04.12.09

Well now it's been so long that I have written in here, I finally got what I wanted in life which is my baby girl that will be coming in the month of july. I found out that i am going to have a girl coz I got two ultra sound done the last one was on march 11, 2009. Me and my boyfriend are really happy with the results of the ultra sound. My boyfriend wanted to have a boy at first but he said to me that it doesnt really matter what we have just as long as its healthy. Ever since that day that we found out we have been telling our family and friends about it. Mostly they were wishing for a girl this time and this time I got my BABY GIRL! Yippy for me and my boyfriend....

Weplz I guess this is all what I have to write in this blog of mine... until next time again!

01.23.09

I know that I haven't wrote in my blog ever since that last entry of mine but I wanted to write in here telling everyone that knows me that I'm not that same old crying girl that I used to be coz I have found the one true love of my life, and I have been with him for almost 15 months now going to be on february 4, 2009. Since that day had came into my life and that knew what type and kind of person/guy he is to me and my two bois. I knew that from the first few weeks that we've been dating he acceppted me for who I am and what I have got in my life are my two bois. That really made me happy, but in the couple of months in the past all I really wanted was not to be with him anymore that's why I kept breaking up with him so much coz I knew that I wasn't going to stay long in the relationship that I have with him because all I could really think of was all of my past relationship that I had before. But when that month/day had come into him proposing to me, I couldn't really believe it wit my two eyes that he was really doing this. I had asked him why he did that he said coz he loves me, that he wants to spend the rest of his life being with me and loving me for who I am and also coz I'm different from all of the other girls that he had dated before. And now that were going to have a baby with each other everything is "COMPLETE" and he couldn't be more happier ever since that day I had told him. And now I'm loving him more and more each and every day of my life and until we grow old with one and another. "I LOVE YOU BABE WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL!" <3!

10.04.07

Ever since monday after noon i have been feeling sad, having headache's, and being kinda blue in a way. And i dont know when i will be happy ever again, or if someone will make me happy?. Just wishing that ever since that i've had my first bad day was when i dont know can jus go away right? but i gues bad and good things have to come around the corner. Thinking about alot of things back in my past have made me even sader now these dayz... But the really improtant thing that i really wanted to do is find a job and not to be on assistance anymore, i want to be that person who is indepented with their life and try to do every thing on my own..... but things that i would want to happen will never achieve in the ways that i want it to be.....