I LOOK UP
AS A TEAR ROLLS SLOWLY
DOWN MY CHEEK
I THINK ABOUT BETTER DAYS
AND THEN WONER IF I WILL EVA
FEEL THAT WAY AGAIN
THEN U LOOK AT ME
WITH THE BROWN EYES I KNO SO WELL
ALWAYS SERIOUS, DEEP AND FULL OF LOVE
AS THO U ALWAYS KNO WHATS GOIN ON
BUT NOT 2DAY
NOT NOW
NOW U LOOK SO SCARED
LIKE FOR ONCE U DONT KNO THE ANSWER
I GAZE AT U
LOOKIN DEEP INTO THOSE BROWN EYES
HOPING TO UNDERSTAND
Y U SAID THOSE THINGS U SAID
I WONDER FOR A MOMMENT
IF THIS ALL A DREAM
IF I SHOULD WAKE IN THE MORNIN
AND BE RELIEVED
U LOOK AT ME
WITH A CONFUSION I HAVE NEVER SEEN
SLOWLY PULL ME TOWARDS U
AND WIPE THE TEARS FROM MY CHEEKS

I HATE THIS LIFE
THIS STUPID FUCKIN LIFE
I CAN CONTINUE ON
IM ON MY LAST STRND

I JUST CANT DEAL WITH THIS SHIT
EVERYBODY TRYNA HELP
BUT NOBODI FUCKIN GETS IS
THEY JUST MAIKIN SHIT WORSE

NOBODI FUCKIN GETS IT
I HATE LIFE
AND EVERYTHING ABOUT IT
NOBODU GETS AND NOBODI CARES

EVERI DAY THAT GOES BY
IT GETS WORSE AND WORSE
BUT DO THEY CARE
THEY JUST DONT SEEM TO UNDASTAND

THEY THINK THEY CAN FIX IT...ME
WELL NEWS FUCKIN FLASH BITCH
YOU CANT, NO MATTA WHAT U DO
THIS IS ALL MAKIN ME INSANE

ONE DAY THEY WILL MISS ME
THEY WILL NEVA SPEAK OR SEE ME
NEVA HEAR,NEVA NEA
IM SO CLOSE TO JUST SAYIN FUCK IT

THEY PUSHED ME 2 FAR
ONE DAY THIS WHOLE SHIT HOLE CALLED HOME
WILL NEVA BE ABLE TO REMEMBA ME
I WISH IT DIDNT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY

ITS NOT MY FAULT BUT IM FORCED
FORCED TO U DO THIS UNDOABLE CHOICE
TAKE THE FLIGHT TO MY DEATH
THEN I TAKE MY LAST BREATH

WATCHING YOU OVER THERE
WITH A WARMTH OF STARE
U LOOK BACK AT ME SO TENDERLY
EYES SO BEAUTIFUL
SO CALMIN SO SOOTHING
THEY MAKE ME MELT WITH EVERY GLANCE
NOTHIN COULD HAVE ME MORE ENHANCED
WATCHIN AS THE LIGHT FROM THE CANDLE
BOUNCES OFF YOUR CARAMEL SKIN
SO INTICING
I BEGIN TO SMILE
AS I THINK OF HOW ENVIOUS
THE LIGHT MUST BE
TRYIN AND TRYIN TO BE SOFTER,
BUT NEVA BEIN ABLE 2 ACHIEVE
THE SOFTNESS OF YOUR BEAUTY
MOVIN CLOSER WANTIN TO TOUCH U
BUT I REFRAIN
PROLONGIN MY PHYSICAL PLEASURE
SO I COULD MAHE LOVE WITH YUOR MENTAL
AND SEXUAL CONVERSATION
THAT LEAVES YOU WANTIN MORE AND MORE
TELLIN YOU THINGS
LIKE ITS U I ADORE
IS THIS A DREAM OR REALITY
I STEAL A KISS TO SEE
YOUR EAGER FOR MORE
BUT TAKE YOUR TIME WITH ME
NO NEED TO WORRY CUZ IM PATIENT
AND I CAN WAIT TO EXPLORE
SOONER OR LATA I WILL SHOW U
WHAT I HAVE IN STORE
WHEN THE DAY COMES
I WILL GRANT ALL YOUR WISHES
BUT UNTILL THEN
IM CONTENT WITH YOUR CARAMEL KISSES