Its bin a long tym since i have written to u init cuzzie .. i appoligize... had a lot of stress u no bubz ... arrrrrr bwoi im missin u :'( ... i dread talkin to u sometimes ... im scared of the answers u might give me ... :'(
K ... when i look at chante i see u alll the tym .. :'( and the fam is the closest thing i have left of yoou .... things have changed sooo much ... and so have certain people K ... and i dnt no how to react to there sillyness no more ... im just gonna focus on makin the fam allright in life ....
ur nieece is growin nicely ... another little cuzzie on the scene soon .. cnt wait ... ill look after them for u bubz i promise .. feels like i have to take over and be the strong one .. be the shield against all this crulty n madness in the world ... i think of u every day and wonder wat ur doin and who ur guidein... I seen you K i seen u smile at me ... travelle n skreemer seen u to ... i was so happy .. i thought u forgot about me :'(
I miss you bby boiii ... i need you here to guide me through ma pain right now to much is goin on around me n im gonna crack soon ... im gonna do sumthin stupid to ma self or sum 1 eles ...x

I misss Yoooh ..... Love The Older Cuzzie <3

yasmin your big cuzzen x
Look at u bby ....sleepin so peacefully ... im so pround of u
i try and take no notice of wat the bad mined people say on these sights
because i dont no how people could be so heartless k x
The familys pullin through were all tryin to get used to the fact were nog gonna see u in this world again .
im startin to learn alot of things about life k .... and its becomin so hard ...
as tears roll down my eyes when i rite this ... i re-live the pain u musta gone throught that night ... i think to my self ...did u see my face befor u went to sleep :'(
there was so much u had left to do with your self ....
and it kills me to no that ur dreams will never be attepted now x
every singal day i find somthin that remineds me of u baby a smell a touch a sight ..
..ihate you not bein here with me sharing tears and laffs and fun like the old days
i dnt think people understand how life is so important .....
can u remember that ma new years eve ??
must be a good 2 years ago now wen we was in cavendish and we went into da food shop
and we were laffin at the man servin cuz we cuddnt understand a wood he was sayin .....
i still rememember your laff ...
i just want this all over and done with k
beacuse this pain this empty space i now have its hurtin me ...its hurtin us
the brave face is no longer workin kadeem x
i just want u home ...back home safe to us .
.u shown me and helped me grow into wat i have become by the thing u used to say to me ....x
im missing u so much kadeem ....youve taken half of my heart with you...x
look after it for me and keep it safe x
dnt ever forget me ..
.beacuse i will neva ever ever forget about you bby x
Sleep tight beautiful boy xx
love allways
your big cussen yasmin x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

1st cuzzen..Rizzle...

The one i allways turn to wen im in trobble xx
im older ...hez much smarter
im smaller ...hez talller
im louder .... hez quiet (at tyms)
He has his days wen im his best cuzzen (wen he wants money for exaxple)
And ders some daiis were constantly Fightin lol xx (hez strong)
He has my mates ...i have his (he dont like me havin his mates doe )
But no matter wat reece woodhouse i love u lil cuz
and i dunno wat i wud do wid out you !!! <3 x

2nd cuzzen Alicia (hypes)

Yh this girl is like ma sister its funny cuz shez olda den me
but i seem to be da 1 wiv more sence haha
shez gonna kill me for writin all dis lol x
shez allways arguin ive lost count the amount of tyms me alicia n tylisha have got in fights cuz alicia seeems to have seen a girl give her a dirty look haha
or grabbin her off a dance floor cuzz shez decide to do da dutty wine wid a dress on
but wat i love about ma olda cuzz ..is i can tell her anythin ive also lost count the amount of tyms shez been ma sholder to cry on xx
im allways here to return the favour cuz ! x

i love u alicia woodhouse xx <3

3rd cuzz Keira (bummpa)

well were do i start this girl is amazin ... i have ma tyms were i wanna strangle her xx
but omg u no wen we click on somthing its amazin ...we agree on so much xx
shez lilke ma lil twin x
not onliie is she ma singin and dancin partner but she allso nowz how to cheer u da fuck up wen ur bein a mar mar x

i love u keira woodhouse <3

Da husband Isacc

Omg this boy is alot <3
i Adore him x
Not a waste man hez da real thing !
Cant wait till he is all mine x

love u Isacc Branford

4th cuzzen Chante (baby tay)

haha da joka ...sarcastic is da work ...its called fuckin rude haha
do not walk in town wid dis girl , wen she seez sum 1 who looks remotly weird or is wearin summert stupid u hear her voice in da whole of town not onliee is she loud da girl is rude she even points blaytently in da persons face so its not even like u can pretend u aiint wive her
chante allthough weve lost a important member in our family i want u no ... u have me ..ALLWAYS ... theres never gonna be a acasion were im to bizzy to listen to u ...x

i love u chante blackwoods <3

5th cuzzen Kadeem ( its snipez blood)

Tears fill ma eyes as i rite this ...Not onliie was u sso lovin u were one of the people i relied on a lil to much x
like reece u were like a farther figger to me ... and u were so much younger den me xx
im missin u so much and theres so much i had left to say to u xx
youve opened many peoples eyes kadeem ..im so pround to call u my cuzzen x
u were like a action figger ...everythin was so perfect x
the days u used to dance or make me sit down and listen to da new track/instramental u had made "its a banger " u allways used to say ...i miss da days
and i miss you xx
trust me bby ur in a much better place ..x ill see ya soon x
sleep tight Beautifull boy xx

i love u kadeem blackwoods <3

Best friend Tylisha (bakk off )

Partner in crime
i love this chick .. da girl can cuss haha
were allways da ones da catch summert been said soooooo funny haha
we laff at each other wen reece is bein a bullie xx
tylisha gets it bad doe ..bless ya x
we have da same fassion sence and ty likes to copie wat shose i by init
but water happeneds or watever goes down ... i will Allways have this girls bk !!

I love u Tylisha Brevert x


Ma boy Shannon x

Weve had our ups and downs init x
ive put u threw bare stress aswell x
im sorrie ... x
but u shud no dat i will allways love ya shannon x
after everythin u still look after me x
and i love u for that x
u are allways der wen i need you
and weve had some reall goood nights were we just catch bare jokes x
i miss u shanon x

i love u shannon Rivers xx <3


Da sister !

Mica = Dis girl is truly 1 in a million ... not onliie is she beautifull ... but she has