Have you even been in love ?

Horrible, isn't it ?

It makes you so vulnerable

It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up

You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life .... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination; not just in the mind, it's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love

What is your middle name?
Louise

How big is your bed?
It's A Futon

What are you listening to right now?
My Dad Drunkenly Ramble About Somebody Jumping Off A Balcony

What are the last 4 digits in your mobile phone number?
5031

What was the last thing you ate?
Lemonade Ice Block

Last person you hugged?
Adam.

How is the weather right now?
29 Degrees.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My Mummy, She Fell Off A Motorbike. lol

What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?
Personality And The Colour Of Their Eyes

Favorite type of Food.
Sorbet.

Do you want children?
Yep A Whole Footy Team.

Do you drink?
Yeah.

Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
Uhh Well I Can Only Remember When I Started Drinking.

Hair color?
Black, With Pink An Purple

Eye color?
Brown

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
Nope But I Should When I'm On The Computer

Favorite holiday destination you've been to?
The Gold Coast

Favorite Season?
Winter

Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
Yep

Last Movie you Watched?
The Crow

What books are you reading?
None At The Moment

Piercings?
16mm stretchers, tragus, 3 others on my ears, tongue, belly button an septum

Favorite movie?
The Crow

What were you doing before filling this out?
Watching Underbelly.

Any pets?
They All Keep Dying On Me ):

Dogs or cats?
Dogs

Favorite flower?
Dahlias.

Have you ever loved someone?
Yes

Who would you like to see right now?
Uhhh Idk.

Have you ever fired a gun?
Yeahh (: Shotty Mate.

Do you like to travel by plane?
Yeah Its Not Too Bad.

Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right

If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
Finland

Are you missing someone?
Yes, too many ppl

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
Nah Im At Work

Are you 18?
Not Fucking Yet ):


DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
Nope. ): Again.

FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING?
I Dont Wanna Fucking Go To Work ):

WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
Bottle Of Water, My Laptop, Asthma Puffer And Ciggarette Lighter (:

GRILLED OR FRIED?
Grilled.

WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?
what makes anyone unique ?

THREE THINGS YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT?
My Friendlings, My Lations And My Smokes.

FAVORITE SONG?
According To iTunes A Touch Of Blessing-Evergrey

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID Of?
Getting Old.

ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
Bit of both

WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Em, Emmie, Em-Em. Emoguts & Slutguts

WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME?
He Doesnt Have One (:

WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME?
Louise

STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING?
My Laptop With Internet Connection (:

FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
All My Photos

Whats your favorite color?
Purple

WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU
Smokes, Money, Lip Gloss, Hairspray An Asthma Puffer

WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
Believe It Or Not A Taxidermist

WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 11:11?
Hahaha The Numbers Are The Same On Both Sides.

THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS-
Purple

What makes you think that I would just let you walk away?
Was it my honest eyes or the way I put my hands around your neck?
It’s just my way of saying I love you
It’s just my way of saying goodbye

Now forget the death of me
you’re too weak to stand up on your own
Persistent, will be the death of me
You’re dead to play to be next before letting go (letting go)

Nothing you could say would strain the sins across my fixing stitches
Why at home, you’re alone.
So correction, when this was still my hand
and every single cell was made for you
Keep begging, you look good down on your knees
it will make you forget everything you know

There’s something wrong with the smell here
I taste those kisses everywhere
All that you wished for, all that you mean
It all came to sense, I’ll make you bleed

Oh, It’s fire in my brain, it smells like fire (yeah,oh)
Now forget the death of me
you’re too weak to stand up on your own

There’s something about you, meaning everything you do
that makes me wanna grab you by the throat and cut through
Forget my alibi, don’t even need to lie
Can’t wait to cut your throat, while I’m watching you die