“Oh squiggly line in my eye fluid;
I see you there lurking on the periphery of my vision.
But when i try to look at you,
you scurry away.
Are you shy, squiggly line?
Why only when i ignore you, do you return to the centre of my eye?
Oh squiggly line!
It’s alright;
You are forgiven.”
-Stewie Griffin

If you can start the day without caffeine,
If you can get going without pep pills,
If you can always be cheerful, ignoring aches and pains,
If you can resist complaining and boring people with your troubles,
If you can eat the same food everyday and be grateful for it,
If you can understand when your loved ones are too
busy to give you any time.
If you can overlook it when those you love take it out on you,
If you can take criticism and blame without resentment,
If you can ignore a friend's limited education and never correct him,
If you can resist treating a rich friend better than an poor friend,
If you can face the world without lies and deceit,
If you can conquer tension without medical help,
If you can relax without liquor,
If you can sleep without the aid of drugs,
If you can say honestly that deep in your heart you have no
prejudice against creed, color, religion or politics,
THEN, my friend, you are almost as good as your dog.

now in our culture we've been trained for individual differences to stand out , so you look at each person and the immediate opinion is "brighter , dumber , older, younger, richer , poorer" and we make all these dimensional distinctions , put em into categories and treat them that way. and we get so, that we only see others as separate from ourselves and the ways in which they're separate , and one of the dramatic characteristics of experience is being with another person and suddenly seeing the ways in which they are like you . not different from you, experiencing the fact , that which is essences in you and essence in me is indeed one, the understanding there is no other, it is all one.
I wasn't borne me i was just born as a human being , and then i learned this whole business of who i am and weather im good or bad or achieving or not, all thats learned along the way.



" lives like a ride in an amusement park ,and we go on it and think its real, cus thats how powerful our minds are, and the ride goes up and down , round and round, and it has thrills and chills and its very brightly colored and its very loud , and its fun , for a while. some have been on the ride for a very long time and they begin to question "is this real or is this just a ride?" and other people have remembered and they come back to us and they say "hey dont worry , dont be afraid, ever, cus this is just a ride! " and we kill those people , "shut him up ive got alot invested in this ride shut him up!, look at my furrows of worry! look at my big bank account and my family this has to be real!" .. its just a ride , but we always kill those good guys who try to tell us that , you ever notice that? and let all those demons run amok

but it doesn't matter, cus its just a ride , and we can chance it when ever we want , its only a choice, no effort , no work, no job , no savings or money , just a choice right now between fear and love