Think ima change this a little, just read it and realised how dull i was 3 years ago

im Gemma .. Gem, Gemioo, Gemma Lee .. which ever you want
11.09.93 makes me seventeen .. eighteen in 9 days ;D
i live in Ebbw Vale , where horses, donkeys and pony are the same thing
originally from Abertysswg babess
im currently studying Health & Social Care in Ebbw Vale College
at the moment i'm in a relationship with Grant Davies and tbh i couldnt ask for noone better!
I got brown hair,
&+ brown eyes,
life at the moment is everything i have ever dreamt of and Grant been there for me every step of the way; he's helped me build myself up from rock bottom and has helped me to maintain my happiness since. For the last 6 years he's been there for me but never did i think that 8 months ago we'd be together! These last eight months have changed my life for the better, we've had our ups and downs but we've come out even stronger, your my best friend as well as the loveliest boyfriend in the world and thats more than what i could ever ask for. i love you Grant Davies, with all my heart and for eternity!

The Friends
Id be lost without them, seriously, their always here for me like.
Theres not many i can fully trust, some have big gobs and i cant say nothing.
Abigail,
well tbh; theres no1 better than her, she helps me through everything, and i help her through everything too. our friendship ?? well id say its more like a sisterly lovee. shes the best of the best like, love her to bits ") we have had moments but we've got through um and tbh; they ave made us stronger. im always down hers on the weekend, nans sunday cooked chicken dinner ?? the bomb . omg, me and abz gor some memories, id tell you about them but as soon as i start you wont stop we and il probably go on all night theres so many. theres nothing else i can say than i love her to bits and if anything happened between us then life wouldn't be the same, she's amazin ..
iloveyou babess ") x
i thought i'd leave that bit there, reminds me of the good times and how much things have changed! we've drifted apart so much its unreal, probably mostly on my behalf but reading this and actually looking now has honestly killed me! i miss you Ab

Jess,
how things have changed between us again, mostly to do with me again but i think also to do with the fact she didnt know what to chose .. i made the best decision ever and i wouldnt change me and Grant for the world i just hope that one day you'll realise what happened.. me and Jess were the best of friends at one point, so many secrets, so many good times and laughs and its gone to a point where we dont even speak anymore! just hope my Jessicaa knows im always tehre for her no matter what! love you girly...

My Grant..
i included you in my 'Friends List' too 'cause althought your my boyfriend, your also my best friend! we've been through some shit, at the beginning we didnt know where we were bless up.. if we were cumming, going, or been there before, didnt quite know. at the star5t i dont think we know what we wanted but when shit hit the fan, what could go wrong! you've been my best friend for the last 6 years and to have you by my side now and to be able to call you mine well.... its a dream come true, i was blind all those years back but i am so glad that everythings worked out for us now.. i love you Grant Davies and i promise you that your my one and only and nothings coming between me and you! your everything i ever dreamed of and more and im not gunna let nothing spoil what we have! i love you


Those people up there are probably the only people i can trust with anything like,although we may have drifted i know that i can call them up at any time of the night for help and they'd be there for me.. now thats true friendship! Love you all tonns !!

the thought of this original blog being from 2008 is crazy! its the end of 2011 now and how so much has changed! for

Riite Wa Can I Say Other Than A Fantastic Week! Best Time Ive Ad In A Long Time I Know!!! I Had A Brilliant Time And Every1 Was Amazin... The Gubbins NEED 2 be Included In This Little Sayin Cos If It Hadnt Been 4 Them I Dont Think Id Ave Ad Such A Gd Time ... You Were All Fab... Jammin In My Kitchen Till 4-5 In The Mornins, Not Their Kitchin Mine ... Ash Teachin Us 2 play The Drums And Origami ... How Many Birds?? lol... And Just Fly The Bird
On Our Way There With The Radios .... Nicky Was Hippocroccodillius If Thats How You Spell It ... And BY The End Of The Week Chris And U dave And A Sue Were Callin Me And J Alcoholics anonomous ... And En When We Were In The HypaValue And Luke Bought 2 Microwavable Burgers, 4 Hotcross Buns And Pastys And Ate The Burgers And En Asked How Do I Warm Up My Hotcross Buns
WE were drivin Round In Circles Lookin 4 J And Sarahs Ouse And Couldnt Find It And En When We Did It Was Like 1 In The Mornin And We Were All Really Tired From Travellin Allday
The 1st Night We had 2 Sit In The Dark Cos Our Electic Went ... I Had The Double Bed, Wiv The Ensuite n Every1 Else Had 2 Share Rooms lol...
Although The Rally Was Only On 4 2 Days We Went 4 6 days ... But We Were On Tour Wiv The Gubbins .. And To Be Honest We Hardly Watched Any Rallyin Cos Id End Up Gettin Bored And Wanna Go Down The Pub
Thursday Night Is All A Blurr For Us All I Think.. All I Can Member Is Bein In De Barras, In The Emmit Hotel Where Dewi Stayed, And Bein Home Wiv The Drums And Tha ... I Payed For The Taxi Home =/ I Cant Remember No Taxi At All .. And Neither Can The Boys... So Im Glad Its Not Just Me ... J And Sarah Had Gone On Up To Our House Wiv Everyone Else =/ And Me, Nicky, Ash, Luke, Clucker, Chris Were Still Out ...
Ash Was Showin Me Magic triks And We Had A Brilliant Adience of Bottles And Glasses... Nicky And Dewi Bought Me Martininii And COKE.. Every1 Had Left me And Nicky Leavin De barras And Chris And The Boys Said They Were Room 26... Me And Nicky Were Like We Are Room 74!! There Wasnt Even A Room 74 There I Don Think.. Then Wen We Got In The Emmit Dewi Was Like, Ahh Shudda Sed U Was In Room 15 Thats My Room lol...
The Night Cluckers Was On The 'Phone' Which Was The Bloody Bottle opener And En Ash Wiv Tha Bread Pretending It Was A Bloody Baby En Wiv H And Uncle Nicky Avin Their 'Pics' Taken Wiv Tha Baby And Ash Dropped Tha Bloody Thing And Was Nursin It En, Ash I Dont Think Tha Baby Would Ever 4Give You Lol, Cos If I Was The Baby I Wouldnt 4Give You And All Those Songs In The Bloody Guitar Book Spice Girls Lol Cluckers Dancin Us Lot Singin And Nicky Playin It On The Guitar Lmfaoo
Watchin Them Bloody Kiddys Programmes All Of Us And They Changed The Theme Tunes And Changin Everything About Em, And The Fat Train Contender?? Thingy Is Now Thin, Nickys Afraid of Iggle Piggle On In The Night Garden Upsy Daisys A Lil Slut Kissin Everyone In The Garden And She Pulls Her Skirt Up Showin Everything
Walkin Out Of De Barras The One Night N Huggin Stevey b And Luke As I Was Leavin And En When I Was Walkin Past Everyone Walkin Out Goin High five And Just huggin Total Strangers
And En Wen The Boys Came Home Bk To Our House They Woke Me Up SO I Had To Go Down Didnt I .. And The One Mornin Wen They Left Me And Nigel Were Up Till 6ish Talkin Cos We Just Wasnt Tired ... I Ave No Idea Wat We Was Talkin About Mind..
Mam Kept Givin Me A Row Cos I Wouldnt Eat And En We Would Go Down Town And Drink... =/
The Day We Only Went Down Town

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