You make me laugh
You make me smile
You make me wonder
Where you were all this time

I still rememeber the first day i saw
The second that our eyes connected
I knew then
What i know now

It hurts not being with you
It hurts not know what your thinking
hoping...
feeling...

I still rememeber the first day i saw
The second that our eyes connected
I knew then
What i know now

Maybe i should let go
But i cant bring myself to
I dont want to lose you
Stand by my side

I hold back the tears i wish to cry
I hold the screams that wish to rip free
I ignore the thoughts that play havoc with my mind
I wish i could go back...

I still rememeber the first day i saw
The second that our eyes connected
I knew then
What i know now...

Do you know what that is?

1) smoked - yes
2) consumed alcohol - Yeah
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex - Yes
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex - Yes
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex - ya
6) made out with someone of the same sex - yes
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex - Yea
watched porn - ma m8 was showing on her exs phone lol
9) bought porn - No
10) done drugs - nah
TOTAL: 8

11) taken pain killers - yea
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine - no
13) lied to your parents - yea
15) snuck out of the house - no
16) done something illegal - um...underage drinking lol
17) cut yourself - yea
1 hurt someone - yes
19) wished someone to die - No
20) seen someone die - Nope
TOTAL: 7

21) missed curfew - haha ya
22) stayed out all night - Yeah
23) eaten a carton of icecream by yourself - Yesh!
24) been to a therapist - yes
25) been to rehab - No
26) dyed your hair - nope
27) recieved a ticket - no
2 been in a crash - yes
29) been to a club - Yah
30) been to a bar - yes
TOTAL: 7

31) been to a wild party - Yeah
32) seen the Mardi Gras - no
34) had a spring break in Florida - i wish
35) sniffed anything - No
36) wore black nail polish - yes
37) wore arm bands - yup
3 worn t-shirts with band names -yep
39) listened to rap - yea
40) own a 50 cent cd - nah
TOTAL: 5

41) dressed gothic - yea
42) dressed prep - No
43) dressed punk - yup
44) dressed grunge - Yea
45) stole something - yea
46) been to drunk to remember anything - nope
47) blacked out - yup
4 fainted - yea
49) had a crush on your neighbor - nope
50) had someone sneak into your room -Yes
TOTAL: 7

51) snuck into some one else's room - Yes
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex - yea
53) been to a concert - Yes
54) dry humped someone - >.<
55) been called a slut - yea XD
56) called someone a slut - many times
57) installed speakers in your car - No
5 broke a mirror - yea
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house - yea
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush - Yups
TOTAL: 8

61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper - nope
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters - yea
63) cruised the mall - No
64) skipped school - yea
65) had an eating disorder - yea
66) had an injury - Many
67) gone to court - no
6 walked out of a resteraunt without paying - Nahh
69) caught something on fire - yea
70) lied about your age - yup
TOTAL: 6

71) owned an apartment - Nope, not yet
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend - No, I would never
73) cheated with someone - Nope
74) gotten in trouble with the police? - No
75) talked to a stranger - Indeed
76) hugged a stranger - Yeah
77) kissed a stranger - No
7 rode in the car with a stranger - Nopes
79) been sexually harrassed - Don't think so
80) been verbally harrassed - Lol, yahh
TOTAL: 3

81) met face to face with someone you met online - Yeah
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight - yea
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight -yup
84) watched tv for 12 hours straight - No
85) been to a fair - Yeah
86) been called a bad influence - Yups
87) cursed - Yes
8 prank called someone - Lol, yeah.
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex - Yes
90) cheated on a test - yea
TOTAL: 9

91) cheated on homework - yes
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex - yes.
93) been pushed into a pool - Yes!
94) played pool - yea
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight - No
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you - Yes
97) had a crush on someone younger than you - yea
9 wear eyeliner - yes
99) skinny dipped - Nope
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt - yeah
TOTAL: 8

EIGHT lasts:

8. last person kissed: liam

7. last beverage: tea

6. last phone call: jessica

5. last text message: liam

4. last CD played: lacuna coil

3. last bubble bath: yesterday

2. last time you cried: last night

1. last meal: steak

EIGHT have you's:

8. have you ever dated someone twice: yup

7. have you ever been cheated on: nope

6. have you ever bought condoms?: nope

5. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it? ...

4. have you ever fallen in love? yes

3. have you ever lost someone: ya

2. have you ever been depressed: yes

1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up: yep

SEVEN things you did in the past three days

1. Went to college: left

2. Went to work: yes

3. Colored: no

5. Been drunk: no

6. Slept: yes

7. Sex: no

SO FAR IN 07'...

Been to school - left

Made a new friend - yeas

Fallen out of love - no

Done something you swore never to do- uh huh

Laughed until you cried- XD ya

Went behind your parents back- *nods*

Met someone who changed your life - yup

Gotten close to someone - yes...

Found out who your true friends were – yup

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4. Straight, Gay, Bi? bi

5. Do you have a crush? yes

6. Who is the best hugger that you know? Ma lil-monkey! louis =]

7. Do you believe in love at first sight: yes

8. Is there something you want to tell someone? yes but i dont think it will change anything =/

9. What brand of shirt are you wearing? ...

10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? yea

11. Do you have "A thing"? =o

12. How many people on your top friends have you gone out with? 1

13. How many kids do you want to have? 2...

14. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yea

15. Do you wanna change your name? nope

16. What did you do for your last birthday? family party

17. What time did you wake up today? 10:30

18. What were you doing at midnight last night?? sleep

19. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: get out my house!

20. Last time you saw your dad? few minutes ago

21. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? nothing it has made me who i am

22. Which hand do you like better? right

23. What are you listening to right now? closer~Lacuna Coil

24. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? yup

25. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? yea

26. Least favorite month? dont hav one

28. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? liams tie =p

29. Who's getting on your nerves right now? >.<

30. Most visited webpage? bebo/Vampirefreaks

31. Would you help your best friend fight if he/she is losing? definently

32. Coke or Pepsi? coke

33. What's the worst day of your life? theres more than one

34. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? yea

35. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? yea