hi im Andrea i would like to write something down before i go away. i am greatful for the people that helped me all this time on my sickness but i guess its to late for anything now. i am only 16 and i can see that my life is growing shorter everyday and now all i wish for is to enjoy the 9months that was given to me by the doctor.

while i guess i have to start my story from the beginning... well here goes...

well it all started on the 24th of march 2003. i was playing with my little sis when i felt a little dizzey and then i start having headacks. My parents surgested that i should go to see the doctor. The doctor was very nice to me and she was saying all these kind words" you will be fine,everying will be alright" but i know that something is wrong when the doctor stoped talking and went very quiet. She think i need to be scand because she think that there is something wrong but she is not surtend. So i was taken to the hospital and was scaned from head to toe and the doctor told us that the scan results will be send to us soon.

On the 4th of april 2003 the results came from the hospital. At first i dont even border looking at the letter but when i saw my parents bright and cheerful everyday looks turn to empty blank faces. i knew that there is something wrong. They came over to me and hug me and slowly told me that a tumor is growing inside my head. in that moment i felt that my lovly, wonderful life was braking into little pieces.

How can this happen to me? i am to young to die... i have dreams and hopes that when i grow up i will get married and have children of my own. When we phoned and told what was happening to me to my relatives i was send to the hosipal and i was told to stay there for a month.In that 1 month the tumor was geating very hard to control and i was told that i have only 9 months to live. The reason why the doctors cant getrid of the tumor is because when i know that there is something wrong with me when i started having the big headack. i left it alone and told no one about it i kept it to myself until it is to late for others to help me.

In the remaining 9 months of my life everyone i knew and that include the people from my church try to keep me happy.

One day everyone asked me a quesion. They asked me if i have one wish... what will it be...and i reply and told them that i would like to go out with a boy. I thought that they were joking about this wish thing.
So i kinda made up the going out with a boy thing...but i would have never thought of meeting someone as great as the guy they had found for me. His name is Peter he is very kind, handsome, and a good listener and also very understanding. In the pass few weeks that we were together we have gotten very close and then we started getting into the point when we are unsperatable.

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1. Whats ur Name?
2. R we close?
3. Wat do u think of me?
4. Do u have a crush on me?
5. Would u kiss me?
6. Describe me in 3 words?
7. If u had Me for 30 Mins wat would u do?
8. Wat was ur first impression of me?
9. Do u still think the same?
10. Wat reminds u of me?
11. If u could give me anything wat would it be?
12. How well do u know me?
13. Wat do u like best bout me?
14. Ever wanted too tell me something u could'nt?
15. Could u ever love me?
16. Give me a nickname & explain why?
17. R u goin 2 put diz on ur blog & c wat i say bout u?
18. Anything 2 say before u go
Would u.......