I wish to feel smaller
Under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
Every time you speak.
I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
As I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep...

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after
Isn't enough
And I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And I wish to feel smaller under your hands,
Though you seem satisfied as you slip mine
Down your pants.
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
As you lift up my shirt after asking politely.

And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be
Cuz it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy.
I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up.
But I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And it's hard to find
What I want
When it's buried beneath the biggest rock.
I could pay lots of money
To help lift it with machines
But I'm not sure you'd cooperate.
Not sure you'd come clean.

And I wish to feel smaller
Under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
Every time you speak.
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
As I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep.

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans.
Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough
And I swear I'm going to cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

Yeah, I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

Is gonna tear mine away

well i'm verry bored atm and i just finished doing doms questions so i will spend some of my lazy monday writeing some questions! So that you also spend you time in which you have nothing better to do ansering my questions! and they will beet doms questions! even though i may steal some of his

which smiley is the best?

will you bunjee jump into an erupting volcano with me?

I think Emma (thats me ) is just like __________

what is the best line in a song and why?

what song reminds you most of me and why?

men are ____________

where do you see our freindship in 20 years?

the worst thing about emma is __________

i've been running around i've been looking down and all i see ________

the world without music would be ___________

how long without music would you go to save my life?

if i wasnt called emma what name would suit me?

what place most reminds you of me?

what would you want your last words to me ever to be?

use somebody, someone like _________

any gusses of what song i am listerning to over and over atm?

what type of music reminds you of me most?

look normal and be sensibal or be a FOOL and go crazy?

i would ____________with Mr Llama

speak, hear, or see?

what do you think you mean to me?

best place to have a party?

tv or computer?

emma is....

thanks for your time!

they is in no order and i know i've written diffrent amounts for diffrent people but that dunt mean i love ya any less i written sometimes like a sentance for some people but they are still amazingly cool and again it dunt mean i love ya any less i forgot teh put ya in please say

Paige
Paige is proper amazing!! duno what i'd do without her! she's always there to talk to when i need her! i dont think i could tell loads of ppl i've known 4 years what i tell her! she's easy to talk to!
and i realy like trying to help her with her problems, she always makes me feel worthfull... is worthfull even a word? well now it is! its the oppisite of worthless! see paige is soo amazing she makes me make new words like worthfull and mazin! cos she is better than amazing to me so i had to i wanted to make up a new word... well its amazing without the a and g... which is even better than amazing! and you are more beautifull than me! love you loads paige!!!

Emzz
She is uberly amazing tbh! I duno what i'd do with out her she's awosome and really really brillant at sorting out stuffs for me she's like an uberely amazing big sister (even though she's younger than me ) I can never thank her enough for helping me with my worrying matters
I love you loads and thanks u for everything u've helped me with!!

Laura
Laura is my magical Unicorn YAY! she is crazy and truey awsome! probably one of the kindest peoples in the world! love you lots ans lots! ♥

Channie
Channie is awesome tbh She's like the only person I've ever been able to talk to out loud about my worries even tho we dont agree on everything we have some crazy times together! I know i can get annoying and ima sorry but i truely love ya and miss our crazy times on our holy grass and our depressing times by our emo tree and of course our geeky times in the library!!
Long live the landing crew ♥


sofa
sofa is just awosome tbh! we has some good times at the park and on the halfpipe! and it has got 2 be said that i loves this preepy kid and we have now desided she is actually 15 on the 1st of august not 13 shhhh they dunt know the truth so we will nt tell them....
gota be my bestest mate in the village (you preppy ) in my stowey gang (bang)
miss u loads


Bonnie
gota love this crazzy kid we have one cool handshake coz we is just well cool you see! you know its true!!! she is like a little sister tbh! she also comes 2 the park with us cos we is just sooo cool she is also in my stowey gang (bang)


Alice. k
Alice is a crazy, crazy peorson! who is tall! She is awosome tbh and theres no one like her anywhere in the world! shes also really nice She also shares my hate for anime and manga and she will tell me!
she still hasnt told me
any ways... she is one smexy people tbh we have some crazy times together! we are the masters of picnics with our moving picnics and bus picnic! park picnic and many other picnics which somehow must involve moving! we like bitching about bitchy people and annoying georgie (dannn!)
She basicaly lives at my house and is my ALICE every one needs an alice there like sidekiks but cooler and more usefull
We also will start a buisness togetherr! MAD HATTERS FTW!
xxxxxxxxxxxxx
ly♥


Dan.k
Milk boy- aka drummer boy- aka little dan!
Dan is one skilled drummer! he is also very fond of milk! No one is yet to understand the reason for thiss strangee boy's obsesson with such a drink!
any way dan's an amazing kid tbh! he likes to fall asleep at partys ^^ bless!!


Emily!
Emily is a brillant nice kind coool funny sweet peorson who's always there for