WOW. Gosh it's been a long time since I've written in bebo.
=p
Oh well At least I'm writing (typing) in it now =]
LOL
It's been FREEEZZINNG in Hong Kong lately.
but it was nothing compare to the Paris trip.
which btw. paris was AWSOMEEEE

I realized that well, since a few months ago, life's been speeding up fast.
One day seems to be so short. 1 hour seems to be so short. 1 minute seems to be so short.
Even 1 second.

*sigh

Well the only thing I'm struggling with right now is LIFE.
Which is kind a sad but apparently, EVERYONE is going through it.
So, that prob mean i don't have to feel bad for other peoples, right?
lol. Anyway.
If you ask me, what PARTTT of life am I struggling with... then you'll going to need a bowl of popcorn and 3 cans of pepsi.
But since you are just PASING by, I'll summerize it for you.

Basicaly. I'm trying to struggle through school, learning stuff which enjoying my teenage life which appearntly JUSTTT started. (Well officialy.)
I WANT TO DRAW DRAW DRAW DRAW DRAW DRAW DRAW DRAW!!! but I suck. I WANT TO BE GOOD. GOOD. VERY GOOD! Seeing other people drawing so good is a bad thing. I can try to learn their style but at the end. What's the point? my goal is to HAVE my own style. which is one of the part-of-life thing.
I don't know what I'm going to do in the future. I mean. Im not good at anything. (although I got 81/100 in my math test yesterday but, that doesn't count since i'm like in the lower set. sorta expecting it to be easy)
Oh right that reminds. me. I can't do that good. I mean if I do that good. I'm going to change sets. I'm one of the person with the highest mark (more then Harry and Christ which is kinda cool). Well Sabrina and Jamie is better then me but, they are meant to so THEY DON'T COUNT! (I mean they are smart! They shouldn't be in this set.) I want to stay in a low set, so I don't have to face the people that are smarter then me. DUDE. Right now, in math, i'm pretty horrible at getting to know what to do. One. My english is HORRIBLE so I can't exactly always get the question. Then when we have like 20 mins to do it, I'll spend around 15 mins, staring at the sheet of paper. Mostly blaming it (yep the paper) that they have a typo error (and which they don't). Then for the rest of the time, either asking other people of just keep staring at the sheet. Then when they explain the answer, I'll get it straight away....

*sigh

10:31pm

I want to draw. I WANT TO DRAW.
It's my life. I'm deciding. If I'm not going to draw. I'm going to take photograph. well somthing like that. I want to be either of that. or both. but one will great.
my BIGGEST dream ever is my art will make other people happy. Although my hummor skills are particaly empty but i'll try. I want my art to be able to help people! I love drawing.

Drawing is my life.

Without that. I think i'm going to die.
(ok Internet is important too but let's count that out first)

I want to draw.
I'm lossing that feel... that FEEL to draw! I can't feel it. it's not coming back. I WANT IT BACK. But I don't know where's it gone to.

I want to draw.




I WANT TO DRAW.

*sigh
Well apperantly, Edmund hilary just died and we have to wear black shirts tomorrow. Better pick it out now. or otherwise. well nevermind.

Signing out.

ocean

WEEEEE
just finished my latest ART
on
OEKAKI

CALLED XD:

Colours can CHANGE the world

IT was the best I could think of just now.
considering there was multi-colours floating around

it took me 88mins.
that's... 1 hour and something

TIME: 10:07PM

omgoshhhhh

LIANNA AND SARAH (and her mom)
IS COMING!!!
TOMORROW!!!

But then I have that STUPID
Ann Frank Exipition thingo

pfft.

They must be on the plane noww.

*looks up*

XD

YAY!! Me and my mom cleaned up the dinning room. FINALLY
although.. it's mostly her since I'm in school and stuff. So now our living room is clean, spotless (not ture) and it's ready (I think) for our GUESTS!!

I'm soooo excited!!

and now, for the stuff that happened today...

First, Science. Doing this projectt thingyy on CHEMICALS

I'm likee Oxygen Tungsten. << my new name.

pfft.

Oh well, I like it. Not too complicated mah~!
Then we saw those chemical reactions. I rememeber the BIGGEST reaction (Francium...) .MS WInget said it could blow up a swimming pool.
Then she gave out the projectt. Powerpoint. Explain chemicals. etc.etc.

I got paired up with Jerermy. oh well, he's good. So I''m not THAT worried. I'm just bit scared of him because he ALWAYS hang out with girls. Miyu is like... LOL. I'm like, he really does. Then he typed on our gmail chat thingy, YUP.
as usal miyu went like LOL again. I shouted across the classroom. HE TYPED IT!!

Then we had ICT. Nothing special. We had like 30 mins to work on our vivendi universial thingy. I wanted to do somthing but then they are all just like, it's ok. So insdead of working, I sort of just surfed on the internet.
Tori made me and rica record this 'claping video' for our ending slide. so. we... CLAPPED! in front of the mac. sucsessed on attempet #3.
Bathroom break, came out, got splashed WET by tori. apperently prepered for me to come out then ATTACK. howw... intresting. Everyone showed their presentation. we did. pretty much boring like the other ones expt they have video from youtube. for vivendi. nothing intresting. CLAP was the beest part. NO DUH.

LUNCH. Rica grabbed my left arm as joyce grabbed my right arm. then. PULL. BANG. I smashed on the wall. at the edge of the door. so, my ear pretty much ach like... ALOT. still right now. -.-

PE. CRICKET. ran down with MIYU (<<THANKS)to the nurse office, get tapee for ear ring AND get some CREAM-ish thingy for that bruise at the top of my right ear. Then ran back upp. *runnn* haha. sooo tired. but not as much as before. I feel i'm stronger!! (in a way)
then we had to run as usal at every begining of PE LESSONS. RUN around 3 times. Astrotoph is big. not really but still.

Math... SUBS today lah. so as usal do our math. math...math...
Tori going high. ok nevermind. REALLY don't want to talk about the HIGH bit.

HOME: took toys and stuff to DONATION. came back. pack some more. eat. internet.
HOMEWORK: CHINESE: copy poem to PAPER.
PRS: not sure but.... the JACKIE PULLINGER thing.

ok

10:39PM

tomorrow morning HOMEWORK.
great
ohwell at least i get to sleep in for 15 mins!!!

haha lol

*press save*

x

ha.ha
ty.ping a blog when it's 11PM and still have big geog homework.
h.aha.
.
*.sigh*
.
H.ong Kong... Tourism... is that REALLY that intresting. DOES it really
f.it to be a GEOG topic. I.'m just bored. Actually.
.
t.yping....random stuff...I. really have to stop...
.
I. really know that...
*.sigh*
.
T.o be honest,
I. think I have the most GREATEST (my opinion) MOM ever!
.
(.after all, she is my mom...)
.
.Right now,
.
s.he's like. helping me with my Chinese homework
.which
.
I. didn't bothered to do it
.
b.efore focus week.
.
x.
.
t.hat is.
.
o.h right.
.
t.hat reminds me i still have to find a 'missing home thingy' chinese poem.
.
h.ow stupid of me typing this.
.
o.h
.
p.arents evening...
.
i.t
.was
.SCARY
.
Th.is is not an offence.
b.ut
.
.When I was talking to miss.ovens
.
I .
w.as
f.ainting.
.
I. feel that i'm
BLUSHING
.RED
.
I .can bearly
f.eel anything
.
o.r
.
wh.at she was
ta.lking
a.bout.
.
SERIOUSLY.
.
o.k..
.
M.ath test = 54/60
p.retty happy
.
best score ever yet. ( in SIS)
I a.ctually got
a .
w.hole
c.hapter
.
.CORRECT
.
t.hat's like a
.
miracle.
.
a.rgh..
.
w.ow.
t.ourists spends
.
around
HK$1000
a day.

wow..
rich .peoples.
hah.a.
or ..
may.be.
we ..
are..
just..
like..
se.lling EXPENSIVE //
s.tuff.
.
i.t could be well... TURE. // haha
.
..
//T.URE\\
.. OR
/./FALSE\\
..
T.HE GAME!!
..
it.. used to be sooooo pupular.
l..ately.
..it's gone.

.Most tourists from MAINLAND
.CHINA.//

TURE...

OR

FALSE...

*circles*
_______
( TURE... ) ~~
-----------
.
kool....
look.s like a ... FISH
don.'t like fish.
nic.e.
bu.t.
n.o.
.
I neve.r knew ducks have so many FATS!
haha.
I me.an.
the.y
ar.e.
V.EGETERIANS.
.
du.cks.
d.ucks arn't suppose to be
.
>.>Y3LLOW<<
.
i.t's is
.
BR.OWN//
FU.LFFY////
an.d
s.ometimes
.GREEN<<<<<(day haha)
.
wh.o on
EA.RTH
th.ought of
Y.ELLOW
.
DU.CKIES!?!?
_.
< : )_
(__>_)
^^^^^^^^^^
.^^ ^^ ^^ ^^^
.
^<th.ose are either
thro.ns
fire
wa.ter
or. random
s.piky thingys
.
.
-.-
-_-
-3-
^^
b.ored
f.aces.
.

haha.
dots....
dotco.m
dotm.ac
dotd.otdot
dot.me
do.tyou
d.otwho
.
!.!\\\DOTTY///!!
.
.
11.mins...
.
CO.UNTDOWN
till.
12.PM/AM
h.aha
.
10mins.
.
.
.
5mi.ns,
Ah .oh
ne.eda finish
by.
th.en
!.!
.NO!
.

1201...
this is..
sad
sad

well
thanks to jet leg
from
PARIS

me,
not
sleepy.

well
my parents are asleep having good dreams (?)
while
me
doing homework that's not suppose to be due tomorrow
but
too bad
it
is
said
the
teacher

this will probaly because
I didn't
do
enough
in class

pfft.

I like my Mac.
but
at the same time
I don't

a lot of avantages
and
a lot of dis-avantages.

this is the reason
i'm
doing this
on
my home
PC
.
.
.
wow

w.hat
a.
long.
long.
blog..
haha
LEG.ENDERY
blo.g.
16.
haha.
almos.t
12h2.2
wee.eee.
still.
no.t
d.one.
.
well
correctly it's 0022

wow.
now
this is no
longer the 16th blog
written on 21st
it's 21st
and
22nd
haha

blog written in 2 days

intresting right?

ok!
DONE!
OMGOSH
DONE

haha
12 30 now lahhh

haha

ok

*press print*


YAY
DONE

Geography homework - TICK
Chinese homework - TICK
math homework - NOT TICK

ahhhh!!!

oh well
I'l do it later.
it's 12:43 right now
haha

oh well

GOOD
nite

*press save*