my dad.
LET DOWNS
this girl....
being uncertian
climate change (nones doing much about it)
this fucking weather
POSERS
people who say they know me or have met me and they don't/havent
this guy called Rob who is stalking me
THOSE BIG FUCKING GLASSES THAT EVERYONE WEARS & THEY AREN'T EVEN PROPPER GLASSES YUCK !, too add onto the glasses part i joshua says "THERE NOT EVEN FUCKING PERSCRIPTION YOU DICKHEADS"

WHICH ONEZ YOU ?

i stole this from a fat bitch named Bonnie Raynes & i really don't give a fuck

1. you are super amazing & adorable. i love you with all my heart. you're the only person who knows everything about me & the first day you kissed me i just couldn't believe what was happening. i hate fighting with you & i feel thats mainly my fault because i hate life when you're not around. you make my heart beat so fast. & you're the only boy who makes me feel special & i want to love you forever okie? just take care of yourself & NEVER change because that would be horrible.

2. we don't talk as much as we used to & that hurts me. i just hope you are happy with your lifee & everythings going good for you. i miss you so much & i think about you EVERYDAY. it sucks how i havent seen you in 3 yrs. you are my sunshine & you lit up my life. you were there when i needed you most & you never went away. i miss you.

3. you are one of the nicest people i know & i think you are amazing. you're bracelet makes me smile (: real big & you have really prettty eyes. i think its stupid how people judge you though (aka Bonnie) when they don't even know you. i know i'll always be your friend because you've never hurt me once. chin up , you're beautiful.

4. i'll NEVER forgive what you did to me. it makes me sick that we're related im glad you're in new zealand & mom knows all about you now. i just hope you learn to treat women with respect. but hey, we have some good memories & i'll never forget those good times. i just wish you never did what you did & i can't say i miss you at all.

5. oneday, you'll get what you deserve. you shouldn't use your friends just for their gossip, you really need to grow up & find out what you want in life instead of being so stupid & naieve. i know people who don't like you & they REALLY don't like you & if you're reading this , this isn't a threat. i can't say you were much of a friend you didnt do much for me.

6. you are so halarious. with all you're 4chan jokes & what not. when i first met you i admit, i didn't really know much abaout you but now i know you better, i think you're a really mad person. you make me laugh so much & i love it (:.

7. when i started TAFE, i didnt expect to make many friends , or good friends at that; but than there was you ! i never thought we'd have so much in common. i loved seeing you in class & just sitting there, drawing in our work books. & you are always there for me its so lovely. i just hope i do the same for you. i think you are beautiful & i adore our friendship ;D you are so cute & skinny. i'll always be here for you no matter what.

8. i was so shocked when i heard about the accident. i just sat silent & stared into space. its so weird. i never thought i'd say goodbye to one of my bestest friends in the whole universe. i miss you so much. you didn't deserve to die... i miss you so much you were my rock & you made me smile : DDDDDD i'll never forget you.

9. you're like one of the only people who really talks to me from NZ. you give me really good advice & i appreicite it. i agree with pretty much everything you say; i miss your hugs & piggy backs. you made me feel like a little kid lol. except we got drunk together & talked about life. i miss you heaps. i hope you never change who you are.

10. i only have a few things to say about you & you probably won't even realize im writeing about you. it will be wonderful to see you at TAFE i miss you & you're queer sense of houmour. you're my scissor sister forever. theres nothing serious i can say about you except i know you'll always be here & we will be friends for a very long time. i hope you never change because you are amazing the way you are. & i think you are chronically halrious. :]

i don't give a fuck what you think & i'm pretty sure the only people who don't like me is you and your so called "hardcore" friends. and i don't care if you're reading this now and i don't care if you want to smash my fucking face in but you should fucking grow up and mind your own bussiness. and Josh loves me more than anyone you don't know shit so say what you want you're nothing to me. so fuck off or if you wanna say something say it to my face because this shit isn't cool its weak.