The sky is alight, with technicolour futures,
The moon is flaming, flickering with my heart.
My mind is burning, with emotional bruises,
I wish I could sustain this, but.. I can't.
Unwilling, unable.
intangible, unstable.

I'll crawl by, on the way to somewhere else,
alone in the dark - Just me and myself.
Slipping slowly back, interminable circles..
Except mine is of misery, yours is of people.

I'm glad you've found a future, 'cause it's more than I can see,
all I see is a shadow, and a lack of belief.
Maybe I need someone, maybe I don't.
The only thing that could pain me more, is another heart I broke.

Scream and shout, take it all out!
Throw my worries to the wind, and catch them when they fall down.
Silent sound perishes my desires,
just you and a handful of lies fill my mind.
I find myself resigned, making it a chore to spill the truth,
so believe me when I say that I revel in more than insecurities and youth.

I took the spring, and twisted it until it broke.
Held the hands of the clock so that my happiness wouldn't choke,
took my heart of my sleeve and you listened when I spoke;
but the only thing that I hope for now, is that I have enough rope.....

There was a boy in the bar last night, 24 years old, who's father had been stabbed to death the night before.. He was pretty cut up, throwing furniture and glasses around and greetin at the bar.. It was fuckin' heavy...

Anyway, made me glad you're still with us, Dad.

Cal

Not quite sure what this is for, so I guess I'll use it for whatever the fuck I want...

Rays of sunshine cast technicolour bullets of warmth upon my head
and your smile casts rays of sunshine in my heart
It's a compendium of happiness, written by a genius
with a subtle hint of irony, aimed at everything that I miss

It's days like this I want to stand upon a mountain
and scream in joy at the world
so that you all might feel my happiness
sharing everything I find amazing with every soul