IM TIRED OF BEING SOMEONE WHO EVERYBODY WANTS ME TO BE.
TRAPPED AND SCARED IN MY OWN INSECURITIES.
I JUST WANNA BE FREE!UNLEASH THE INNER ME.
DO YOU KNO HOW IT FEELS TO BE
WALKING IN SOMEONE ELSE'S SHOES,
AND TO BE CONFINED TO WHATEVER IT IS THEY DO?
I KNOW EXACTLY HOW THAT FEELS DEEP
INSIDE,BECAUSE MY WHOLE LIFE HAS BEEN A DARK LIE.
I'M TOO ASHAMED TO SHOW WHO I TRULY AM
THE THINGS THEY SAY HURTS ME,
BECAUSE I'M NOT REALLY ME. THOSE EMPTY SPACES ARE KILLING ME.
PEOPLE LOOK AT ME IN ALL THESE STRANGE WAYS.
MAKIN' IT HARD TO GET THROUGH THE DAY.
THEY TALK AND TALK,BUT IT SEEMS THAT IT'S TRUE
CUZ I'M NOT ME,BUT I'M TRYNA TO GET THROUGH!
I FEEL LONELY WHEN I'M IN A CROWD. I FEEL SILENT WHEN I'M SO LOUD,
THESE BLACK HOLES IN MY SOUL, I JUST CAN'T CONDOLE.
I WANNA BE COMPLETE!DON'T WANNA BE DISCRETE WITH MY LIFESTYLE.
I WANNA FEEL COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN.
I WANNA FEEL THAT MY LIFE IS NOT A SIN!

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve to be treated, then hell no, you can't "BE FRIENDS". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries regarding how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or more money. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are.
NEVER, NEVER, NEVER, NEVER, NEVER, NEVER EVER BORROW SOMEONE ELSE'S MAN. IF HE CHEATED WITH YOU, HE'LL CHEAT ON YOU WHEN YOU THINK YOU ARE HIS OLE LADY. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. NEVER, NEVER, NEVER, NEVER, NEVER, NEVER LET HIM DRIVE YOUR CAR AND HIS CAR IS PARKED AND YOU ARE WALKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is A two way street. You need time to heal between relationships. There is nothing cute about baggage. Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you. A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals.
Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary. Dating is fun... even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes. When a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others!

DAMN...i really dont know where to start but if u ask me i really dnt wna b here rite now!! I mean like i said we all finna die anyways!! Living serves no purpose to me anymore!!Dont nothing surpsise me no more..aint shit to do but worry bout who gne try n hit u frm behind and MESS! Life just aint fun no more;nonexciting! I dont know where to go from here..i mean im so screwed up on the inside its killing me! I cant take all this pressure and on top of all this there's da love of my life. I swear I honest and truly LOVE him 2 death! Cant nothing or nobody change dat or take his place in my heart..but things arent goin as planned! I mean i stil love him da same in all but i neva have time 4 him since skul started and its fukin up wat we have day by day! If im not at practice im sumwhere wit the band and if im not there im at work and on top of all dat theres my mama who CAN trip at times! All dis bullshit aint getin it! I didnt even go to the fair wit hi even tho i culdve! WAT D FUK!! Im not lovin dis at all. Something gotta go; my job, band, him, or mabe even ME! I REALLY dnt want to lose niether one but ya gurl gotta make a sacrafice...its gne b hard but worth it!! I love all my friends and others dat havent did any harm...but to the others....FUK YALL!! I HOPE I BE THERE TO WATCH ALL YALL BITCHES SUFFER FROM DIEING!! Im out...