Helen, i miss you loads atm. i really need to talk...it dosent feel right talkin to you to the ground
:'(
i think ive found someone who i really like ...but i dont think he no's it but i want to talk to you about it ... dell is ok so is charliebabes <- <3
i got my show on sunday...wish you were there helping me and making fun of me in my outfit but i guess i got my mum for that and my sisters who also love you so much too ...



Love + Miss You So Much

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Still cant beleive that you are gone but i guess you are not you are still with us in our hearts. I want to go riding again, together. When Dell gets better im going to go around all the lanes we went down with him and i can have a Rave Ride on our own but i guess you will be there dancing in heaven with us!

At work we are doing a Charity thing for you and for the asthma foundation and we have raised loads, i hope you are proud =) we are doing a Charity Raffle and a Charity Lucky Dip Thing!

Kelsie and bethany keep asking about you, and if you are going to be watching them in there christmas play but i told them that you are going to be watching them from the stars and they looked up and smiled but i dont think they understand. but they keep asking when you are going to bring dell down so they can have a trot on!! but im going to definatly, when he comes down mine, take them out on him =)

We are thinking of getting Bethany a pony so dell can have a little boyfriend or girlfriend now charlie has long gone. and then after when we get a feild sorted we are going to get a donkey !! i can remember the donkeys down our way wen charlie used to always get scared and dell used to look at him funny =D but me and mum thought that wen dell gets down ours we may get a goat to put in with him as i got told that they are good companions so they wont get lonely =)

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Helen, i will miss you so much. You have been there for me whenever ive been upset with stuff like Charlie n my family n school. I will always remember our riding outings, riding picnics, our rave rides, blonde moments n everything else. I can even remember when them stuck up girls went riding past n we dogged them up, that was the funniest. Even when Charlie was naughty n running off i can always remember you taking the mic of my facial expressions! I will always remember them! You dont know how much you meant to me as a friend. Do you remember my blonde moment at my house? That was the funniest. Oh yea, and when we were taking pictures on my grandads lake and you got that picture of Charlie taking off with me on him! n i nearly fell into the lake! You have always helped me with Charlie, everytime i go past Charlie in his feild i can always see you when i look at him because you were the one that helped me with him and got him up to shape. You even got me that dehectrahedreon thingy that i wanted since i got Charlie it was like £50! Do you remember taking them pictures on the lake the second time? When Charlie ran off with me on him with no reins n you got that picture of me falling off! I juat missed the lake.That was class! Oh, yea i almost forgot when we were about to go out riding n my reins snapped n we had to go out n buy sum new £30 ones! But when you were guna pick me up from my house i had to ride Charlie with one rein! Then you always took the mick out of me ever since. We had so much fun! I wish we could do it again some time. You were loved by all of my family even my dad! Everytime i go down to my nans or they come to my house they always have asked after you. You were always family to us and always will be. You meant so much to us n you still do now! Oh yes i just remembered did you remember when we were reading heat magasins while we were riding n we were like OMG! when we found out that Lindsay Lohan was a lesbian!! I loved that ride!
You dont know how much i will miss you. I hope you will still be here for me when i need to talk. Or when i need help. I cant really talk to anyone else like i talked to you. I will miss you so much.
You will always be in my heart ( not in a Lesbian way )
Hope your going to be there when i need you. I need you NOW!! LOL!!
Thankyou for everything. I will never 4get you or any of our fun rides!

Rest in Peace Helen.
Best Friends Always
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