i really dont know!
UFO's: :|haaaa um no!
God: No
heaven: No
Hell: No
reincarnation: no

friends and life:
do you ever wish you had another name?: Yes !! but mines not 2 bad
do you have a friend/boyfriend?: i have a friend yes :] not a boyfriend though.
do you like anyone?: Yeahh
which of your friends acts the most like you?: I think its my sister
are you close to any family member?: yh sophs
what's the best feeling in the world?: Being loved
what time is it now?: 12:27

remind me of all those good memories we've had together..x if ive known you forever... or a cuple of months..x

Any memory wil do =]..x