Hey,
So I have this problem.. kind of.. well yeh it is a problem. I have a decision to make and I kinda need some help.

I want to get away, see the world, just like everyone else does but I need to do it now. I've had so much go on in my life in the last month and Im not myself. People have noticed it in me but were too afraid to say anything. I saw it in myself and decided I need to stop everything before I got more hurt or hurt someone else.
So my problem is that Im going away.. BUT I dont know where I am going or how Im going to get there,

I have choices though and they are;

Get into my car, drive to places and stay at peoples houses, or in my car, and see if anything works out
or
Apply for Jobs in other countries such as Italy, France, or even Australia

I need to get away as soon as possible... so if ANYONE has any ideas, tips, hints, or even a place to stay for a few days then let me know.. PLEASE

Thanks for taking time out to read this..
Love you lots
Clo xxx

So You Think You Know Me...
(2 Points) My name:
(4 Points) My last name:
(1 Points) Where did we meet:
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Points) Where do I work:
(3 Point) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(3 points) Do you think Im a virgin:
(1 Point) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(1 Point) How many piercings do I have:
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) Whats my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) Whats my phone number:
(4 Points) What kind of shoes do I wear:
(5 Points) What was the name of my dog?:
(2 Points) Who am I dating/likeing right now:
(5 points) How tall am I:
(10 Points) What is my favourite cartton of all time?:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

i'll send you your grade...

90-90 Points; Legend
80-85 Points; Best Friend.
70-79 Points; Great Friend.
40-69 Points; Friend.
20-39 Points; You should hang out with me more! Ask me when.
00-19 Points; Either you're a crappy friend, or you're new

R.I.P.


I thought I would write a blog because I dont know how to say things to people.

Im not good with this kinda thing.

I dont know what to do or what to say,

So I will proberly end up blabing.


I'll start at the beginning.

Friday 19th :


My nan was going to the pharmacy to pick up my great grandfathers medicines (he had Diabeties and was bein treated for Heart Failure for two years) .
Nan went down to his house and found him sat on the floor.
He said he had gone to sit down and the chair moved (but where the chair was it couldnt if move he had obviously fell).
Well my nan cant help him up so she had to phone the paramedics, they decided because of his condition it was best to get him checked out.
When they got there they said he had a kidney infection and that he would need to stay in for the weekend.

Saturday:
Great Grandfather felt better, was his usual sarcastic, stubborn, and flirty self so well all thought it was alrite again and that he would be back home Monday morning. My great grandfathers Daughter and her Husband (Sandra and John) came down from Eastbourne.

Sunday:
Sandra and John went to the hospital in the morning and he was alrite, they went for dinner at their frends house in Crickhowell and went vack to the hospital later in the afternoon.
When they got there the Nurses were going to make him more confortable.. plump his pillows etc, and within five minutes of them goin into the room they pulled the curtains around, the nurse then came to Sandra and said that he had taken a turn for the worse, they was going to move him into a side room.
So they did that and said to them that his Kidneys had failed and that they think he might of had a heart attack but that couldnt be 100% certain.
They thought he was going to go in the next 15minutes.
Sandra phoned home..well I was getin picked up from work by my auntie and she took me home.
As I got into the house Nan had finished on the phone and said that he was going and that she didnt want my Grandfather ( who hasnt long come out of hospital from having a hip replacement left on his own in the house as he cant get about properly) so me and my auntie went to Nevill Hall.
He was unconcious but still breathing.. but breathing loudly and he had a croak in his throat.
It was hard to see him there but I was glad I went to see him, we stayed for about 4/5 hours and then we went home because we was both tired and hungry and there was nothing we could do.
Got home and had some food my auntie went home and I went and showered.
As I got out of the shower the phone went and I knew that was it.
He had passed away quietly at 11.35 pm.

I just wanna say thanks to Leah and Jess Perry who helped me through the night with supportive texts and thanks to everyone else who has given kind words at this hard time.

Chloe x