its ok, i understand x

erm, sorry. i dont really know what to say to that. i havent lied to you :S tbh, theres nothing i need to lie to you about. yeah, you and callum, have your problems, i get it. knock him. if it'll make you feel better. i dont know where this has come from ross, but sorry? i guess. i wont botheer youu againn babe :S xx

ok, im just gonna come out and say it. ive been a horrible bitch to you these past few weeks. you could probably call me worse, and go ahead, i'll take it all. you didn't deserve any of it. i think we both have short tempers so it doesnt help when we come to talk about things that i think is quite sensitive cos you know i feel about you. no, i havent been faithful in the past. but ive changed, and i am faithful. i just wanna clear this whole thing up. i know you dont give shit, and there isnt any excuse i could give for being so horrible. you know what ive been through, but there was no need for me to be so horrible to you. but, yeah, i just wanted to clear the air, and get it all out of the way. im sorry ross. last time now. i promise. hate me or forgive me, your choice. again, sorry. love you xx

there you go again. whatever love. you're one of those people that hink just cos they're hot they're all that, well, if you're personality, you know, your kindness, your manners, the way you speak to people was as good as how you looked then you'd probably be the perfect guy. but heyyy, people dont get everything. and you ended up as the hot knobhead.

for taking josh back? do you know what? i probably am. but i love him. when you know what it likes to love someone, and when you've had relationship like mine, come back to me then and call me a mug. i love joshua, and he's the guy i want to be with. you, you were just a complete and utter knobhead to me. and im over it. i dont need to deal with your petty comments.

dont call my boyfriend a cunt. ignore him. i spoke to him about that. annd, i promise, i have text you. im not pretending. i havent text you in a while though. but i did beforee. i gave up tryinnnng. whats all this beloww with graceeey? vvv xxx

ohh, forget this ross. im done with you. i try and i try. i make an effort to talk to you. i make an effort to make things work between us. im done though now. i dont need your shit anymore. i'm back with joshua, despite everything i said. i love joshua, he's always been my love. and you, your just some little crush. i realise now, i wasted so much time trying to make an effort with youu. trying to make things work. ive wasted a year of my life trying to sort things with you, for what? for you to be an obnoxious knob. IM DONE.

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Rosssss

ok. im sorry i made the choice i did. but now, cant we just be civil?

i keep texting you but you're not replying ross i even tried calling you. but its not working. i think it might be my phone, cos callum isnt getting my texts but is getting my calls. and grace is getting my texts but not my calls :S im gonna sort it out on saturday. i'll keep trying to text you but if it doesnt work, i'll text you on saturday and it should work

ok, thats it. i aint gonna be so nice to you anymore. firstly, dont talk to me like am seven, am seventeen and i know exactly what im doing with my life, and how i want it to be. fuck it. i do have regrets, but i am happy. i love my fiance, and i cant wait to have his baby. i really cant. you, i dont know how far you're gonna get when you talk to me the way you do. if you talk to anyone else like that, then you've fucked your life up ross. you're so rude and inconsiderate. you dont think before you speak do you? well, maybe you should. if you did, things could have been a lot different for you. i could have been in america with you. thats all am gonna say. so, when you're ready to talk to me in a mature way, you know where i am.

there's no need to be so rude ross! no, i know you didnt want me to just go to america with you, but had you told me sooner, i would have gone. when you did tell me, i had to reconsider everything i had at home, my relationships, my family, my job. and now, i regret it. you're right ross. i dont want this. i want to be out enjoying myself, im gonna be 18 soon, but wont be able to go out cos i'll be looking after a 5 month old baby. im sorry ross. i regret it all. i wish things could have been different. but this is it now. and it isnt what i want.

we done then? our friendship over? im sorry for what i said. it wasnt graces fault that i stopped talking to you, i just thought it would be best. i need to focus on one thing at a time. im really sorry ross. i understand if you dont wanna talk anymore. and if you dont want to forgive me. whatever you want, yeaah? loveuu xxx

Ross, i give up. do what you like, say what you like, but am not gonna let your words hurt me anymore. im stronger than this, i know i am, ive heard worse. what exactly am i missing out on? if thats meant to mean im missing out on you, this incredible footballer who wanted me to go to america with him, as great as that sounds, i dont wanna be that girl. you know what, that would have been incredible, but we never had a relationship strong enough for that. we didnt really know each other did we? sorry ross. but now, i am happy, and i want to be that girl who lives in rotherham with her fiancee and expecting a baby, i am happy. anyway, i really hope you and ellie resolve things, and i hate to be the one to have come between you, and i really didnt mean to, i was happy to let her carry on talking to you. well, we're friends again, so hopefully she'll talk to you again. but, us, we're never gonna resolve anything are we? x

ross? im sorry. i cant do this. i need my friendship back with ellie. and please, stop having a go at her, this is my decision not hers. i'll talk to you when ive sorted it with her, we're talking atm so, i'll let you know what happens. but, please, until ive sorted it can we just leave it. stop being so mean to her. please. i cant be friends with someone who speaks to a girl like that. if you want us to be ok, dont be like that with her. x