I do not know what to do.
I've been spending most of my time in the past two-three weeks thinking about what I should do, like seriously, basically all the time, I can't go a whole lesson without thinking of it. Honest to Buddha do not have a clue on what to do! it's messing my head up and ruining my school work, I can't concentrate on anything and it's going to start to show soon, and my grades are bad enough as it is!
I've become even more paranoid than I was before and it's tearing me up, for the first time in like three years I have cried in school, over the most pathetic matter, that's how bad this is coming to, I really need some help. I'm getting mixed signals from him and I can't read them. And my friends are totally confusing me, however much i love them, so they really know what I'm going through? They keep telling me 'oh he wants you' or 'most people act shy to the person they like' and stuff like that, but does the person ignore you when they've obviously seen you? Do they not start conversations first? because it's seeming like he's avoiding me and doesn't care.
But it's not his fault is it? But it's kind of obvious and I hope that he'll see soon and put me out of my misery, because i really don't know if i can handle this any more. I've become a moody, antisocial twat as of lately, and that's just not me! I can bearly hold a conversation without mentioning his name, and thinking about him. I know my friends are starting to get annoyed now.
But, i don't know what to do or think.

Any help?

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This actually makes my blood boil.
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-Live in Japan for at least a year.
-Learn Japanese
-Convert to Buddhism
-Have my own fashion label
-Model
-Have a photograph I've taken in a museum
-Be someones inspiration
-Get dreadlocks
-Dye my hair every colour of the rainbow
-Own a dog
-Paint mine and Dulcies hippy bus
-Hold a rave
-Make a music video
-Be in a film
-Touch Synyster Gates
-See Miyavi Live
-Complete reading Nana without killing myself
-Watch over 100 anime series. Fully.
-Grow my hair to my waist.