MA BIRFDAY!!

TOMORROW!!

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I'M GUNNA BE'S AN ADULT!!

Okays Peoples, its that time of year again!

My birthday is on the 19 of April!

I have one month before then. In that month, I will:

Gain $100 spending money for Wellington trip!
Go to Armageddon with Greg!
See Abbie!
Pay Melina the money I owe her!
Get some more fish! - X Avon and Ghan
Do my first two presents on my list!
Learn to cook a new Meal! - X Beef Stroganoff
Get a Job OR start a course! - X Education Support Training
Dye my hair something Crazy! - X Purple, but it went dark mahogany...

AND

Finish Crash Team Racing! (Finally) Not yet, but heh, I kick Gregs arse at this game.

And I would appreciate it if you could help me with my goal -

To wallpaper my bedroom with Birthday pictures and letters!

..... And if you can't be bothered drawing or writing, can you help me get a DSi?.......

Guy-hopping, cider sex, gossips and stupid stupid arguments. I used to wish I'd been born in the seventies, but now.. Everyone from then seems to be promiscuous and not care about having real decent relationships, the older generation seem to be acting like teenagers who have just discovered sex, for goodness sake. In fact, there are women who get people drunk, then have sex with them, and the morning after try to force their one time DRUNKEN sex partner into a relationship, and never fully let go. And people flirt with other people online - regardless of whether they are in a relationship or not... But I suppose that my generation does that too.

Is there no more pride in the world? I'm starting to think that women were better off cooking and being stay at homes, while the men work down the mine shafts. Back in the day when adultery got you imprisoned. And besides, the women would be too tired from being mothers to go screw around, and the men would be too tired to go pick up another woman... Of course, people died a lot more around then, but it seems that's a small price to pay for feeling secure. And I would know, considering how many boys I've dated who prefer the sleep around type of women. In fact one said it was okay to do it, because it means that when she meets the love of her life, she will be excellent at sex. SHE IS NEARLY FORTY. I'm starting to think that yeah, she might be good at sex, but isn't it a little late to find your one true love? By the time he agrees to have sex with her, he'll need the little blue pills to get it up anyway, so... People need to grow up. Life is not about sex. Its about having someone who loves you and cares about you and will miss you when you are gone for good.

Do you really want to be some kind of tally mark on a scorecard? I don't. That's why I give my relationships 120%. And yes, usually I end up getting screwed over. But I never gave up hope. I spent one and a half years trying to get a chance with my current boyfriend. And every minute of every day was worth it. And I don't think I tell him that enough.

Some people have been expressing problems with my relationship, and two people have been blocked on facebook already. (Ooooh, blocked on Facebook = worst punishment ever). They gossiped about us to the wrong people and it caused a two day argument between family members. In fact, I feel sick to my stomach whenever I pick up the phone or get an email because I might be getting yelled at again.

But Anyway... There have been some people I would like to thank, because they have been good to me.

Rowan - Thank you for being amazingly supportive, for sticking by me, and for making me laugh with your msn names. I LOVE YOU.

Abbie - Thank you for being a world class bitching partner, and helping me get my anger out. You have an amazing wealth of insults. I LOVE YOU.

Sarah - Thank you for listening to me when I was feeling sad, and thank you for giving me the best Bebo box ever! I LOVE YOU.

Emma - You are so brave, being in a different country when you can't speak the language. Just knowing what you are dealing with makes me feel braver. I LOVE YOU.

Greg - You are the most supportive person in my life. I hope I can do as much for you when you have a crisis. I LOVE YOU.

Mama - I know you don't have Bebo, but I just want to say I miss you and I hope life is better for you now. Thank you for helping me with birth certificates and IRD stuff. I LOVE YOU.

Daddy - Thank you for offering to bring my stuff up. I LOVE YOU.

and to Daimo, Kylie, Colin and Tony =

You guys are excellent. Kylie, thanks for being an excellent shopping partner. Daimo, thank you for being so wierd I feel better about living with Greg. Colin, thank you for the un-ending supply of chips and coke. I prefer lemonade. But still. thanks for visiting so Greg could go to work. Tony, Thank for taking Greg out of the house and PWNing him at munchkin. Sorry you couldn't come to the Barbecue! Maybe